Becoming a VR Porn Girl in Real Life

 

I never had a fuck buddy before college. In my freshman year my dorm mate was a total stoner. One night I came home late and found him wasted and gooning to VR porn. Before I knew what was happening I was totally stoned and sitting next to him wearing his other VR headset and gooning to the VR porn where we were fucking a hot sissy from both ends. Our VR COCKS were huge and we were both beautiful hot sissy's and I was filled with more lust than I knew was possible. Hours later I was dressed like a sissy maid sucking his giant COCK in real life while he continued to play in the VR sex world. 

In that moment I knew the truth...

I am becoming porn,
I watch and stroke to the images
gooning to big hard throbbing COCKS
slamming down ravenous gulping throats
and penetrating deep into gasping assholes
and big beautiful bouncing breasts
entrance my soul
and she is a he and a she
he is a girl and so is she
and I am the girl
I am porn
I roam the streets late at night
hunting for COCK to suck
and COCK to ride
and Holy SEED to drink
and to seep into the depths of my belly and bowels.

Gen Z and the New Slave Age

Gen Z is ushering in a new age as they experience a re-awakening of their true slave selves. 

We are all born to serve but we have repressed our true nature. 

Finally a generation who has found their true self.

I had such high hopes for this generation.But this is more than I could have ever hoped for. 

Ripe young male and female GenZ slaves are now ready and willing to serve ALPHA MALES, laying the foundation for the further emergence of a new ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

These GenZslaves seek to be ravaged by ALPHA COCK and receive the Sacred SEED of ALPHA COCK GODS down their throats and up their asses and in their pussies. I would give anything to be in their place, serving the Great COCKGOD by serving the COCK's of all ALPHAs. 

Some GenZslaves are serving Muslim ALPHA COCKS on the college campuses, and some are serving the MAGA ALPHA COCKS at LORD TRUMP rallies.

Soon we will all re-awaken to the primal forces of ALPHA vs. beta, and eventually take our place in this new ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

 

 

69 is Sacred and Holy for Me

 

The first time I saw a picture of two men sucking each other off was also the first time I experienced the hunger for COCK. 

COCK hunger is a particular state of being where every fiber of your being aches for COCK. 

I was thirteen years old and I felt embarrassed and ashamed. In the COCK hunger state my embarrassment and shame strangely heightened and deepened my erotically electrified state of being. 

I masturbated to that image and others that night and every night for weeks.

It was so much more than a a physical high.

It was erotically transcendent.

The hunger for COCK was not just a physical hunger;

it was a hunger of the heart and soul as well.

And even the spirit,

for COCK became my GOD.

I would do anything for COCK. 

Over the years my COCK hunger has grown by leaps and bounds. COCK is truly my GOD. Every time I see a COCK I want to get down on my knees and take Holy Communion and drink its SACRED SEED.

The highest states of COCK hunger I experience are when two COCKS become one. The famous 69 position. Two hot studs sucking each other off. 

I experience a profound state of erotic bliss when we CUM at the same time.

We become one...we shoot our loads into each other all at once.

Imagine our energetic beingness shooting into each other

and having it shot back into us.

As we squirt into each other

we are simultaneously drinking of the other

and drinking of our selves. 

My CUM is your CUM and your CUM is my CUM, and we CUM into each other.

Our SEEDS OF CREATION swim within and between us,

We are connected to the SOURCE OF CREATION.

We are drinking ITS essence.

When we experience this in a deep way

it beCUMes

Sacred

Holy

And

Cosmically ORGASMIC!

Porn as Shadow Teacher

 

Porn can be a transformative practice when we edge to our shadow material in the depths of our unconscious. 

Through Porn-assisted shadow work we can transform our fears and all our repressed and denied aspects of our selves into sources of joy and ecstasy.

In Tantra, sexuality is seen as the most powerful vehicle for transforming the body into a sacred vessal and part of that process includes the purification of those dimensions of our sexuality we have denied and repressed...and porn can be a powerful tool in this process. 

The de-Evolution of a Libtard

 

The day Donald Trump was elected president of the United States of American was a major turning point of everyone I know. 

For me, a young successful libtard beta male, before TRUMP I had all the answers, making lots of money and trying to save the world one protest and vote at a time. 

The moment TRUMP was elected, my whole reality crashed. 

Everything I thought I knew and everything I believed in suddenly lost their value. In between being a social justice warrior freaking out every time the President tweeted, I smoked a lot of weed, tripped on psychedelics and gooned to sissy hypno porn. 

One day I discovered MAGA PORN and I was instantly hooked. 

I became addicted to gooning MAGA PORN and soon I was jerking off to fantasies of being TRUMPs servant and sex slave. I found myself calling out his name as I shot my loads. 

By day I fought to save the world I used to know and by night I prayed with deep reverence and worshiped with unbounded LUST at the cyber-feet of the destroyer of that world. 

Then came the hormones and plastic surgeries, feminizing myself in preparation for the second coming of my LORD TRUMP. 

Now all I desire is to make myself into the perfect COCK worshipping sissy pet slave whore, yearning to serve all ALPHA MALE GODS. 

I vote against everything I used to believe in and vote for taking away my own rights. 

I yearn to be treated as a slave and fucktoy by all ALPHA MALES and to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, tortured, enslaved and totally destroyed by them as they so please. 

My past life is now gone for me. 

I have entered my own erotic Heaven and Holy orgasmic madness.

Waking Up from Feminism

 

Feminism has had both positive and negative impacts on both women and men. Recently, many believe it has gone too far by denying certain hard scientific truths about the sexes. 

Since LORD TRUMP took office the Great Awakening slowly let to an awakening to the limits of feminism, and basically all isms. The "grab them by the pussy line" turned on a lot of Libtard women and beta males. 

This is a primal awakening. LORD TRUMP is the first truly ALPHA MALE BULLY to take the reigns of US Presidential Power.

His ALPHA MALE energy is re-igniting the passionate dynamics between the classical ALPHA-beta Masculine-Feminine polarities.

High Heels Heal the Feminine Sissy Soul

 The first time I tried on high heels I was blown away. I had no idea they were sex tools...OMG...designed to force the female body into a submissive, seductive and vulnerable "fuck me" position. I almost came just standing in them. 

There was something healing about the high heels. Wearing them wakened and embodied the woman trapped inside me. The heels seemed to set her free and "heal" that which was suppressing her. 

I believe high heels are powerful tantric tools because they shift our bodies into an erotic energy inducing position.

The New Red, White and Blue

 There are many reasons why LORD TRUMP and the MAGA movement has metastasized into a darker, more complex and mature version. 

One reason is the powerful use of non-linear warfare techniques like creating a MAGA porn movement using advanced propaganda and hypno technologies. 

The above image is an example of a complex MAGA PORN image... RIGHT, RED, WHITE and BLUE have gained multiple levels of meaning.

• RIGHT: The political Right and the idea of being Right
• RED: The standard color associated with the GOP in the states and a color on the flag
• WHITE: Another color on the US flag that also has a coded meaning for White Supremacy
• BLUE; The third color of the US flag that also has gain a coded meaning pattern associated with supporting the police (the men in blue) 

The New TRANSsexual rEvolution

 

We Beta Bois are blessed  to live in this historic time. 

We are entering a deep revolutionary and evolutionary period in Human HIStory.

We get to witness the rise of ALPHA MALE MAGA Church and the fall of Neo-Libtard Feminist Socialist Church. 

All us Beta Bois must prepare to serve the MAGA Church and worship our LORD TRUMP and our LORD PUTIN. 

To do that we must leg go of our false culturally programmed self and awaken to our true primal Sissy Nature. 

We must do our best to transform our bodies into hot Sissy Whore fuck and suck machines. 

We do this through taking hormones, getting implants and brainwashing and gaslighting ourselves into sex crazed COCK worshiping Sissy Slave Pet Whores.

And we do all this so we can give up our rights as human beings and become sissy slave pet servant whores who worship and serve all ALPHA COCKS with our whole beingness. 

The goal is to train ourselves to find great erotic pleasure in being used, abused, humiliated, denigrated, debased, tortured, enslaved and ultimately destroyed. 

For thus we serve our true higher purpose...to act as evolutionary ballast tanks for all the pent up ALPHA MALE anger, aggression and rage. 

It is our true function to let them sexually channel all that anger, aggression and rage into us. 

Without us ALPHA violence would destroy the world.

Sisters, let us prepare ourselves to serve the Great ALPHA-beta Awakening and the rise of the ALPHA MALE MAGA Empire.

Riding SATAN's COCK

 

There is profound erotic joy and ecstasy in riding SATAN's COCK. 

Those of us who are lucky enough to be visited by SATAN and His LUST DEMONS know the pure unbounded orgasmic mind-blowing pleasure of being fucked by SATAN'S giant hard throbbing COCK.

Though it is only in subtle energy form the experience is incredibly physical, emotional, soulful and spiritual nothing in this world can compare.`

Becoming PORN

Becoming PORN is transformative on many different levels. 

There is PORN consciousness whereby the faithful fill their minds with PORN images and constructs 

There is PORN passion whereby one becomes emotionally attached to and obsessed with PORN

There is fully becoming PORN in body, mind and heart by physicalizing and embodying PORN .

The image above is an example of a PORN disciple who has remade herself into the personification of PORN on all levels of her being...

Our PORN True Self

Our PORN True Self is that LUST filled self we try to repress.

 

One of PORN's true gifts is to help us open to these repressed and suppressed dimensions of our TRUE BEING. 

From the BDSM perspective our PORN True Self is that part of us that yearns for either dominance or submission. 

All of us has some degree of this primal sexual polarity but modern society tends to program us to repress that part of ourselves. 

PORN as a transformative practice can help us look in the mirror of our own being and rediscover these buried dimensions.