Hitchhiking into Sissy Slavery

On a bet I dressed up as a sissy slut and hitch hiked up in the redneck mountains outside the city. I ended up being kidnapped, drugged, raped, tortured and enslaved to a MAGA militia prepper who keeps me locked in a cage when I am not being used and abused as a rape toy by him and all his MAGA militia prepper friends. 

Turns out my friends were captured before I was and were sent back out into the world to bring more slaves into the fold. When I was first enslaved there was four of us living in those cages and ten slave recruiters out in the world, now six months later there are 18 of us in cages and 36 of us out in the world as recruiters. They are keeping the numbers steady and once we recruit ten people on our own we are shipped off to serve other MAGA ARMY gangs around the world. They love to fuck us before and after they go out looking for libtards and minorities to beat up and terrorize. As crazy as it sounds but after the first few weeks of extreme torture and programming, I have loved every minute of it and am honored to serve my MAGA MASTERS.

 

Transcending Fear and Pain through PORN

I used to be afraid of everything, especially pain and humiliation. 

Now after over 30 years as a worshiper of PORN and after many years of HYPNO PORN practice pain and humiliation and every fear I ever had have become sources of great erotic pleasure, joy and bliss. 

I live to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured, enslaved and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. 

Finally I am living my life to the fullest, being fully present to both the DARKNESS and the light.

 

The Paradox of Psycho-Sexual Trauma

There is a strange paradox to our experiencing being used and abused without our consent. I remember my first time being bound and gagged and raped and beaten. The fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and physical, emotional, mental and existential pain were the most intense of my whole life. The experience was intensely traumatic and triggered all sorts of psychological pathologies inside me. I felt totally broken and shattered in all dimensions of my being. Yet at the same time, the whole experience haunted me in a strangely erotic way. I began to erotically yearn to be raped again. I masturbated to the traumatic memories over and over. I finally ended up putting myself in situations where I could be raped. And was actually raped several more times. After awhile the fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and pain were no long sources of suffering but had become sources of erotic joy. Because of all this I reached a state of no longer being afraid of anything and everything in existence became an erotic experience...and I achieved a state of erotically blissful enlightenment...a state I call "Broken Bliss"...

 

The Awakening of the Submissive Self

I woke up after blacking out again. Yesterday I was kidnaped and drugged. I was stripped naked and put in chastity and dressed only in high heels and stockings. I was gagged and blindfolded, my arms and hands bound behind me, and I was collared and leashed...and now my leash is being held by a drunk ALPHA MALE and I am surrounded by ALPHA MALES jerking off their giant ALPHA COCKS. They just spent the night fucking all my holes and beating and torturing me to the edges of life and death. They called me names like faggot sissy whore and spit and pissed on me as well. And here I am now, leaking CUM from my burning sore ass pussy, weak and trembling from hours of orgasms, being held up from falling over by a drunk guy holding me on a leash, listening to the other men preparing to fuck and beat and torture me once again...and my whole being wants it all again as well...I am so lost...lost in LUST and servitude...so lost I finally found the self I never knew was missing...

The Transformative Potential of Pinned-Down Hate-Fucking

I remember my first "pinned down" fuck like it was yesterday. I was at a Pride event at Golden Gate Park wearing my best sissy slave whore persona and an ALPHA MALE redneck hater started calling me names. I was so wasted I wasn't thinking and I started calling him names back and he got into an intense argument. Some of my sissy sisters and some of his redneck friends pulled us both back. 

An hour later I found myself in the woods looking for the bathrooms and I ran into that same ALPHA redneck. I froze in my tracks, realizing we were all alone in an isolated area. He looked at me with such intense hatred, disdain and contempt my whole being trembled with fear. Then I noticed the giant pulsing bulge in his pants. I could feel that this guy wanted to both fuck and kill me at the same time. In that instant I was filled with a strangely erotic mix of intense LUST, terrorized fear and total surrender. Without a word he swiftly came at me, grabbed me by the throat and pinned me against a tree. He pressed his giant throbbing bulge against my bulging sissy clitty and I moaned as I struggled to breath as he whispered "I going to fuck you to death you pathetic subhuman faggot bitch." 

He then tore off my clothes, threw me on the ground, got on top of me and pinned me down. He pulled out his massive throbbing COCK and rammed it deep into my boi pussy and proceeded to fuck me deep, fast and hard while looking down at me and directly into my eyes with this strange look of LUST-filled hate that made me feel the most intense erotic energy of my life. 

In that moment I wanted him to destroy me and I repeated every word his said and agreed and loved it...when he called me a faggot whore I replied yes, I am a faggot whore and I am your faggot whore, when he said I was worthless, subhuman and more, I agreed, when he said he was going to kill me I begged him to do it. Then he choke fucked me like a wild animal in heat and I had the most intense sissygasm of my life, as I gasped for air my body spasmed with wave after wave of orgasmic energy. Then he started CUMMING deep inside me, filling me with his hot SEED. At the same time he squeezed my neck even tighter and I felt myself leaving my body in two directions and at two levels...my sperm was leaving my body and my consciousness felt like it was leaving my mind. At the same time that I was leaving my body in two directions, he was CUMMING inside of me...it felt like he was taking ownership of my entire beingness. It was the most profoundly spiritual sexual experience I have ever had. 

Well, after that, he owned me completely. He took me home with him and made me his sissy slave pet whore and shares me with all his friends...who all love to hate-fuck me...and me...I could not be any happier...and more deeply and profoundly spiritually fulfilled...