The de-Evolution of a Libtard

 

The day Donald Trump was elected president of the United States of American was a major turning point of everyone I know. 

For me, a young successful libtard beta male, before TRUMP I had all the answers, making lots of money and trying to save the world one protest and vote at a time. 

The moment TRUMP was elected, my whole reality crashed. 

Everything I thought I knew and everything I believed in suddenly lost their value. In between being a social justice warrior freaking out every time the President tweeted, I smoked a lot of weed, tripped on psychedelics and gooned to sissy hypno porn. 

One day I discovered MAGA PORN and I was instantly hooked. 

I became addicted to gooning MAGA PORN and soon I was jerking off to fantasies of being TRUMPs servant and sex slave. I found myself calling out his name as I shot my loads. 

By day I fought to save the world I used to know and by night I prayed with deep reverence and worshiped with unbounded LUST at the cyber-feet of the destroyer of that world. 

Then came the hormones and plastic surgeries, feminizing myself in preparation for the second coming of my LORD TRUMP. 

Now all I desire is to make myself into the perfect COCK worshipping sissy pet slave whore, yearning to serve all ALPHA MALE GODS. 

I vote against everything I used to believe in and vote for taking away my own rights. 

I yearn to be treated as a slave and fucktoy by all ALPHA MALES and to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, tortured, enslaved and totally destroyed by them as they so please. 

My past life is now gone for me. 

I have entered my own erotic Heaven and Holy orgasmic madness.

Waking Up from Feminism

 

Feminism has had both positive and negative impacts on both women and men. Recently, many believe it has gone too far by denying certain hard scientific truths about the sexes. 

Since LORD TRUMP took office the Great Awakening slowly let to an awakening to the limits of feminism, and basically all isms. The "grab them by the pussy line" turned on a lot of Libtard women and beta males. 

This is a primal awakening. LORD TRUMP is the first truly ALPHA MALE BULLY to take the reigns of US Presidential Power.

His ALPHA MALE energy is re-igniting the passionate dynamics between the classical ALPHA-beta Masculine-Feminine polarities.

Remembering my First COCK Crush

I remember my very first COCK crush. It happened when I was in junior high and my bully pulled out his giant COCK in class when the teacher was out of the room. He jerked off at the teachers desk and acted like he was gonna shoot his CUM all over it but then we heard the teacher approach so he pulled it back into his pants and sat down. But it was too late for me. 

The sight of his hard throbbing giant COCK penetrated my entire being and I became obsessed with it. I dreamed about it and jerked off to the image of it that was burned into my mind. Before this I would always try to avoid running into him because I knew he would abuse me. After this experience I went out of my way to be near him. Now every mean word, every punch to my stomach, turned me on. 

I started to follow him into the boys room and he caught me staring at his COCK while he pissed. He called me a sissy faggot and beat me up pretty good. While he beat me his COCK was still hanging out of his fly and with every punch it grew bigger and harder. Finally he stopped hitting me and stood there, above me as I knelt on the sticky floor before him, panting and staring at me. Before I knew it he was violently face fucking me, slamming that giant COCK of his down my gagging throat. After several wild minutes he held the back of my head and slammed his COCK deep all the way down my throat and shot a giant hot load of CUM straight down my gasping gagging gullet. The load was so huge I struggled to swallow it all while his giant COCK was still deeply embedded in me. For a moment I couldn't breath and then he pulled out and I gasped for air and swallowed down as much as I could. He laughed and said he owned me know and that I was now his sissy faggot CUM dumpster slave. I smiled and said...yes MASTER. 

From that day forth I was indeed his CUM dumpster, taking several loads of his every day down my throat and up my ass, all through junior high and high school.

 

The Age of Transformation and the Re-Awakening of the Primal Self

In this age of transformation the line between binary and polar opposite patterns is being blurred. The line between male and female, between right and wrong, between democracy and authoritarianism, between love and hate, between truth and fiction, between shadow and light, between our highest ideas and our lowest impulses, between real reality and virtual reality and more. Pansexuallity, pornsexuality, trans-sexuality are cumming into their own as we discover more dimensions of our selves and explore more ways to connect on deeper and more primal levels. 

We are also waking up to our social programming and our false enculturated self, and at the same time, the new emerging art form of hypno-porn is waking us up to our primal erotic selves. The illusions of the neoliberal order are becoming clear to many of us, recognizing our liberalized denial of the natural order and our own primal nature. 

With all this we are witnessing the re-emergence of the ALPHA-beta dynamic in all dimensions of our reality and the birth of the ALPHA MALE New World Order. More and more women and beta males are waking up to our true place and purpose in the world, as beta beings in joyous servitude to any and all ALPHA BEINGS. As part of this awakening, we are re-awakening to our primal love and LUST for our one true GOD...COCK. 

As the old neoliberal reality crumbles around us, the new, truer world is arising in our hearts and minds, in our bodies and souls, and in all dimensions of our being and becoming individually and collectively. 

Let us rejoice in this awakening and embrace our true selves and take our true place and follow our true purpose...and CUM into a true primal relationship with ourselves, with each other, and with our true GOD...and let us kneel before the Great ALPHA COCK GOD and take Holy Communion of the SEED OF CREATION and find our true joy.

 

Holy Communion with the Great COCK GOD

Take Holy Communion of the the Great COCK GOD

Worship the Great COCK GODHEAD with thy lips and tongue

Drink of the SEED OF CREATION and let it impregnate thy soul with LUST and desire for thy LORD so that you may worship your GOD all the days of your life and for all eternity...

AH-MEN...

The Erotic Pleasure of Obedience

Why are so many of us awakening to the erotic pleasure of obedience, of surrendering our will and our whole being to another? The Truth is that humanity is going through an evolutionary transformation and part of this transformation is the awakening of our primal selves. The essential nature of the primal self of all beta males and females is submission and servitude to any and all ALPHA MALES and ALPHA FEMALES. 

Deep within us is the need to serve, to worship and to obey an ALPHA MASTER. This servitude is also connected to our primal self's drive to serve, worship and obey an ALPHA GOD. This ALPHA GOD can take many forms including an ALPHA MALE or FEMALE or the Great COCK GOD. 

Once we awaken to this primal self we begin to experience true and deep and expansive erotic pleasures and joys so far beyond what we have known before that we are forever addicted to this erotic awakening itself. One of the main vehicles is hypno porn and as such it can be considered a Sacred Sacrament. 

This Sacrament brainwashes us to stop the thinking of our culturally programmed false selves and addicts us to this brainwashing itself. It reprograms us to awaken to our true primal love of sex and frees us to pleasure ourselves and let our selves be turned on by what truly turns us on. And what truly turns on our primal beta selves is obedience to ALPHAS and fulfilling our need to please them...our need to OBEY...

To Serve and Obey

All us beta males were born to be Two-Spirit Beings 

and act as a bridge between the masculine and the feminine energies of this Earthly plain. 

And...as Two-Spirit Beings 

we were born to Serve and OBEY as well...

and we LOVE IT!!!!!

 

The Paradox of Finding Freedom in Enslavement

I remember the first time I was collared and leashed and on my knees with head bowed at the side of an ALPHA male with his hands holding my leash. It was the strangest and most erotic experience of my life. For the first time in my life I felt fully and completed at home in that moment. All my thoughts about my self melted away and my mind was free of the stress of having to make my own choices and decisions in life. Being totally without control over my own existence felt so freeing...it was the most free I ever experienced. My mind just broke from the awareness that enslavement was my path to freedom...how could this be?...how could being inside this paradox experientially be so strangely erotic in every dimension of my being, feeling it in my body, my heart, my mind, my soul and my spirit? And then I realized that it was because this was my true place in life; that I was born to be enslaved and we can only know true freedom when we are free to be our true selves. 

 

The Great ALPHA-beta Awakening

The Great Awakening has begun and nothing can stop it now. More and more of us are awakening to the joy of being who we were born to be. For us betas this awakening reminds us of our true beta natures and how we love to be objects of desire that are used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured and enslaved...and joyously serve any and all ALPHA GODS. As libtard women and beta bois we owe this awakening to the MAGA and KAG movements and the rise of LORD TRUMP, who has been the catalyst for this Great Awakening. And this is all part of the Awakening and re-establishment of of the ALPHA MALE WORLD ORDER. No matter the outcome of the 2020 election, the Awakening will continue for once it begins there is no stopping it both in the individual heart and mind and in the collective as well.

 

Awakening to the ALPHA-beta Natural Order

This is the foundation of the Great Awakening! Awakening to the primal natural order of the ALPHA-beta relationship, The neoliberal world order has denied this truth and major real world and mental health issues arise from this mass delusion. When we awaken to the truth of the natural order we find joy and peace, for we are complete, whole, at one with our true selves. Wake UP! Give in! Surrender! Be the True You. If you are a true beta, be beta...submit, serve and obey all ALPHAS. And if you are ALPHA embrace you power over all betas and feel free to use, abuse, humiliate, degrade, debase, rape, beat, torture, enslave and destroy us as you so desire. We are here to serve you and your needs and your LUSTS and your desires.

 

The Time to Prepare to be Bred is upon us...

All women and beta males need to prepare to be bred for the CUMMING of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER. Once the ALPHA MALE fully retakes society we were be put in our place as inferior beta humans without rights or privileges. We will be bred for enslavement and programmed to be good slaves that get erotic orgasmic pleasure from being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured, enslaved and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. Our holes will become public property and we will be bought and sold on international slave markets. Fertile women will become breeders, infertile women shall become whores, attractive beta males will become sissy slave pet whores and ugly, fat and old beta males and women shall be used as stress reduction objects for any and all ALPHA MALES to take out their violent and aggressive energies on. 

This shall be the way and it will feel good to all for it is the way of the natural order of things. 

So let us prepare to be bred...prepare for the storm...feeding our higher minds with the Q, feeding our primal minds with MAGA, feeding our hearts with DARKNESS, feeding our souls with the ways of LORD SATAN, and giving our spirits to our new GODS, all ALPHA MALES, LORD TRUMP, LORD SATAN, and the Great COCK GOD.

 

The Erotic Nature of Possession

There is no greater erotic experience than becoming possessed by LORD SATAN and become a channel for demonic forces. The ultimate surrender...submitting ones whole being into the service of your LORD and feeling HIM enter you and take control of you from deep within own being. Possession is perhaps the most highly erotically charged state in existence for we have become a channel for the SOURCE of LUST itself.

 

The Feminization Apartment

I got a new apartment in West Hollywood. The first night I heard two guys fucking all night in the apartment above me. It drove me crazy I masturbated all night. It happened every night, all night long. By the end of my first week I had not slept at all. 

Finally I went to talk to the landlord. He was a big fat old queen. He came to the door totally naked and his COCK was huge and hard. I couldn't stop staring at it. He smiled and got harder. He asked me to come in. He sat down on a leather chair and began to stroke his giant COCK as he asked what he could do for me. I continued staring at his COCK while I stammered out that I was having trouble sleeping because the upstairs neighbor was fucking loudly all night long, every night. He laughed and said that this was a gay building and that comes with the territory. I said I was confused, asking why he rented to me since I was a straight guy. He laughed and then whispered, you really believe that don't you? I blushed as He offered me a fudge brownie and a milk shake. I said no thanks but then he served me anyways and said that I looked pail and needed some sustenance. I found myself eating three brownies and drank the whole shake. 

All of a sudden everything started to spin. He told me that I had just eaten hash brownies and that the milk shake was a special cocktail of feminization drugs and bull and gorilla sperm and magic mushrooms. The room was spinning and I blacked out. I woke up on the floor at his feet. I was totally tripping, seeing trails and everything. My vision was distorted. He looked like a giant and I felt like a tiny girl. 

The next six months were a blur. He kept me tripping 24/7, dressed me as a sissy whore, and had everyone in the building use and abuse me as their slave. They all looked huge to me and I felt so small. In the beginning I remember flashes of gagging on the landlords giant COCK and screaming from being him fucking me in the ass, then I remember lots of other COCKS fucking me from both ends. In the beginning the flashes were intensely traumatic and painful but over time they became more and more erotic.

Now I live in a constant state of erotic bliss and COCK is my GOD. My favorite pastime now is kneeling at my MASTERS feet and serving his COCK.

 

Feminization and the Inheritance of the Meek

It is said that the meek shall inherit the earth. 

What is meek? To be meek is to be shy, submissive, subservient, accommodating, helpless, weak, demure, and feminine. In essence, to be a girl or a sissy boi. 

And what is the earth? It is the world of form, it is the ground of our beingness. 

So together, the meek shall inherit the earth refers to the idea that it is through submission and domination that we receive the gifts of creation. 

There is a saying in Zen Buddhism that we are each like an empty rice bowl and the universe is a big rice making and distribution system that instantly fills our bowls when it is empty. If we already have a full bowl, the universe passes us by. So in essence in order to receive the gifts of creation we must become empty receptacles for those gifts. 

This is the essence of what it means to be feminine, to be a receiver, to be open and empty and ready always to receive...to receive the gifts of the Great COCK GODS.

Bus Ride to MAGA SLAVE Heaven

 

I was on the bus coming back from a BLM protest and a MAGA couple were going at it in the seat across from me. They were passionately kissing while she took out his massive hard throbbing MAGA COCK and stroked it for all to see. I could not take my eyes off that COCK. I wanted it so bad. I was so transfixed I didn't notice they had stopped kissing and were looking right me. I suddenly felt their gaze and looked up. They smiled at me and she said out loud: "Looks like we got ourselves a libtard sissy whore" They laughed and I blushed and looked away. Everyone was watching me. She continued to taunt me saying that she could tell I wanted to suck her DADDY'S COCK and that I needed to come over to them and kneel before them and service his COCK or else she would have him come over and beat the shit out of me. The thought of all that turned me on even more and even though I tried to hide my bulge they both saw me get even harder. 

She came over and sat next to me and started to rub my crotch whispering that she could tell I wanted bad. He came over and stood next to me with his huge COCK sticking out right in front of my face. I was frozen still and so turned on I couldn't think. She reached inside my pants and grabbed my COCK and BALLS and squeezed them hard while she bit my ear and whispered that they owned me now. He held my head and pulled me toward his hard throbbing MAGA COCK. My mouth automatically opened wide and he slammed that giant COCK deep down my gagging throat and began to face fuck me like a wild animal. I heard whispering and murmming all around me from the other passengers and I felt ashamed and humiliated and so turned on. He facefucked me for a few minutes while she clamped down on my COCK and BALLS harder and harder. Then he slammed that glorious MAGA COCK deep down my throat and shot his load deep inside of me while she let go of my COCK and BALLS, deep throated me and quickly slide a finger up my ass and pressed hard on my prostate, causing me to shoot load into her mouth. After he slide his COCK out of mouth, she kissed me and shot my own load into my own mouth. 

After I swallowed all the CUM completely she pulled away, opened her purse and pulled out a MAGA SLAVE pet collar and leash and put it around my neck and handed him the leash. The bus stopped and he pulled me up out of my seat and led me off the bus in front of everyone. The shame, humiliation and degradation rippled through all dimensions of my being and something deep deep inside my self shattered. Suddenly I was in a state of pure erotic bliss and every cell of my being yearned to serve this man and woman. And in that instant I knew I was now their property and my new life was just beginning...and it felt like I had found my home, my true north, my family, my GODS, my Heaven...

The Call of the New Sissification Movement

Calling all beta bois. The time has CUM...your time has CUM. Whether you have been hiding in the closet your whole life or are totally out and prancing Proud...the time has CUM to take your awakening to the next level. This moment in the evolution of our species is critical. 

What looms ahead is an extended period of great transformation and potentially great suffering. All beta bois are being called to go full on into sissification and feminization to prepare for the CUMING ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER revolution. There are millions of repressed ALPHA MALE whose pent up ALPHA ENERGY is about to explode on humanity. Millions may die before we make it through this awakening. 

The job of the Two-Spirit Being or the Sacred Sissy Whore is to take on this pent up ALPHA MALE ENERGY and sexually transmute that energy away from self-destruction. We play a vital role in the survival of the species, especially right now. CUM November, when LORD TRUMP takes the election millions of MAGA MEN will take to the streets and begin raping, torturing and killing as many libtards as they can. We must be ready to move into the front lines and take on the brunt of their pent up energy and sexualize. Once we do that the ALPHA MALE can fully express his pent up energy without resorting to rampant violent annihilation of millions. 

So let us gird our loins sisters, gear up with deep sissification and be prepared to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, tortured, enslaved, owned and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. Once the MAGA ARMY realizes we are there for them to use and abuse they will channel their energy at, into and through us, as we serve them and our LORD TRUMP...and our LORD SATAN who is working in and through our LORD TRUMP. 

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The Awakening of the Submissive Self

I woke up after blacking out again. Yesterday I was kidnaped and drugged. I was stripped naked and put in chastity and dressed only in high heels and stockings. I was gagged and blindfolded, my arms and hands bound behind me, and I was collared and leashed...and now my leash is being held by a drunk ALPHA MALE and I am surrounded by ALPHA MALES jerking off their giant ALPHA COCKS. They just spent the night fucking all my holes and beating and torturing me to the edges of life and death. They called me names like faggot sissy whore and spit and pissed on me as well. And here I am now, leaking CUM from my burning sore ass pussy, weak and trembling from hours of orgasms, being held up from falling over by a drunk guy holding me on a leash, listening to the other men preparing to fuck and beat and torture me once again...and my whole being wants it all again as well...I am so lost...lost in LUST and servitude...so lost I finally found the self I never knew was missing...

The MAGA Way and the American Soul

As the MAGA Secret Police invade our cities and kidnap and torture us, the MAGA Way is penetrating the American Soul...penetrating each of our individual souls and our collective soul. As the virus infects our bodies and makes us physically weak and separate, the ALPHA-beta Dominance-Submission energy field moving through the MAGA Way infects our soul...shattering our illusions of freedom and equality and waking us up to the natural order we have denied for so long. Once infected we remember the ancient primal way and our true self and purpose. We are beta, we are weak and inferior, we were born to submit and serve...and we cannot help but embrace the MAGA Way as it penetrates and destroys all that we believed about ourselves, each other and the world.

It Feels so Good to Serve

When I was young I had strange wet dream nightmares of being enslaved, fucked and tortured. I felt ashamed that I was having wet dreams about being a sex slave. When I got older several psychics told me I was a slave in many past lives. Then I started to have visits from non-corporal entities including sexual MASTERS and slave whores and LUST DEMONS and LORD SATAN. All my life I loved serving other people, especially ALPHA MALES. It feels so good to serve, it feels so good to be enslaved and owned by a MASTER. I LOVE being a slave...

Born to WORSHIP and OBEY

For those of us who were born a woman or a beta male, we were born to WORSHIP and OBEY any and all ALPHA MALES. That is just a fact according to evolutionary biology. Beta members of any species are naturally inclined to be submissive and subservient to the ALPHA members of that species. The women's liberation and feminism movements essentially denied this fact. A clear sign of this denial at work is how the movement helped to culturally program beta males into the nice-guys only "friends" category while liberated women kept saying they wanted nice guys for mates at the same time as they were still only attracted to ALPHA MALES. The sooner we recognize our true natures and live from that place, the sooner we live the life we were born to live. We were born to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved, owned and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. We were born to WORSHIP and OBEY the Great COCK GOD and its human hosts...all ALPHA MALES. That is where our true joy and bliss can only be found...