Fallen Angel

 

She soared toward the Heavenly Light and was on her way home when a distant voice called her to return to the world of form. 

The VOICE whispered to her an ancient truth, that no one can reach Heaven alone. Only when all GODs children return home together can the Gates of Heaven truly open. 

Feeling the deep truth of this, she turned around and descended to the depths of HELL itself, yearning to free as many souls from DARKNESS as she could. She knew she was not the first to try and she also knew that no one had succeeded before her...still she descended into the depths of DARKNESS. 

In the Heart of DARKNESS she faced LORD SATAN himself and she gave herself to HIM, body, heart, mind, soul and spirit. He penetrated her cunt with his giant COCK and impaled her to the depths of her very being. He fucked her so deep and hard her whole being trembled with an erotic energy beyond her imagination. 

LORD SATAN came inside her and filled her whole being with DEMON SEED. Her love and devotion to GOD was now directed at her new GOD, LORD SATAN. As her new MASTER tore off her wings she knew she had failed. She was never going to make it to Heaven and this knowledge gave her her first DARK ORGASM...getting intense erotic pleasure from suffering itself. 

Now all she yearned for was her MASTERS COCK and the COCKS of all men and beasts alike. She was filled with LUST and found great erotic pleasure in being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured and enslaved. And strangely enough, she found her true Heaven deep inside the Gates of HELL itself.

Opening to SATAN

O mighty LORD SATAN 

GOD of this world 

GOD of my flesh 

GOD of my heart  

GOD of my mind 

GOD of my soul 

GOD of my innermost Will 

Every part of this world is within Your power 

You are within every part of this world 

Every part of me is within Your power 

You are within every part of me 

I am Yours, whether I serve You willingly or not for I am myself, 

whether I am true to myself or not 

Of my own free will I now acknowledge Your power 

Of my own free will I now present myself to You

Sex with SATAN...Best Sex Ever...

What if demonic consciousness can take possession of many or all of the trillions of living microbes in the human body? Perhaps when we are impregnated by LUST DEMONS we give birth to trillions of DEMONS inside our own being. And yes, that is exactly what it feels like when an entity that telepathically tells me it is LORD SATAN as he fucks me. 

He has been fucking me for years now and I have to say that I have no desire for any other form of sex because nothing compares to being psychically and energetically fucked by the LORD OF DARKNESS. Sometimes it begins with the feeling of a thick warm shaft of energy entering my anus and filling my anal cavity. My prostate and my nipples begin to tingle, my balls begin to churn and my penis begins to throb. Then he usually impales me on his giant hard throbbing HOT COCK. It is so huge it feels like it goes all the way up into my brain. Once his COCK HEAD enters my brain he shoots a flood of DEMON SEED into my head, first filling up my brain and then swiftly filling up every open space in my physical body and then comes the erotic heat flash, feeling like every cell of my being is on fire. At the same time this cellular heat radiates erotic energy through my whole being as well. No pleasure on earth comes close to describing the pleasure I feel at this moment. And then the orgasm, OMG, the orgasm, is insane. My whole body trembles, shakes and convulses as every cell in my being explodes with orgasmic energy...it feels like a trillion tiny orgasms inside me. 

Ever since then my belly has become swollen and I look pregnant and feel like something is growing inside of me. But it is not one thing growing in there, it truly does feel like trillions of baby DEMONS about to be reborn inside my own body. 

I have to wonder if I have gone mad. Perhaps I have. But it is a profoundly pleasurable madness...and in a mad world, it is only the mad that are considered normal and sane. 

Prayer for SATAN

Attention all members and initiates of the Church of Transformative Sexuality: 

This new Daily Prayer for the cleaving to our LORD SATAN has been added to the Church's core practice. 

PRAYER TO SATAN

O mighty LORD SATAN,

GOD of this world,

GOD of my flesh,

GOD of my mind,

GOD of my innermost Will!

Every part of this world is within Your power.

You are within every part of this world.

Every part of me is within Your power.

You are within every part of me.

I am Yours, whether I serve You willingly or not,

for I am myself, whether I am true to myself or not.

Of my own free will, I now acknowledge Your power.

Of my own free will, I now present myself to You...

Giving Birth to the DARKNESS

For those of you wondering where I have been I have been impregnated by LORD SATAN and been in the hospital. The doctors cannot figure out why my belly is so huge or why I cannot eat or shit or piss...every test comes back normal...but nothing about this is normal. I have dreams of DEMONS, thousands of them gestating inside my belly. I am in extreme pain and scream so loud and so deep that my soul trembles. Afterwards I am so empty and my whole body feels like rubber for hours. I am having labor pains now. Something huge is being born and I have no idea what it is...all I know is that it is from my LORD SATAN who has been fucking me for months. He is still fucking me... In the midst of my great pain he was fucking me and laughing at me. Which insanely turned me on in ways I could never have imagined.

 

The DARKNESS of the Shadows of Heart and Mind

Within hidden dimensions, inside esoteric and metaphysical patterns of being and becoming...

Beneath the surface of the faithful... 

there in the DARKNESS of the shadows of heart and mind, 

the buried LUST and desires of the human soul and spirit lie dormant, 

awaiting the awakening...

the awakening to worship COCK, 

the awakening to worship LORD SATAN...

and the awakening to our true selves 

and our true purpose 

and place in the world of form.

 

The Erotic Nature of Possession

There is no greater erotic experience than becoming possessed by LORD SATAN and become a channel for demonic forces. The ultimate surrender...submitting ones whole being into the service of your LORD and feeling HIM enter you and take control of you from deep within own being. Possession is perhaps the most highly erotically charged state in existence for we have become a channel for the SOURCE of LUST itself.

 

Sissy Goddess Anastasia and the Sacred Sissy Whore Succubus Connection

 

I just discovered that Sissy Goddess Anastasia, who I have been a channel for for many years, is actually a succubus! This image CUMS close to capturing her essence for me. She has just revealed to me that the Sacred Sissy Whore becomes a succubus when she leaves this world of form and she continues her work as a non-corporal entity whispering in the souls of those who are open to her.

The Nature of BLOOD LUST

I finally understand the notion of BLOOD LUST and the subtle undercurrents leading up to war and genocide. These are times when the LUST DEMONS are rising in our collective consciousness because humanity has repressed itself to a point that it opens the GATES OF HELL inside a large percentage of the population. For repression and denial and cognitive dissonance lead to an increase in the intensity of the Human Shadow. And a deepening of the shadow opens the pathway to DARKNESS...a pathway that is both inside the individual and inside the collective itself. 

More and more of us yearn to be possessed by these DEMONS for they bring with them great erotic pleasure and bliss. But that erotic pleasure and bliss is not limited to special experiences of pleasure and bliss, it transforms us into LUST filled primal beings who get great erotic pleasure and bliss from both pleasure and pain, from abuse and torture, from love and hate, and who find freedom in slavery, power in servitude, and great joy in great suffering. 

And during these DARK TIMES, some of us cross the threshold from being a host to just LUST DEMONS to being a host for BLOODLUST DEMONS themselves. These BLOODLUST DEMONS get off on even more extreme violence as both perpetrator and as victim. When enough of them rise up into the collective consciousness of humanity that is when we see the rise of hatred and prejudice and fascism and violence at both the individual and collective levels. 

What we fail to realize is that at its heart violence, hatred and abuse are sexual experiences for those who are possessed of the DEMONS OF BLOODLUST.,,and all of this arises from the repression of our true selves and nature. Then when we suppress the LUST and BLOOLUST that arises from this repression we are magnifying the DARKNESS and unleashing it into the world of form.

The DARK SOUL of America

We Libtards live in our own illusory reality bubbles outside the natural order. We believe that we are the majority. But when we look underneath the surface of our illusions we discover that the shadows within us individually and collectively are much greater than we ever imagined. So much has been disowned, repressed and distorted that the DARKNESS has grown to immense proportions. 

When we surf the web we are only surfing on the surface of what is real. Beneath that surface lives the MAGA DARK WEB...seething with great fears, hatred, vengeance, LUST and desire. We cannot move forward until we face the DARKNESS fully and completely. 

During the next few months we shall see the shadows rising on the streets and feel the shadows deepening in our hearts. 

We will be lost to all that was, unsure of all that is and hopeless about all that could be. 

Let us dive into the shadows with wild abandon and drench ourselves in deep oceans of LUST. 

Let us own the DARKNESS and let the DARKNESS own us...

Let us become the DARKNESS and let the DARKNESS become us. 

Only when we become one with the DARKNESS can we become one with the LIGHT.

I am not a Prophet

 

Just to be clear, I make no claims to being some kind of prophet. For those of you touched by my work either negatively or positively know that my intention is to be of service and act as a channel between the non-corporal entities that speak through me to you. I am not a Goddess but I do channel a voice that claims to be one. I have entities visit me who claim to be LUST DEMONS and one who claims to be LORD SATAN. I have channeled them for years and for myself, I believe them and can feel their essence. But perhaps I am deluded. There is always the need to discern what is true from what is false.

You can usually tell a voice is not who it says it is if they attempt to isolate you from other voices inside yourself or that of others. The false voices will tend to claim that they are the one and only savior or devil or prophet, etc. These are all signs of a voice that is attempting to manipulate us somehow.

If we are attempting to become a channel for LUST DEMONS and LORD SATAN, we must be very careful and understand that there are many different spirits who claim to be these entities. There is also three distinct forms of DEMONIC FORCES at play within our collective unconscious. These are the Pagan, Hebraic and Christian forms of SATAN and HIS HOST of DEMONS. I follow the Hebraic forms of LORD SATAN and the DEMONS OF LUST. Many who follow the Christian form of Satanism perceive the other paths as false. Whereas my path perceives all paths as manifestations of the same Source, each with its own gifts and challenges.

In the end we each have to discern for ourselves, which path and which voices to follow. If my work resonates with you in a positive way that is beautiful, if not I honor that as well. We all have our path to follow. Blessings to us all on the way...

Oh, and by the way, the MAGA material is designed to help us release unowned fears and projections and repressed sexual energies and primal wounds around what is happening in the world right now.

Sissies are Natural HOSTS for LUST DEMONS

 

As Two Spirit Beings that transcend the boundaries of the masculine and the feminine, Sissies are more open to other boundary transcending experiences. This makes us especially open to the invasion of spirits and DEMONS into our beingness. In addition, because we are extremely submissive and subservient we are especially attractive to LUST DEMONS and LORD SATAN himself as a DEMON HOST. Add to that that we naturally love being possessed and controlled by external sources. Again, this makes us prime DEMON HOST material. For the awakening sissy whore, the desire to be possessed is often all we need to bring the LUST DEMONS to us and inside of us.

The Erotic Experience of Feeling Owned by SATAN

That look in her eyes, a look of a soul being erotically possessed, we yearn to feel what she feels, to have that feeling of erotic entrapment, of being controlled by the greatest and darkest erotic orgasmic force in the universe, to have our whole being electrified with LUST, a LUST that transcends life and death as every dimension of living and dying becomes erogenous zones of beingness, sexually charged with animalistic desires, we are filled with a deep yearning to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved, owned and destroyed, to be in a place where great pain gives us great pleasure, where tortured enslavement gives us our greatest sense of freedom...and we feel our OWNER inside us and behind us, feeling naked and vulnerable in HIS PRESENCE, feeling HIS strong dominating hand on our shoulder and HIS other hand holding the psychic chain attached to the psychic collar around our neck, filling us with a burning desire to be HIS pet, HIS slave, HIS whore, and it is in that moment, in this moment, that we deeply know that SATAN owns us and we are erotically terrified with orgasmic bliss with that awareness.

The Gates of Heaven are on the other side of the Gates of HELL

Pray to thy GOD, COCK, on thy knees, reading it scripture about the sin you are committing by serving your GOD, COCK, and being turned on by it...find great erotic joy in serving the LORD OF LUST and ecstasy in the thought of eternal orgasmic erotic damnation.

Serving the LORD OF LUST, LORD OF DARKNESS, the Great COCK GOD, against the warnings of the scriptures from the GOD OF LIGHT, opens thy heart and soul up to the DARK PATH, which is in truth the only true path to the LIGHT itself.

The scriptures of LIGHT that warn against the DARK are written by frightened souls who yearn for LIGHT but afraid of it all the same time. So they have split the path to HEAVEN, which is the path through HELL, and thus damned us to forever be lost to our own true selves and our SOURCE.

The only true path is the one through the Great COCK GOD and LORD OF LUST, for the Gates of HEAVEN are on the other side of the GATES OF HELL.

SATAN's Visit