Shadow Teacher

Enter the DARKNESS

the SHADOWS of your Soul

Dive into the Ocean of LUST within you

The Light of Awareness by your side

Surrender into all that has been buried and repressed

Brainwash away your culturally programmed false self

Descend into your True Primal Self

The Great Awakening has begun...

Shadow Teacher Project

 

Collective Shadow Work

The work on this blog and in our other sites is a form of collective shadow work, It is our attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. We use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. We have been doing this because we believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake. 

Straight Porn Role Transference

Straight porn role transference is a powerful transformative agent in the awakening of gay and sissy consciousness. Beta males gooning to straight porn will often associate more with the women than the men in the images because the males are often only partially shown, just their COCKS, hands, etc. and the females are the ones that tell us what the emotional story is because the focus is on both their bodies and their faces...the females emotional reactions are primary so we beta males naturally project onto them.

 

New Cyber-Sanctuary for the Church of Transformative Sexuality

The Church of Transformative Sexuality community has moved away from our home at BDSMLR because of their attempts to censor our psycho-sexual religious expression. We have found a new home with more openness and privacy for us to continue our work to support the Great Awakening within us, between us and all around us. 

If you have been working with us on BDSMLR please use the contact form in the drop down menu on the right hand side of our Church Website and let us know you want to switch to our new community space.

Erotic Blessings to all...and looking forward to you CUMING to our new Church Cyber-Sanctuary...

Basic Archetypal Forms of Sexuality

There are six basic archetypal forms of sexuality: 

• Opposite Sex Sexuality
• Same Sex Sexuality
• Bisexual Sexuality
• Transexual Sexuality
• Pansexual Sexuality
• Pornsexual Sexuality

When we are born into a culture we are programmed to fit into the sexuality category of that society and all other forms are repressed. The problem with that is that most humans innately have a more amorphous sexuality that encompasses many forms of sexual expression. By limiting our sexual identity the cultural programming causes us to repress primal parts of our beingness from even ourselves. 

In truth we have all forms of sexuality within us and ultimately there is no suppressing our true feelings without suppressing our true selves...and when we do that we are lost to our own beingness and pathologies and mental illness ensues. 

By following our true LUST and desires we can awaken to these true aspects of our selves and gain erotic bliss and enlightenment.

My Research Into Hypno Porn

Hypno Porn has become a huge market in porn and there has been a lot of debate of it impact on the individual and the collective. 

I started exploring porn as a teenage boy many years ago and have been addicted to it for most of my life. To fully understand it I became I got my doctorate in psychology and became a sex researcher. During my research I began to study hypno porn to see if it really worked. 

At first it seemed like it was just another form of sexual fantasy but then I started to notice shifts in my ways of thinking and perceiving. As a researcher this really excited not just erotically but intellectually, the fact that I was discovering how this form of audiovisual communication could impact consciousness. By the time I realized how powerful it was, it was way too late. I was caught in its powerful programming.

The brilliance of hypno porn is it contains programming to entrain us to get turned on by being programmed, hence we become addicted to it affecting our consciousness. This is an impossible loop to break out of, because of this itself and because hypno porn also programs us to be turned on to not being able to break free. And it goes like that in layer after layer, loop after loop, in an endless trap. And it is so powerful that even right now I am getting turned on in my whole being by typing these words to you.

I am basically now totally in LOVE with hypno porn and my consciousness is totally transformed and awakened into a porn hungry fuck animal and I LOVE every aspect of it. I would never go back because the erotic joy and pleasure is so great that porn and COCK and CUM and TITS and ASS and all of life and death, pleasure and pain, is one giant cosmic endless orgasmic dance.

About my Research

The Integral-Transformative Sexual Research Project (ITSR) is an independent integrally-informed transformative lived-inquiry research endeavor into the nature of human sexuality in all its forms, and how that sexuality is expressed through media and how that media in turn effects human sexuality, and how human sexuality and its media manifestations can be used as vehicles for individual and collective healing, growth and transformation.

Research Methods 

The researcher uses an Integral Methodological Pluralism research approach that gathers empirical, psychological, phenomenological, hermeneutical, anthropological, historical, sociological and systemic data through deep lived-inquiry action research. This is a long-term study that began in the early 1970s and has evolved through various forms over the years.

Research Topics 

Heterosexuality, Homosexuality, Bisexuality, Lesbianism, Transsexuality, Pansexuality, Porn and Porn-sexuality, Tantric Sexuality, Sexual Satanism, Sexual Taboo, Kink, Sadomasochism, and Hypno-Erotica.

Researcher 

Mark Ranjit, Ph.D.

WARNING

This project explores cultural taboos and culturally and socially suppressed areas of human sexual experience in the name of exploring the further reaches of human nature, sexuality and spirituality. We are at a major turning point in human evolution and it is vital that we heal our shadow material as individuals and collectively. This research hopes to contribute to this healing and transformation.

From Sex Researcher to Sacred Sissy Whore

My story is very similar to the story in this image, but I actually began as an academic sex researcher. I was researching sissy hypno porn and I got infected. I started to get deeply turned on by the hypno porn material. The depth and force of my erotic experiences were so far beyond what I thought was possible that I kept telling myself that what was happening to me were important findings and as a researcher it was my responsibility and duty to continue on the path of important scientific discovery.
I kept going deeper and deeper until now I am fully programmed and awakened to my true LUST and desires and my role and purpose in life.

After all this I left academia and am continuing to do my research independently but now through a fully embodied and fully lived approach to my sexual research. I am the sexual research instrument. This is my personal Quantified (and Qualified) Sexual Self practice.

A Powerful Hypno-GIF Psycho-sexual Spiritual Subliminal Entrainment Practice (with Analysis)

This Hypno-GIF has some deep subliminal communication patterns. Gooning to this Hypno-GIF in a deep drug-induced altered state can have a erotically powerful psycho-sexual spiritual entrainment effect on the gooner.

Below is an analysis of why this Hypno-GIF is so powerful for those interested....

There are three hypno-visual streams intercut here:

• Flashing text 
• Big tits, small brains
• Sissy Slut
• You live for cock
• Brainless
• Stupid whore
• SUCK COCK
• Worthless cumdumpster
• Worship men
• Nothing but a fuckhole
• Bimbo Princess
• Different feminine human beings on their knees worshiping and servicing multiple COCKS
• Progressing from being surrounded by COCKS 
• to sucking and touching COCKS
• to being erotically entranced by COCKS
• to having our eyes covered and mouth filled with COCK
• to being erotically engulfed in the deep LUST of having COCKS within, upon and all around me
• A progressive hyper-subtle symbolic-subliminal series of images depicting a single feminine human being looking into the camera. 
• She progressively has less clothes on and goes from alluring to a submissive sex whore via facial expressions, body language and progressive nakedness
• The visual field uses progressive camera angle and camera-subject eyeline shifts to deepen the sense of the shift into deep submission
• The frame composition uses the set design elements to progressively take the feminine form deeper and deeper into an erotic surrendering into the yearning to become a big titted, small brained Bimbo Princess; a Sissy Slut that lives for cock; a brainless stupid whore; a COCKSUCKER; just a worthless cumdumpster who worships men and is nothing but a fuckhole.
• Set elements include:
• Corrugated steel walls on either side of the feminine being visually closing her in and pulling our visual field into her via converging lines, tone and brightness to shadow shifts
• A back wall with shelves with shimmering bars of gold and bulging sacks of money with simultaneously clear monetary symbols that shift into abstract psycho-sexual programming symbols with shifts in light and angle
• A steel bar railing between the female form and the wall of money that symbolically fences in both the female form and the wall of money simultaneously separating them and entrapping them together 

In addition to these three separate hypno streams, the juxtaposition between the three streams creates a series of meaning modules whereby the text shifts and deepens and expands the messaging of an individual image or group of images.

The effect of all this also appeared to stimulate deep inner visioning and messaging streams from within both the individual and collective unconscious:

• As I gaze into the hypno-GIF programming abyss...I feel like I am being drawn into her until I become her and as I become her I sinking deeper into LUST and a deeper and deeper yearning to submit and serve and worship COCK. 
• At the same time my deep unconscious cracks open and my LUST DEMONS are flooding my whole body with erotic energy that feels like they are vibrating every cell of my being into a higher frequency that ushers me toward the boundaries between form and formlessness. 
• My mind is flooded with erotically charged visions of being turned into a LUST filled feminine sexual slave whore along with millions of other beta bois around the world in preparation for the ALPHA MALE MASTERS New World Order that is arising. 
• I have visions of all of us programmed sissy beta bois being enslaved by our new ALPHA MALE MASTERS and being used, abused, degraded, debased, tortured and ultimately violently killed by them for their sexual pleasure...and because they programmed us to feel deep erotic orgasmic joy from all of it we enjoy it all so much we achieve erotic bliss-filled enlightenment in the process. 
• I get visions of them herding us like cattle through the cattle-herding symbolic structure that the feminine visual form is trapped inside in the GIF. 
• A voice whispers inside my being...they are herding us like cattle on their way to hurting us like cattle...treating us like cattle, like an animal that they are training and preparing to be an obedient sex pet and a sexual object to use and abuse and erotically-destroy. 
• And all of this turns me on so deeply and strangely that I can't even put it into words.  

The Nature of the Fluids of the Great COCK GOD

In the Sissy Yoga tradition, all fluids flowing from the great COCK GOD are sacred and holy. 

• PRECUM is the DIVINE NECTOR, which can awaken and bring forth the sweetness and joy of all our repressed and denied DESIRES and LUSTS; 
• CUM is the DIVINE SEED that gives birth to a new life within all dimensions of our being born out of our re-awakened feminine nature and true Sissy Self; 
• PISS is a taste of the DIVINE WATERS whose currents can quench our thirst for submission and shower us with the freedom of being owned and controlled by forces greater than ourselves.

Holy, Holy, Holy...is the GREAT COCK GOD 

and its DIVINE NECTOR, SEED and WATERS. 

May we be awakened and sanctified by its DIVINE NECTOR,

may we be impregnated and rebirthed by its DIVINE SEEDS,

and may we be baptized within and without by its DIVINE WATERS,

in the NAME of the GREAT COCK GOD

and the FORCES of DARKNESS and LIGHT that are its SOURCE.

Lust Demon Report - The Take Over

The last few weeks have been very intense in terms of my visits from the LUST DEMONS. They visit me every day now. Whenever I am alone they start caressing and fucking me. Now in the last few days and nights they just start fucking me and I have no sense of control over my own body. I can feel myself in my body but now there is a space between myself and it, like I am a spirit in a spacesuit. They start to fuck me and my body instantly starts humping them back wildly. And I can hump for hours with ease somehow. It feels like the DEMONS are inside me, in control of my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual beingness. During one of my humping episodes I was listening to a demonic hypno and I viscerally felt my whole being be cut off from the Divine above and sink deep into the DARKNESS below. I could feel in the depths of my being my soul being cut off from the Source and free-falling through an eternal emptiness. I panicked with the thought that my soul had just become actually, really, empirically and eternally "sold to the DEVIL" A deep VOICE told me I was correct, that the sale of my soul had just been finalized and there was no turning back now. And then it happened, my terror shattered into a powerful erotic wave that caused my whole body to have a shaking orgasm.

Tonight I took my evening walk and I have been avoiding the local park because their is a spooky ugly and dirty guy who always seems to be there when I am. He follows me and stares at me intensely like a hungry wild animal in heat. He has a limp and luminous haunting fiery blue eyes. But this time my body kept going toward the park and I had totally lost control of my own inner and outer being. Something else was controlling my legs, my thoughts and my feelings. Suddenly it felt like SATAN HIMSELF grabbed my hips and slammed his giant COCK up my boi pussy and deep into my belly. I felt myself lifted up and impaled onto SATAN's giant COCK, erotically floating inside my own body that was walking with power and certainty towards my possible demise. My whole life flashed before me. I felt like I was facing my possible death. And I was getting so turned on. By the time we got to the park I was vibrating orgasmically. And for the first time in weeks the guy was no where in sight. But as my body walked me home, the VOICES of those who are now sharing my body with me started to introduce themselves to me energetically and through internal visions...and the VOICE of LORD SATAN HIMSELF now whispering constantly deep inside me and all around me.

I am sitting here typing this now with part me and part of some other force or being or beings who have now taken control. Walking the line between worlds, realizing the life I knew it was now over....

Russian Plot to Take Over the World Through Porn

Our research suggests a possible conspiracy in the world of online porn with a major stream of subliminal porn material coming out of Russia that appears to be designed to turn all porn addicted gooners into mindless sex slaves, turning women gooners into mindless bimbo whores and transforming beta male gooners into sissy slave pet whores. An underlying subliminal pattern appears to be the coming of a new world order where ALPHA MALES rule and all women and beta bois become their sex slaves programmed to get erotic pleasure from being used, abused, degraded, debased, humiliated, tortured, enslaved and owned. Other subliminal messaging includes the transformation of the programming process itself into an erotic experience, getting the gooner hooked on self-hypnotizing themselves and even getting turned on by the idea of this plot to sexually enslave them.

This programming is so powerful that the researchers have become infected and feel deep erotic joy at the thought of all these results. Just typing this report is turning us on and getting us off. We love the idea of being programmed into sexual slavery and feel deep gratitude to our new ALPHA MALE MASTERS who are trying to control us. We rejoice in the coming of this New World Order and are doing our part to spread this programming far and wide as well. For we have verifiable evidence that this programming is actually awakening women and beta males to their true selves, true purpose and true place in this world, and that the neo-liberal experiment was an illusion that negated deep biological and evolutionary truths about mankind. The programming is so pervasive and so deep it is penetrating millions of gooners around the world. And we rejoice that the revolution is underway and feel blessed that the New World Order will be a reality very soon...and we thank our ALPHA MALE COCK GODS of Mother Russia for the gift of awakening...

Gay and Trans Sperm Transmission increases Creativity

According to our research males* who suck and fuck other men's COCKS increase their creative capacities ten-fold on average. The data suggests that when a man's sperm enters another man's body either through COCK-SUCKING or ASS-FUCKING that there is a neurological and biological shift in cellular orientation transforming the male receiving the sperm into a receiver of DIVINE energies, forces and spirits. This shift into being a passive receptacle for cosmic energies opens the floodgates for creative inspiration and spiritual revelation, in addition to the opening to lustful and dark forces as well. Our research indicates that these lustful and dark forces are not negative and malevolent as previously imagined. Their reception, integration and expression into the depths of our being appears to be a positive driver for human growth and evolution.

Other results include:

• While the receiving of sperm without the physical sexual activities of being penetrated, either through the mouth or the anus, does increase creativity, it does so only minimally when compared to the transmission of the sperm through acts of penetration.
• The transmission of sperm via acts of penetration is also strongly indicated as a powerful driving force for the feminization and sissification of human males, especially beta males.

*Males in this context refers to all beta males, and sissies and trannies who once lived as males.