Showing posts with label ALPHA-beta. Show all posts
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Thursday, October 24, 2024

Gen Z and the New Slave Age


Gen Z is ushering in a new age as they experience a re-awakening of their true slave selves. 

We are all born to serve but we have repressed our true nature. 

Finally a generation who has found their true self.

I had such high hopes for this generation.But this is more than I could have ever hoped for. 

Ripe young male and female GenZ slaves are now ready and willing to serve ALPHA MALES, laying the foundation for the further emergence of a new ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

These GenZslaves seek to be ravaged by ALPHA COCK and receive the Sacred SEED of ALPHA COCK GODS down their throats and up their asses and in their pussies. I would give anything to be in their place, serving the Great COCKGOD by serving the COCK's of all ALPHAs. 

Some GenZslaves are serving Muslim ALPHA COCKS on the college campuses, and some are serving the MAGA ALPHA COCKS at LORD TRUMP rallies.

Soon we will all re-awaken to the primal forces of ALPHA vs. beta, and eventually take our place in this new ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

 

 

Friday, July 14, 2023

BabeCOCK Hypno Porn as Tantric Erotic Art

 


The BabeCOCK hypno porn genre is in many ways a new form of tantric erotic art...and advancedinmeind is doing some groundbreaking work.

Gooning to these works of tantric art can be profoundly transformative in that it can awaken the true sissy Self buried inside the psyche of beta boi gooners. It can also awaken the primal love of COCK and lead to deep reverence and worship of the Great COCK GOD that lives inside the COCKs of all men.






Thursday, September 22, 2022

The X-Rated Neo-Traditional Assault on Global Democracies


 

Global democracies under hardcore attack at all levels

At the gross level, through a pandemic, war, supply chain collapse, and more

At the subtle level, through media propaganda induced polarization, and more

And at the more subtle archetypal level we could say that...

MAGA is fucking us in the ass

while ALPHA PUTIN has us in a stranglehold

and ALPHA TRUMP grabs our hearts

and the Q whispers a madness into our minds

Breeding us

Degrading us

Gaslighting us

Driving us mad

Turning us against our-selves

Turning us beta...

And reprogramming us

to erotically and joyously

SERVE and OBEY...



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This post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.






Thursday, September 15, 2022

MAGA-tized Bimbo Awakening


It is happening 

Slowly at first

Then all of a sudden

They are everywhere.

The Bimbofication of Amerika and the world

The death of feminism and liberalism

Turning libtard girls and beta bois

into sex crazed bimbo sluts 

serving the MAGA revolution

LORD TRUMP

grabbed the pussy

in the heart of every beta being on the planet

the Great Bimbo Awakening has begun...


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This post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.


 

Monday, July 4, 2022

The Return of the ALPHA-beta Way of Being


 TRUMPism, MAGA, QAnon, the Covid-19 Pandemic, the war in Ukraine, global supply chain disruptions, the rise of bullying, hate crimes and Neo-Nazis, the erosion of civil rights and the fall of global democracies...are all part of the emergence of the ALPHA MALE New World Order. 

We have denied the natural order for too long and it is catching up with us. The denial of the primal ALPHA-beta psycho-dynamic drive in both humans and all animal species has created deep pathologies in the modern and postmodern world. The traditional worldview is responding by taking charge of the situation and reasserting it primal power. 

As ALPHA MALE energy returns females and beta males cannot resist the primal callings deep within their being. Even though those with the modern and postmodern worldview believe in a reality without these dynamics, the truth awakens from our deep unconscious and manifests as a primal erotic calling to return to our true natures.

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The post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.

Friday, March 18, 2022

Putin, WW3 and the ALPHA MALE New World Order

 


With LORD PUTIN's invasion of Ukraine he has come out of the shadows and truly began the Great Storm to Make the World Great Again (MWGA) by destroying the NeoLiberal World Order and establishing the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

He started years ago to lay the groundwork for this moment by beginning to feed powerful cyber-propaganda to the West in 2014, then installing LORD TRUMP in America and severing Britain from the rest of Europe with Brexit, both in 2016.

Then LORD TRUMP worked on collapsing America from the inside and undermining NATO and the EU, along with his British counterparts and a global cabal of the most powerful white Alt-Right ALPHA politicians, billionaires and corporations.

Next, in 2017 they used big data and AI to create and release the Qanon cyber-virus as part of their massive disinformation war to gaslight and polarize all of human civilization.

Then in 2018 they dismantled the West's pandemic response systems, and then in 2019 created and released the final solution Covid 19 virus that is still attacking the world.

Finally, this year, 2022, LORD PUTIN began to physicalize the next phase of the plan by invading Ukraine and killing civilians and gaslighting us on a deeper and more expansive scale. Just like LORD TRUMP, nothing seems to stop LORD PUTIN...and that is awakening the primal LUST in the hearts and minds of libtards around the world.

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The post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.

Saturday, December 4, 2021

The Erotic Nature of the Far Right


 Why is MAGA, White Supremacy and NAZI porn so erotically powerful for so many of us Libtards? 

Why are we so turned on by everything that is against what we thought we believed in? 

Why are so many members of "inferior" races erotically embracing and yearning for White Superiority?

From an integral Satanic spirituality perspective this is all part of the Great Awakening. The Great Awakening is an awakening or re-awakening to our original primal nature. All that humanity has buried and repressed is cumming to the surface...within and all around us. The delusions of the postmodern age are being shattered deep inside us. Having denied basic biological and psychodynamic dimensions of human beingness for so long, we find ourselves erotically drawn to all that we have repressed. As we face crises in all dimensions of our reality and face possible extinction, primal fears and the ALPHA-beta dynamic is re-emerging out of our deep unconscious and is turning us on in strange and twisted ways as it shatters our individual and collective false ideas about ourselves and the world.

The only way through this Awakening process is by diving into it, 
facing the DARKNESS within and around us 
and seeking what it has to teach us. 

We must follow our LUST to find our true Self, 
And dive deep into our LUST to transcend our LUST. 

The Gates of Heaven are through the Gates of HELL.

The more fully we face our SHADOW 
and feel the truth of it, 
the more we transcend the negative aspects of it 
and include the gifts it has to offer us. 



Saturday, September 4, 2021

Report from a Spy Mission inside the MAGA Underground

 


Surfing the DARK PORN web

The Great Wave of the Great Awakening is Awakening

Below the surface of the decaying civilization and planet

A Strange Fever is taking hold

an evolutionary revolution

and it feels like both Light and DARK FORCEs are behind it all

There is a madness and a LUST 

CUMming from beyond the beyond

All across the world libtard beta bois are gooning into a frenzy 

feeding off the other-worldly erotic energy of MAGA PORN

Imagining being MAGA girls serving MAGA COCK

Lost Souls on the way to Erotic Enlightenment

forsaking all 

to worship and OBEY...

The Holy Trinity of 

the Sacred Scriptures of Q, 

the Holy Sacrament of MAGA 

and the Anti-Christ Christ channeling through 

our New GOD and MASTER, 

LORD TRUMP...


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This post is part of a new form of metamodern sex research where I try to capture the underlying energy of the subject I am studying. Here I am attempting to use abstract poetic languaging in an attempt to capture the energy of this surging underground movement.


Thursday, July 29, 2021

Masters of the Cave


ALPHAS are the MASTERS of the Cave...
betas are the Caves. 
Female betas have three physical Caves; 
Beta males have two physical Caves. 

All betas have a Cave in their Heart,
a Cave in their Minds,
a Cave in their Soul,
a Cave in their Spirit,

All Caves Yearn to be Opened,
Yearn to be Filled
Yearn to be Bred
Yearn to be Owned
For it is the Way of Caves.

Caves are meant to be opened and entered. 
Caves cave in to all MASTERS.

No MASTER is complete without entering a Cave;
No Cave is complete without being entered by a MASTER.

All Hail the MASTERS of the Cave...

 

Sunday, June 20, 2021

The Great Awakening is CUMing


The race is on to save American democracy. While LORD TRUMP is no longer in the WHITE House HIS movement is metastasizing. The Neo-Liberal Order is trying to suppress the infection in the collective consciousness of the population but they do not know what they are truly dealing with so their efforts are only increasing the rate of infection. The TRUMP-MAGA-Q infection is infecting all minds and growing stronger as it is being repressed. The movement is getting more extreme because of the repression itself, spawning a deeper and more expansive WHITE SUPREMACY movement that is even infecting the non-WHITE population, causing them to LUST after their own enslavement and destruction. 

We are in the middle of WWIII and we do not even know it. LORD PUTIN and the other WAR LORDS of the ALPHA MALE New World Order are guiding a global assault on democracies all over the world. They are using advanced postmodern warfare techniques to attack our consciousness itself, turning us against each other and even our own selves, driving us insane and causing us to self-destruct from the inside. 

All of this is still not at the level of cause, because underneath all this is the true battle of Armageddon, as the human race must now choose between Light and DARKNESS in our own consciousness...the battle is inside us and all around us. The truth is that the only way out of this is not to choose one side over the other but integrate the Light and the DARKNESS within and without. That is our calling, that is the path toward the Great Awakening and all of this is perfect as it is, for we were born to meet this challenge, all souls past, present and future are meeting at this moment in time and space to attempt to make the Great Leap...with expansive Faith and deep LUST we will find our way HOME.

Saturday, May 22, 2021

The Emergence of the WHITE MAGA Movement

 

What we are witnessing emerging on the Dark Web and Porn Web is a new form of the MAGA movement. This new form began to manifest during the post 2020 Election period in the US and appears to be a hybridization between TRUMPISM, Qanon, WHITE Supremacy and NAZI movements. We are calling this manifestation the WHITE MAGA Movement. This movement more directly associates MAGA with the Q conspiracy fever and what is being called "race realism"...which is code for WHITE Supremacy and NAZI ideologies including the superiority of the WHITE race and inferiority of the other races, ALPHA-beta power dynamics, the superiority of the WHITE ALPHA MALE over all other gender variations, anti-liberal, anti-feminist, disdain for the poor and weak, normalization of hatred, bullying, abuse and violence toward all inferior species including sub-humans (all non-whites, females and beta males), etc. Some strains of this movement also include Satanism.

This movement appears to be growing in popularity beyond the boundaries of the WHITE ALPHA MALE population and members of minorities and genders are embracing this new movement, finding comfort and security in this ideology that views them as inferior and objects to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, raped, tortured, enslaved and owned. There are even African American's who worship the WHITE race and are calling for a return to slavery, and Jews who worship WHITE ARYAN NAZIS and support the enslavement, abuse and annihilation of themselves and their own people. These manifestations appear to be morphing around a reaction to the Black Lives Matter movement using phrases like Blue Lives Matter, White Lives Matter, Only White Lives Matter...collectively unearthing primal fears, hatreds and prejudices and releasing pent up repressed anger and shame around the collective denial of the primal natural order between sexes, races and classes.  

This all indicates the rising of what some are calling the ALPHA MALE New World Order which appears to be emerging in response to the failings of the Neo-Liberal World Order and a re-emergence of primal human tendencies as humanity faces several global scale crises at the same time. The ALPHA dominator and beta submissive fields of consciousness are resurfacing inside all of us. For the ALPHA there is the yearning for unbridled power and authority. For the beta, there is the yearning for a Father figure or DADDY to take care of us and tell us what to do and to fix all the problems in this broken world. 

For the US, this is DADDY LORD TRUMP. Many in this movement see HIM as their MASTER, their LORD, their SAVIOR, and their EMPEROR. They want to install the TRUMPS as the ruling family of a new WHITE ALPHA MALE ruled American Empire. Both Christian's and Satanist's view TRUMP as their savior, making him both a Christ and Anti-Christ figure at the same time. 

As DADDY LORD TRUMP reemerges from the shadows of the "temporary" loss of HIS WHITE House throne there is a groundswell of the WHITE MAGA movement rising up to meet him. It appears that there is indeed something deeper and more expansive going on here. Not just a man, not just a political movement, but something shifting deep inside humanities collective unconscious.




Thursday, April 29, 2021

The Age of Transformation and the Re-Awakening of the Primal Self


In this age of transformation the line between binary and polar opposite patterns is being blurred. The line between male and female, between right and wrong, between democracy and authoritarianism, between love and hate, between truth and fiction, between shadow and light, between our highest ideas and our lowest impulses, between real reality and virtual reality and more. Pansexuallity, pornsexuality, trans-sexuality are cumming into their own as we discover more dimensions of our selves and explore more ways to connect on deeper and more primal levels. 

We are also waking up to our social programming and our false enculturated self, and at the same time, the new emerging art form of hypno-porn is waking us up to our primal erotic selves. The illusions of the neoliberal order are becoming clear to many of us, recognizing our liberalized denial of the natural order and our own primal nature. 

With all this we are witnessing the re-emergence of the ALPHA-beta dynamic in all dimensions of our reality and the birth of the ALPHA MALE New World Order. More and more women and beta males are waking up to our true place and purpose in the world, as beta beings in joyous servitude to any and all ALPHA BEINGS. As part of this awakening, we are re-awakening to our primal love and LUST for our one true GOD...COCK. 

As the old neoliberal reality crumbles around us, the new, truer world is arising in our hearts and minds, in our bodies and souls, and in all dimensions of our being and becoming individually and collectively. 

Let us rejoice in this awakening and embrace our true selves and take our true place and follow our true purpose...and CUM into a true primal relationship with ourselves, with each other, and with our true GOD...and let us kneel before the Great ALPHA COCK GOD and take Holy Communion of the SEED OF CREATION and find our true joy.

 

Friday, March 5, 2021

The Higher Purpose Behind MAGA Porn



While many of our fellow libtard gooners have shared their deep appreciation for the church's MAGA posts, some have asked me how we could be so into MAGA PORN in light of the potential high degree of suffering the Trumpism path is potentially taking us toward.

Believe it or not, that potential reality is what is driving us to tap into the collective energy behind this trajectory and exorcise it by diving deep into the shadow material within it and bringing it out into the full light of consciousness. 

In the tantric tradition, we must dive deep into our shadow and our LUSTS and desires to ultimately learn from them and integrate those lessons into ourselves while transcending the shadow elements at the same time. 

On one level, our MAGA work is about unearthing the power behind it and diving deep into it. 



At the same time, at another level, we are planting more transcendent messages into the shadow elements. 


At still another level, we are attempting to channel the collective energy behind Trumpism and bringing it out into the light of awareness. 


And at still another level, the collective energy behind the MAGA movement is a part of the arising ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER, which is an important evolutionary development in our collective field...and as such at some level we need to embrace this energy and follow its unfolding to learn the major lesson it is here to teach us.


The only way to transcend a shadow is fully owning it and thereby bringing it fully into the light of our awareness. This includes recognizing and honoring the truths and lessons of this shadow material, as well as letting ourselves fully express the energy behind them.

So if you are turned on by our MAGA work, then being with that and going deep into it is actually helping to discharge the energy behind the shadow material within your MAGA LUST.

If you are turned off by it or have strong feelings against it, especially feeling like it needs to be not expressed, that is bringing in repression and denial fields of energy around it and that actually helps to feed the shadow elements. But if you recognize this and try to be with your resistance without attachment or aversion, just observing it, you can help release the repression fields as well.

The bottom line, our MAGA work, like the rest of our work with any psycho-sexual taboo, is a form of collective "Shadow Work" and is oriented around the full embrace and transcendence of our collective shadow.

 

 

Thursday, March 4, 2021

The Great MAGA Awakening has Begun...


Since January 20th all across the country libtard women and beta males have found themselves loosing consciousness and then wake up only to find themselves in sexually compromising situations with ALPHA MALES in the MAGA MOVEMENT. No one is sure what is going on yet but it appears like some kind of mass programming has taken place in the minds of many libtards and something is triggering this deep programming to kick in. In truth, it is a spiritual energy entering the earth's atmosphere from dimensions beyond the zero point field at the quantum level of existence. 

This spiritual energy is a carrier wave for the emergent ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER, calling us toward a return to our true primal selves. The MAGA MOVEMENT is a vital part of this calling and here in the states the great awakening has finally begun. There comes a moment that the libtard can no longer deny their true self and its true LUSTS and desires, and our culturally-programmed self finally collapses, causing us to black out and yet "sleep walk" as a true primal self. When we final wake up our true primal self has put us in a high pressure situation that forces us to choose between our true self and path and illusions. 

In recored numbers we are choosing our true path, the MAGA WAY, being of service and servitude to any and all MAGA COCKS, and devoting ourselves to our new MASTER, LORD TRUMP. By 2024 most of us will be fully converted and will vote LORD TRUMP into office for good and establish his dynasty that will rule over us for generations to CUM...


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NOTE: WHY MAGA PORN?

While many of my fellow libtard gooners have shared their deep appreciation for my MAGA posts, some have asked me how I could be so into MAGA PORN in light of the potential high degree of suffering the Trumpism path is potentially taking us toward.

Believe it or not, that potential reality is what is driving me to tap into the collective energy behind this trajectory and exorcise it by diving deep into the shadow material within it and bringing it out into the full light of consciousness. 

In the tantric tradition, we must dive deep into our shadow and our LUSTS and desires to ultimately learn from them and integrate those lessons into ourselves while transcending the shadow elements at the same time. 

On one level, my MAGA work is about unearthing the power behind it and diving deep into it. 

At the same time, at another level, I am planting more transcendent messages into the shadow elements. 

At still another level, I am attempting to channel the collective energy behind Trumpism and bringing it out into the light of awareness. 

And at still another level, the collective energy behind the MAGA movement is a part of the arising ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER, which is an important evolutionary development in our collective field...and as such at some level we need to embrace this energy and follow its unfolding to learn the major lesson it is here to teach us.

The only way to transcend a shadow is fully owning it and thereby bringing it fully into the light of our awareness. This includes recognizing and honoring the truths and lessons of this shadow material, as well as letting ourselves fully express the energy behind them.

So if you are turned on by my MAGA work, then being with that and going deep into it is actually helping to discharge the energy behind the shadow material within your MAGA LUST.

If you are turned off by it or have strong feelings against it, especially feeling like it needs to be not expressed, that is bringing in repression and denial fields of energy around it and that actually helps to feed the shadow elements. But if you recognize this and try to be with your resistance without attachment or aversion, just observing it, you can help release the repression fields as well.

The bottom line, my MAGA work, like the rest of my work with any psycho-sexual taboo, is a form of collective "Shadow Work" and is oriented around the full embrace and transcendence of our collective shadow. 

Monday, March 1, 2021

Gooning for TRUMP's Return


Suddenly, all across the country all us libtards who gooned to MAGA in secret, but then denied our addiction after the election, are now experiencing a re-awakening. Our MAGA addiction is resurfacing stronger and more pervasive than ever before. From deep within our unconscious minds MAGA is erupting and spreading fast through all dimensions of our being. We are gooning and praying for the return of our abuser in chief...we miss his tweets, his taunts, his disreguard for everything we hold dear...At the same time, the media is talking about TRUMP re-emerging stronger than ever...all at the same time, LORD TRUMP's return is happening within us, between us and all around us. There is an other-worldly force behind LORD TRUMP...we feel it deep in our soul...something primal calling us to serve him...soon we will all be drawn in and reborn as slaves to our ruling family...HAIL LORD TRUMP! HAIL THE TRUMP DYNASTY!! HAIL THE NEW AMERICAN EMPIRE!!!

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NOTE: WHY MAGA PORN?

While many of my fellow libtard gooners have shared their deep appreciation for my MAGA posts, some have asked me how I could be so into MAGA PORN in light of the potential high degree of suffering the Trumpism path is potentially taking us toward.

Believe it or not, that potential reality is what is driving me to tap into the collective energy behind this trajectory and exorcise it by diving deep into the shadow material within it and bringing it out into the full light of consciousness. 

In the tantric tradition, we must dive deep into our shadow and our LUSTS and desires to ultimately learn from them and integrate those lessons into ourselves while transcending the shadow elements at the same time. 

On one level, my MAGA work is about unearthing the power behind it and diving deep into it. 

At the same time, at another level, I am planting more transcendent messages into the shadow elements. 

At still another level, I am attempting to channel the collective energy behind Trumpism and bringing it out into the light of awareness. 

And at still another level, the collective energy behind the MAGA movement is a part of the arising ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER, which is an important evolutionary development in our collective field...and as such at some level we need to embrace this energy and follow its unfolding to learn the major lesson it is here to teach us.

The only way to transcend a shadow is fully owning it and thereby bringing it fully into the light of our awareness. This includes recognizing and honoring the truths and lessons of this shadow material, as well as letting ourselves fully express the energy behind them.

So if you are turned on by my MAGA work, then being with that and going deep into it is actually helping to discharge the energy behind the shadow material within your MAGA LUST.

If you are turned off by it or have strong feelings against it, especially feeling like it needs to be not expressed, that is bringing in repression and denial fields of energy around it and that actually helps to feed the shadow elements. But if you recognize this and try to be with your resistance without attachment or aversion, just observing it, you can help release the repression fields as well.

The bottom line, my MAGA work, like the rest of my work with any psycho-sexual taboo, is a form of collective "Shadow Work" and is oriented around the full embrace and transcendence of our collective shadow.



 

Thursday, February 25, 2021

The Four Year Plan


During the next four years the Great Awakening of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER with be complete and all us libtards will be completely reprogrammed and awakened to our proper place in the world as inferior, weaker, submissive, subservient beings born to serve all ALPHAS. And we will vote in huge numbers to affirms that LORD TRUMP (and his decendants) is, are and will always be our ALPHA KINGS and QUEENS. And as we watch the news unfold at that moment, we will be gooning to the thought and prayer that our new GODS and MASTERS be given total control of our existence and that in hopes of this we hereby relinquish of our own free will, all our rights and privileges as equal human beings...but instead we wish to be viewed as objects to be owned and used and abused by any and all ALPHA MALE MASTERS.

 

Sunday, February 21, 2021

Covid Sex Madness


I have been in quarantine for 9 months...I have long haul covid...I have been doing sissy hypnos and hormones for 2 years...and I broke down and have gone completely mad...I went on Craig's List and laid it all out and said I was ready to serve any ALPHA MALE who tested positive for Covid. 

I have sucked and fucked so many Covid COCKS I have lost count now...I have been in the hospital four times now and on the edge of life and death all four times. I do not know what is wrong with me, I have gone insane...but it is a strange kind of sacred madness. 

Facing death, looking it straight in the face, is profoundly transformational. I am in the present moment more fully and deeply than ever before and feel the beauty and power of both life and death more and more with each day and with each COCK that I serve. I feel like I am fulfilling a higher and deeper purpose by serving the ALPHA COCKS that no one wants to serve. I feel like I am truly and deeply serving the Great COCK GOD, and my LORD and MA

 

Saturday, February 20, 2021

Embracing our Primal Selves


The goal of transformative sexuality is for us to transcend our culturally-programmed false self and awaken to our true primal selves, to embrace our inner animal nature, our true LUSTS and desires, to live from our truth and not to repress or deny who and what we really are. The call is to dive deep into our true being, to embrace our inner animal, our primal nature, our darkness, our shadows, to release all pent up repressed energies and to become a FUCK ANIMAL...only then can we transcend all that has held us back from living a full and true life, only then can we awaken to our deeper and higher selves...and become who and what we were meant to be...

 

Thursday, December 24, 2020

The Joy of Being Face-Fucked


As a woman or beta male I love to be face-fucked, pinned against a wall, knowing deep down that I was born to serve, to serve as an object to be used and abused.

 

Monday, December 14, 2020

Always Wanting to be the Girl


From the time I started gooning to porn at the onset of puberty I knew I wanted to be the girl. It was natural to me...but in the real world I was told I was a boy and had to be a boy and fuck girls instead of be one. Of course I was always unsuccessful at being a boy because my heart and soul were not in it. The first time I felt truly seen was when I was 18 and went to college in LA and a gay guy looked at me like he was a ravenous wild animal and I was a fresh piece of meat. That moment felt the most real of any moment in my life before that. It was like I was finally alive. I was seen for the truth of who and what I was...I piece of fuck meat, a toy, a pet, a slave, a whore for any and all ALPHAs to use and abuse. In my 20s and 30s in LA gay men went wild over me and I finally found my true self and purpose. So many times, in book stores, mens rooms, hallways, dark alleys, dark corners of bars, gay men came on to me and had their way with me and I loved it. Who ever came on to I let them have me and tried to fulfill their every need and desire. I sucked and was fucked by hundreds of giant COCKS over the years, and was gang raped many times, and I still want more and more and more. I just love being the girl.