69 is Sacred and Holy for Me

 

The first time I saw a picture of two men sucking each other off was also the first time I experienced the hunger for COCK. 

COCK hunger is a particular state of being where every fiber of your being aches for COCK. 

I was thirteen years old and I felt embarrassed and ashamed. In the COCK hunger state my embarrassment and shame strangely heightened and deepened my erotically electrified state of being. 

I masturbated to that image and others that night and every night for weeks.

It was so much more than a a physical high.

It was erotically transcendent.

The hunger for COCK was not just a physical hunger;

it was a hunger of the heart and soul as well.

And even the spirit,

for COCK became my GOD.

I would do anything for COCK. 

Over the years my COCK hunger has grown by leaps and bounds. COCK is truly my GOD. Every time I see a COCK I want to get down on my knees and take Holy Communion and drink its SACRED SEED.

The highest states of COCK hunger I experience are when two COCKS become one. The famous 69 position. Two hot studs sucking each other off. 

I experience a profound state of erotic bliss when we CUM at the same time.

We become one...we shoot our loads into each other all at once.

Imagine our energetic beingness shooting into each other

and having it shot back into us.

As we squirt into each other

we are simultaneously drinking of the other

and drinking of our selves. 

My CUM is your CUM and your CUM is my CUM, and we CUM into each other.

Our SEEDS OF CREATION swim within and between us,

We are connected to the SOURCE OF CREATION.

We are drinking ITS essence.

When we experience this in a deep way

it beCUMes

Sacred

Holy

And

Cosmically ORGASMIC!

Porn as Shadow Teacher

 

Porn can be a transformative practice when we edge to our shadow material in the depths of our unconscious. 

Through Porn-assisted shadow work we can transform our fears and all our repressed and denied aspects of our selves into sources of joy and ecstasy.

In Tantra, sexuality is seen as the most powerful vehicle for transforming the body into a sacred vessal and part of that process includes the purification of those dimensions of our sexuality we have denied and repressed...and porn can be a powerful tool in this process. 

Shadow Teacher

Enter the DARKNESS

the SHADOWS of your Soul

Dive into the Ocean of LUST within you

The Light of Awareness by your side

Surrender into all that has been buried and repressed

Brainwash away your culturally programmed false self

Descend into your True Primal Self

The Great Awakening has begun...

Shadow Teacher Project

 

Holy Communion with the Great COCK GOD

Take Holy Communion of the the Great COCK GOD

Worship the Great COCK GODHEAD with thy lips and tongue

Drink of the SEED OF CREATION and let it impregnate thy soul with LUST and desire for thy LORD so that you may worship your GOD all the days of your life and for all eternity...

AH-MEN...

New Cyber-Sanctuary for the Church of Transformative Sexuality

The Church of Transformative Sexuality community has moved away from our home at BDSMLR because of their attempts to censor our psycho-sexual religious expression. We have found a new home with more openness and privacy for us to continue our work to support the Great Awakening within us, between us and all around us. 

If you have been working with us on BDSMLR please use the contact form in the drop down menu on the right hand side of our Church Website and let us know you want to switch to our new community space.

Erotic Blessings to all...and looking forward to you CUMING to our new Church Cyber-Sanctuary...

Integrating Sexual Technologies for Erotic Enlightenment

This is one of my favorite images...it opened me to the power of combining internal and external sacred sexual technologies to achieve erotic enlightenment. These include altered states substances like alcohol and drugs (weed, LSD, poppers, etc.), hypno porn, a chastity cage, nipple clamps, wrist and ankle restraints, a butt plug, and a collar and leash. The first time I combined all of them was amazing and I do this practice as often as I can. Every time I do this type of practice I achieve an even higher and deeper orgasmic erotic enlightenment state. 

 

On Transforming an Ass Pussy into a COCKSOCKET Rabbit Hole

When you have succeeded in making your anal cavity a true COCK SOCKET, you have the capacity to open your sphincter muscles as a hard throbbing COCK enters you and you contract and squeeze your sphincter muscles around the COCK as it pulls out. This creates a milking experience for the penetrator and sends deep erotic waves all through their being. Once a COCK gets a taste of a true COCK SOCKET, it becomes addicted to it and wants to fuck all the time. The anal COCK SOCKET becomes a true Rabbit Hole for the consciousness of the owner of the COCK that has experienced the erotic power of that true COCK SOCKET.

When Two or More are Gathered in the Name of COCK

I will never forget my first time in a gay fuck sandwich...I never knew such erotic joy and pleasure existed...and the LUST I felt move in, through and around me was orgasmically electrifying. The LUST was inside of my own being and the LUST was flowing between and through all of us. I could literally feel the presence of LUST of the Great COCK GOD itself. It truly is a wHoly experience...

The Paradox of Choke-Fuck Enlightenment

I never thought I would love getting choke fucked but wow...once it happened to me while being raped I had the most amazing orgasm of my life. Being on the edge between life and death; feeling his COCK deep inside me while he choked me with his belt around my neck...it felt like someone else was in control of all of me...my outer and inner body was now at his mercy, he was inside and outside me, giving me great pleasure while attacking my very existence. He was calling me names while he brought me to the edge of climax and erotic death. As he came deep inside me I felt his hot CUM filling me up while my consciousness drifted further and further away until my mind and body were split apart in the strangest and most powerful orgasm of my whole life. My whole body spasmed from the orgasm and in that moment I surrendered completely to my rapist and to my own death. At the very last second he released his grip and I gasped for air and had a profound altered state experience.

All my years of doing meditation and yoga were nothing compared to the spiritual high I had from be raped and choke fucked.

Who would have guessed the path to Heaven leads through the Gates of HELL.

Shadow Raising Hypno GIF Practice

The above Hypno GIF is designed as a psycho-sexual spiritual programming tool to unearth dark LUST shadow material from the individual and collective field of consciousness and act as an induction to the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER that is currently emerging.

This image is designed for religious purposes and as such is protected by the law (NSFW).

Satanic Queue Balls Russian Sissymaker 7 Video MASHUP

Watch my special Satanic Sissymaker 7 BBC Edition mashup that includes a layer of Russian language audio hypno porn programming. This is my homage to the secret Russian programming that underlies much of standard English language hypno porn. In addition there is a layer of Queue Balls audio hypnoses programming as well as a layer of Satanic visual and auditory hypno programming.

WARNING: This is very powerful. Watch at your own risk.

For all members and initiates of the Church of Transformative Sexuality, please add this to your practice.

And don't forget to check out the original Sissymaker 7 BBC Edition and al the other great hypno porn videos from Emperor Hypnos and please support their work...

Seeking Forgiveness of the Great COCK GOD

As we practice becoming the servants of the Great COCK GOD it is natural for us to fall short of our commitment to practice or even to face conscious or unconscious resistance or withdrawal. Inevitably we find our way back from our fall from the path and seek the forgiveness of the Great COCK GOD and to continue our journey to become one with HIM.

To seek the forgiveness of the Great COCK GOD one must strip naked and kneel before HIS IMAGE, like the one above. Gaze into HIS IMAGE with deep yearning and say:

Oh Great COCK GOD

Please forgive me

For I have wondered off thy path

and seek to return...

Take hold of your throat with your right hand and take hold of your genitals with your left hand and squeeze them both to the edge of pain and say:

I place my life and my LUSTS in thy hand

and pledge my servitude unto thee 

for all eternity

and hereby seek penance 

for my transgressions...

Continue self-choking at the edge of pain while you release your genitals and slap yourself in the face hard six times starting with the left side of your face, repeating the following with each slap:

Forgive me...

Now switch hands and repeat. Self-choking with the left hand while slapping yourself hard in the face six more times with the right hand, starting with the right side of your face, repeating the following with each slap:

I am yours...

Now bow and prostate yourself before HIM six times while repeating:

I give you all that I am 

Oh Great COCK GOD...

Sissy Yoga Submissive Energy Tools and Techniques

In Sissy Yoga we use sexual submission tools like collars, nipple clamps and wrist and ankle restraints to bind, direct and increase the intensity and flow erotic energies in our gross, subtle and causal bodies.

Each tool has a particular effect on different chakras, pranic energy channels, forms of erotic energy and the areas of our beingness it flows through (including our physical, emotional, mental and spiritual dimensions of our being).

Advanced Sissy Yoga Submissive Energy Practices combines a full array of submission tools with pranic breathing and bandhas lock practices to transform all dimensions of the aspirants being into highly charged erogenous zones flowing with boundless submissive LUST energies.

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NOTE: The full array of submission tools used in these advanced practices include ball gag, collar and leash/chain, nipple clamps/pumps, wrist restraints, chastity device, butt plug and ankle restraints.

Sissy Yoga Purification Practices

The sissy whore awakening process includes several purification practices that help purify us by helping us to cleanse ourselves of our false constructs about being a male, about having our own free will, about being equal to others and more. Sissy Yoga Purification Practices include:

Sissy Hypno Audio and Video Programing 

to purify the mind and awaken us to our true sissy selves

Gooning to Porn Practices 

combined with the Sissy Hypno Programing 

to purify our visual-erotic system

Sissy Altered State and Altered Beingness Practices 

to purify both the subtle energy body and the gross physical body 

in tune with the causal mental body being purified by the Sissy Hypno Programing practices. 

These practices entail altered ones state of consciousness to open the gateways to the deep unconscious through alcohol and drug sacraments, including alcohol, weed, psychedelics and poppers; as well as physical/body sissy sacraments including nipple clamps, cock cage, butt plug, leash and collar and wrist and ankle restraints, which are physicalizations of elements of the true and deep sissy beingness including reprogramming the body to feel feminine and to physicalize the deep longing for being owned and enslaved that calls from our true sissy selves.

Tantric Breathing Practice to Transcend Resistance and Loss of Libido Energy

On the path of psycho-sexual awakening there are always natural periods of withdrawal, resistance and loss of libido energy. During these times it help to practice Tantric Breathing, which helps draw in and circulate gross (libido), subtle (pranic) and causal (Kundalini) energies in and through all dimensions of our being with the proper intention.

Here is a basic introductory Tantric Breathing Practice I recommend doing at the start of your day during these periods of withdrawal, resistance and libido energy loss:

During this practice it is important to hold the intention to draw in erotic-eros energies of LIGHT (Heavenly Love) from above (Crown Chakra) and DARK (Earth Sexuality) from below (Root Chakra) and use these energies to energetically cleanse your whole being and heal that which is causing your withdrawal, resistance and/or loss of energy.

I also recommend this practice as a permanent daily practice all the time. This will reduce the frequency, strength and duration of these periods of withdrawal, resistance and loss of erotic energy, while also increasing and accelerating your psycho-sexual awakening process.