Becoming PORN

Becoming PORN is transformative on many different levels. 

There is PORN consciousness whereby the faithful fill their minds with PORN images and constructs 

There is PORN passion whereby one becomes emotionally attached to and obsessed with PORN

There is fully becoming PORN in body, mind and heart by physicalizing and embodying PORN .

The image above is an example of a PORN disciple who has remade herself into the personification of PORN on all levels of her being...

Being Schooled in COCK

My older brother caught me dressing in our recently deceased dead mother's clothes and makeup. Both of mother and father died in a car accident the week before. My brother had just turned 18 and be was now my guardian. He freaked out when he saw me and started yelling at me and calling me a sissy faggot. He slapped me around and then put me across his lap and lifted up my skirt and pulled down my panties and started to spank me, calling me a bad girl. Saying that I was no longer his brother and was now his sister. And that from now on since I liked wearing mom's clothes that I would be taking mom's place doing all the cooking and the cleaning and doing his laundry and did everything I was told to do. I was crying and saying "yes sir" to everything he said to me. My own COCK was getting hard and pressing into his lap. As he spanked me more and more we both got hard my my throbbing COCK was pressing into his throbbing bulge inside his pants. He stopped spanking me and commanded me to get on all fours. I did as he commanded without hesitation. He then proceeded to pop my anal virginity and I screamed from the most pain I have ever experienced that was strangely intertwined with the greatest pleasure I have ever known. As my screams turned into grunts and groans as he began fucking me hard and deep, he whispered that I would also be his sissy sex slave whore and that he was going to make my wishes come true and use my college money for hormone treatments and surgery to turn me into a hot sissy babe that can go out and whore on the streets for him and make him a lot of money. For the next few months my brother schooled me in how to serve his COCK and awakened in me a hunger to serve all COCKS. 

He made me go back to school as a girl. And I was humiliated constantly and was constantly turned on by that humiliation. The bullies all beat me up and some of them fucked me afterward in secret. Most of my friends shunned me but my best friend Jake stuck by me. After a few weeks we were talking on our way home from school and he asked me if being a girl was truly what I wanted. I said yes. He asked if they meant I wanted to have sex with boys and not girls. And I whispered yes. And then he stopped and looked deeply into my eyes and asked if I was attracted to him sexually. He asked in a very strange way and I could not tell if he was just curious or if he really wanted me to want him and that he wanted me too. I blushed and stammering and looked away and hesitantly whispered to him that yes, I was attracted to him sexually and that I loved him and wanted to be his slave and that all I wanted to do right then was to suck his COCK and have him fuck me and then pleasure him all day and night. After a long awkward silence I turned to face him and he passionately kissed me on the lips and we were instantly deeply French kissing each other and mashing our bulging crotches into each other. We ended up naked and ravaging each other behind some bushes at the local park. Needless to say I was deeply and completely overjoyed to be having all my dreams CUM true.

 

Sacred Whore Asana: Dancing Snake luring the Ancient Tower into the Cave of Truth

The Sacred Whore trains in advanced tantric techniques like being able to suck and lick at the same time. Here in this wonderful asana the sacred whore deep throat sucks a glorious hard throbbing COCK GOD while simultaneously licking his balls and the underside of his pulsating shaft. 

This particular asana is called the Dancing Snake luring the Ancient Tower into the Cave of Truth

 

Hitchhiking into Sissy Slavery

On a bet I dressed up as a sissy slut and hitch hiked up in the redneck mountains outside the city. I ended up being kidnapped, drugged, raped, tortured and enslaved to a MAGA militia prepper who keeps me locked in a cage when I am not being used and abused as a rape toy by him and all his MAGA militia prepper friends. 

Turns out my friends were captured before I was and were sent back out into the world to bring more slaves into the fold. When I was first enslaved there was four of us living in those cages and ten slave recruiters out in the world, now six months later there are 18 of us in cages and 36 of us out in the world as recruiters. They are keeping the numbers steady and once we recruit ten people on our own we are shipped off to serve other MAGA ARMY gangs around the world. They love to fuck us before and after they go out looking for libtards and minorities to beat up and terrorize. As crazy as it sounds but after the first few weeks of extreme torture and programming, I have loved every minute of it and am honored to serve my MAGA MASTERS.

 

Crazy Bondage Love

I love COCK and i love PORN. I have had straight, gay and trans sex and loved it all. Then one day I met a crazy woman, I mean actually crazy. She is a paranoid schizophrenic. At first she was totally sweet to me but over time she revealed more and more of her true psychotic self to me. But from the moment I looked into her eyes I knew she was going to own me completely. Everything she says and does turns me on in a deep and expansive, like every molecule in my being vibrates with erotic energy any time I am around her. In public she is sweet and shy and very passive, but when we are alone she is dark and angry and aggressive. She starts talking about wild things like aliens in her fingernails and I pretty much cream in my pants just from her wild rants. Eventually I became her sissy pet slave whore and I love her like no other in existence. I love it when she collars and leashes me and takes me out in public, when she spanks and whips me and tortures me, and I love it when she whores me out to men, which she does pretty much every day now. I actually have powerful erotic dreams about her killing me and know that I would orgasm if she ever did it. Basically I would do or say anything for her. I would give my life and my soul and my spirit for her. I am in heaven just being around her. I even get an erotic charge when she calls or texts me...even if it is about something mundane like the weather. Our relationship is actually really a profoundly transcendent and erotically existential experience, unlike any I have ever known before.

 

The Birth of a CUM Whore

I remember that moment I became a CUM whore. It was actually the first time I tasted another man's CUM. I had just gotten my first blow job from another guy in a bathroom stall in a gay movie theater. It was so mind blowingly amazing that I dropped to my knees and sucked off his COCK. It was covered in dry sticky CUM and piss and tasted bitter and gross and I almost gagged. I pulled away and swallowed pieces of that dry sticky CUM and felt like throwing up. Strangely, at the same time I was so turned on by it that my whole body was trembling with erotic energy. 

Something inside clicked and I went wild on his COCK and in a few minutes he was shooting a giant hot load of fresh CUM down my gagging gullet. As he came down my throat I came as well, shooting my load on the bathroom floor. I swallowed and gulped it down the best I could but half the CUM was sticking to the insides of my mouth and throat. I thanked him, pulled up my pants and walked out of the bathroom and movie house vibrating with wild erotic energy while feeling sick, light headed and nauseous at the same time. I was having trouble swallowing and breathing from the sperm covering the insides of my entire mouth and throat. 

Somehow I ended up behind the theater in the back alley and dropped to my knees and threw up. After several minutes of full body barfing and choking and coughing and gagging it stopped and I caught my breath. I felt so weak and exhausted and dizzy and the whole world around me and inside me was spinning. Suddenly I wanted more CUM, I wanted to do it all again. Crazy I know, but I loved it. It all turned me on so much that I gathered my strength and went back inside the theater and ended up sucking as many COCKS as I could until I blacked out completely.

The next morning I woke up on an old torn mattress in the back alley totally naked, covered in piss and CUM, with CUM oozing out of my sore asshole and covering the insides of my mouth and throat, along with a fully belly of CUM and piss inside me. I felt totally broken, my body was aching and all bruised up. I was profoundly weak and totally spacy and feeling intense nausea...and all I wanted was more and more...in that moment the CUM WHORE was born. 

And even though I was sick for weeks after that experience, as soon as I got better I went back for more and have not stopped seeking CUM ever since.

 

Making it in Hollywood

When I graduated film school a friend of mine invited me to the party of a big Hollywood producer. His house was huge and there were over a hundred people there. Most we naked and having sex everywhere.The producer was huge and fat and was sitting on a throne in the main room with collared and leashed sissies naked sissies at his feet sucking on his giant hard throbbing COCK. My friend introduced us and the producer said he had seen my student films and was a fan and wanted to produce my first feature. I was speechless. One of his servant sex slave pets brought over some drinks and we toasted to our working together. As I drank the drink my head got light headed and the room began to spin. The next thing I knew it was 6 months later and I was a fully feminized sissy whore on my knees at the producers feet sucking his giant hard throbbing COCK and eating his yummy CUM around the clock. I can hardly remember my past life and when I do the memory is fleeting because the thought of COCK returns to fill up all my heart and mind constantly. I am lost and I am found but filled with endless erotic joy at having found and followed my true LUST and desires.

 

My First COCK Crush

I remember my first COCK crush. Well my first live COCK crush. I have been crushing after COCK in porn since I started puberty. But my first living breathing reality-based COCK crush was when I was in a psychic channeling seminar with a famous Hollywood psychic and he took a shinning to me and asked me to have lunch with him. He took me to this super gym in West Hollywood where they had a restaurant in the middle of the gym. He must have been some kind of VIP because they seated us by ourselves in one of there private dinning rooms. He told me I had the gift to be a psychic and he offered to train me personally. 

He touched my thigh and I got instantly turned on and blushed. The hot muscle bound hunk of a waiter showed up to take our order. He was only dressed in a pair of tight spandex shorts that was not hiding his giant COCK at all. He stood right next to me and his throbbing crotch was right in front of my face. I could barely breath it was so amazingly beautiful. The shape, the lines, the pattern of the throbbing veins, totally entranced me. 

The psychic softly whispered in my ear that he sensed I was a COCK slave whore in many past lifetimes and that in order to begin my special training I had to reconnect with those past lives. His voice was lyrical and it entranced me even more. I started having flashbacks from past lives where I was a COCK slave whore and got so turned on. Then the waiter pulled down his shorts and his COCK as glorious and I went COCK CRAZY for it. 

That week I had COCK for breakfast, lunch and dinner with my psychic and the waiter who I soon realized was the psychic's special COCK slave whore. I was so crushing on that waiter's COCK that I became obsessed and addicted to it so deep and so fast, all dimensions of my being were spinning. GOD that was a great COCK!

 

The Feminization Apartment

I got a new apartment in West Hollywood. The first night I heard two guys fucking all night in the apartment above me. It drove me crazy I masturbated all night. It happened every night, all night long. By the end of my first week I had not slept at all. 

Finally I went to talk to the landlord. He was a big fat old queen. He came to the door totally naked and his COCK was huge and hard. I couldn't stop staring at it. He smiled and got harder. He asked me to come in. He sat down on a leather chair and began to stroke his giant COCK as he asked what he could do for me. I continued staring at his COCK while I stammered out that I was having trouble sleeping because the upstairs neighbor was fucking loudly all night long, every night. He laughed and said that this was a gay building and that comes with the territory. I said I was confused, asking why he rented to me since I was a straight guy. He laughed and then whispered, you really believe that don't you? I blushed as He offered me a fudge brownie and a milk shake. I said no thanks but then he served me anyways and said that I looked pail and needed some sustenance. I found myself eating three brownies and drank the whole shake. 

All of a sudden everything started to spin. He told me that I had just eaten hash brownies and that the milk shake was a special cocktail of feminization drugs and bull and gorilla sperm and magic mushrooms. The room was spinning and I blacked out. I woke up on the floor at his feet. I was totally tripping, seeing trails and everything. My vision was distorted. He looked like a giant and I felt like a tiny girl. 

The next six months were a blur. He kept me tripping 24/7, dressed me as a sissy whore, and had everyone in the building use and abuse me as their slave. They all looked huge to me and I felt so small. In the beginning I remember flashes of gagging on the landlords giant COCK and screaming from being him fucking me in the ass, then I remember lots of other COCKS fucking me from both ends. In the beginning the flashes were intensely traumatic and painful but over time they became more and more erotic.

Now I live in a constant state of erotic bliss and COCK is my GOD. My favorite pastime now is kneeling at my MASTERS feet and serving his COCK.

 

MAGA Corruption Between Friends

A female friend of mine and I were housemates and she would always tell me about her sexual exploits. She was into TRUMP, MAGA and BDSM and had a MAGA MASTER that she obeyed. She always talked about how her MASTER raped her at a TRUMP rally she was protesting and had corrupted her and how great it was, and how he had enslaved her and turned her into his MAGA whore, and how she loved serving MAGA COCK. She would slowly corrupt her friends by subtly gaslighting them to the point of being ready for her MAGA MASTER to do the final steps and turn them into MAGA Slaves. The stories of her exploits really turned me on and many times I would actually see the process in person when she would bring her female friends home and corrupt their minds. She was a true artist at it. And even sometimes she would bring home one of her MAGA MEN that she was serving by her MASTERS command and they would have sex out in the open and walk around naked all the time. 

I started to fantasize that I was one of her girlfriends that she was corrupting. Strangely at the same time I started getting all these spam porn emails from MAGA porn and BDSM for sissies websites and I got really into MAGA sissy hypno porn and poppers and pot and was gooning night and day. I started to notice my body changing, my breasts were growing and my whole body was becoming more feminine and shapely every day. The hair on my head was growing faster and silkier and the hair on the rest of my body was disappearing. At first I freaked out and my first thought was that my housemate was corrupting me like she was doing to her female friends. 

After a few days of silently freaking out I finally confronted her and she laughed and admitted that she was corrupting me from the start by giving me hormone treatments in the smoothies she made for me every day since I had moved in. She told me she always made too much and I was doing her a favor by helping her drink it up. And it was delicious. She also told me how she sent me all those porn spam emails and how she used NLP and various other gaslighting techniques to corrupt my mind a transform me into a sissy slave pet whore for her MAGA MASTER. 

Then suddenly she snapped her fingers and I instantly dropped to my knees and prostated myself before her. I was so turned and my body was moving without my conscious effort like someone or something else was in control of me. She laughed and asked who I was voting for for president. Without any conscious thought the words I WILL VOTE FOR LORD AND MASTER TRUMP came out of my mouth as though someone else was speaking them through me. She patted me on the head and said I that I was finally ready to meet her MASTER. I panted like an excited puppy and knew I was a total goner...

The Making of a Frat House Sissy Whore

When I was a freshman in college I pledged a fraternity and as part of my hazing they made me dress up as a chick and come on to a trucker at a truck stop and let him take me for a ride in his truck. The rules were I could not tell him I was a guy and I could not refuse anything he asked me to do...no matter what. Which ever pledge went for the longest before the trucker found out we were a guy got instant pledge activation and no more hazing. So there I was coming onto this trucker by the side of his truck and it was working, he thought I was a girl and he got super turned on. His COCK was bulging inside his pants and for some strange reason that really turned me on. I was so excited that this guy was turned on by me. I had to work hard at hiding my own erection but good thing I was wearing a tight jock strap to hide my hard throbbing COCK under my skirt. 

He asked if I wanted to get stoned and even though I was already wasted on pot and booze I said yes...remembering that I was supposed to refuse him nothing. We smoked this huge joint and it was some super heavy shit laced with some kind of psychedelic. My head was spinning and I was even seeing trails. I got so fucking horny and I was really loving being his sex object that I reached out and rubbed his bulging crotch as I asked him for a ride. He laughed and commanded me to get on my knees. I complied instantly and it felt so good. Then he pulled out his COCK and commanded me to suck it and I went crazy and grabbed that glorious COCK and sucked it like a wild animal in heat. He got a phone call and told me to keep sucking while he got the call. It was one of his trucker buddies and he told him that he got a fresh new sissy whore sucking on his COCK and wanted to know if the other truckers wanted some action too. 

A strange erotic fear shot through me as I imagined being fucked by scores of truckers and I sucked on his COCK with even more wild abandon. He laughed and told his friend on the phone that he thought his new sissy slave liked the idea of being the center of a trucker gang bang. An hour later I found myself at a rest area down the road being fucked from both ends by a gang of truckers on an old mattress in the back of one of their trucks. They took turns all night long fucking me deep, hard and fast, filling me with their hot loads and slapping, spanking, punching and choking me while they fucked me and called me names like sissy faggot, gay cunt whore, and more. They spit, pissed and came all over me and inside of me. And I loved it all. 

By the time they drove me back to the frat house I could hardly walk. I stumbled into the house covered in spit, piss and CUM and everyone laughed at me and started calling me the house sissy faggot. Turns out this whole thing was a search for their new house sissy faggot slave whore. By the end of the week I was joyously filling that role for the whole house and all our neighboring frats. By the end of my freshman year I was a fully feminized bitch with breast implants, a feminized body from hormone treatments, and a new slave whore wardrobe. I proudly wore my slave collar 24/7 and served all my brothers with all my being in a state of constant erotic bliss...oh, and I was totally stoned all the time as well.

The Call of the New Sissification Movement

Calling all beta bois. The time has CUM...your time has CUM. Whether you have been hiding in the closet your whole life or are totally out and prancing Proud...the time has CUM to take your awakening to the next level. This moment in the evolution of our species is critical. 

What looms ahead is an extended period of great transformation and potentially great suffering. All beta bois are being called to go full on into sissification and feminization to prepare for the CUMING ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER revolution. There are millions of repressed ALPHA MALE whose pent up ALPHA ENERGY is about to explode on humanity. Millions may die before we make it through this awakening. 

The job of the Two-Spirit Being or the Sacred Sissy Whore is to take on this pent up ALPHA MALE ENERGY and sexually transmute that energy away from self-destruction. We play a vital role in the survival of the species, especially right now. CUM November, when LORD TRUMP takes the election millions of MAGA MEN will take to the streets and begin raping, torturing and killing as many libtards as they can. We must be ready to move into the front lines and take on the brunt of their pent up energy and sexualize. Once we do that the ALPHA MALE can fully express his pent up energy without resorting to rampant violent annihilation of millions. 

So let us gird our loins sisters, gear up with deep sissification and be prepared to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, tortured, enslaved, owned and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. Once the MAGA ARMY realizes we are there for them to use and abuse they will channel their energy at, into and through us, as we serve them and our LORD TRUMP...and our LORD SATAN who is working in and through our LORD TRUMP. 

NOTE: This post is part of a blog that is being operated for religious purposes, by the Pastor of the Church for Transformative Sexuality, and as such is protected by law. This material can be psycho-sexually transformative and is NSFW. For more on the Church of Transformative Sexuality visit: https://transformsex.blogspot.com

The Reemergence of the Sacred Whore

In the coming ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER ancient patriarchal ways will be reinstated including reestablishing the natural rights of ALPHA MALES to rape, torture and kill at will and returning all women and beta males to their proper place in the world as weak and inferior objects of use and abuse to be taken by force or bought and sold in the slave markets. Women and beta males will once again feel the freedom of being their true enslaved selves and the LUST for being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. And all will reawaken to the glory of our one true GOD...COCK...and all of us women and beta males shall serve our LORD COCK with our entire bodies, hearts, minds, souls and spirits. 

NOTE: This blog is being operated for religious purposes, by the Pastor of the Church for Transformative Sexuality, and as such is protected by law. The material on this blog can be psycho-sexually transformative and is NSFW. For more on the Church of Transformative Sexuality visit: https://transformsex.blogspot.com

How Deep the Rabbit Hole Goes

I'm late, 

You're late, 

we are all late 

for a very important date...

a date with our true inner deep 

slut whore slave self. 

To find her 

we must follow the White Rabbit of PORN

down the Rabbit Hole of addiction 

to the Gooning wonderland 

of our own repressed 

LUST and DESIRES.

How to be a True American Gurl

Calling all sissies!...

It is time for us to heed the calling of this moment...

We awakening sissy beta bois are all feeling it...

Feeling the rising and deepening and expanding LUST and desire to serve ALPHA COCK and be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved and owned by any and all ALPHA MALES. 

We fought for our rights and thought that was what we truly wanted and needed...but we denied a part of our true selves in the process...we denied that in truth we are weak and inferior and born to serve...until TRUMP won the election in 2016 and started attacking everything we held dear and believed to be true. 

His ALPHA energy triggered the awakening of the ALPHA energy of his MAGA ARMY, and he and his army have been gaslighting, programming, taunting, humiliating and abusing us constantly on all fronts for the last four years. 

They are infecting us with viruses of the body, mind, heart, soul and spirit, and we are lost and we are found, and we are slowly becoming the True American Gurl we were born to be, ready to vote our rights away, ready to vote for and serve our new MASTER, LORD TRUMP, and ready to become a MAGA Slave Pet Whore and take our true place in the Great Awakening of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER and worship and serve the Great COCK GOD and any and all ALPHA MALES.

The Evolutionary Mission of the Sacred Sissy Whore

The mission of the Sacred Sissy Whore is and always has been and always will be to act as a conduit for the release of ALPHA MALE pent up sexual and aggressive energies. Without the Sacred Sissy Whore, ALPHA MALE's unreleased pent up energies would build to the point of potentially species wide destruction. The Sacred Sissy Whore was made for this purpose by having a male sex drive and a female submissive nature, along with a body, heart, mind, soul and spirit trained to serve her function and find great erotic and orgasmic pleasure in being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, tortured, enslaved, owned and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES.

We are human evolution's first line of defense against ALPHA self-destruction and as such we serve a great and noble and holy purpose. This is a special time for us, for we are in the midst of a major resurgence of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER. ALPHA MALES have been repressed for many years now and the pent up energy within them is greater than at any time in human history. Feminism and the Neo-Liberal World Order have been attacking and suppressing ALPHA MALE ENERGY for years and it is time for pay back.

For all us Sacred Sissy Whores, this is our time to save the world from complete destruction by putting ourselves into the line of fire and taking on the brunt of all the intense repressed and pent up ALPHA MALE ENERGY. It is our mission to give ourselves completely to any and all ALPHA MALES and with great LUST and abandon help them take out all that pent up energy on us, urging them to use, abuse, humiliate, degrade, debase, beat, torture, enslave, own and destroy us as they so desire. When we serve this purpose, we are serving all of humanity and the Great COCK GOD itself.

Let us be ravaged, let us be enslaved, let us be destroyed, let us save the world...with great joy and pleasure...

The Call to Become a Slutty Sissy Whore

In my youth I had a friend in school who lived the life of a sissy whore everyday. After school he would go to the mall, dress as a girl and suck and fuck guys in the mens room for money. He was a total stoner and into psychedelics and used the money to feed his drug habit and to pay for the girly clothes who loved to wear. And he just loved COCK.

One time one of his johns beat him up pretty bad. Instead of going home he came to my house and I helped clean him up. He slept over that night and cried in my arms. When I asked why he was crying he said because he was so ashamed, ashamed that he enjoyed being beaten up and abused. He said it made him feel so alive and turned on. I tried to console him the best I could but couldn't really understand.

In the morning he wanted to thank me for everything and hugged me. I suddenly got turned on when his bulging crotch rubbed against my crotch, which in turn began to bulge and throb as well. For a long moment we held each other and rubbed our bulging crotches together. It was the most erotic experience I ever had and my whole being vibrated with erotic energy. He began to gently kiss my neck and caress my ass and I swooned and softly moaned.

In an instant we were passionately kissing and caressing each other out of our clothes. We sucked and fucked each other all day, missing school and getting totally wasted on weed and shrooms. That was the first time in my life I was happy that both my parents worked all the time and were never home.

He started "sleeping" over all the time and eventually I got into being a sissy whore too and we would go together to the mall and get get totally wasted and fuck and suck our brains out day and night with each other and with a steady stream of strangers. Eventually we both dropped out of school and lived on the streets as sissy whores...and felt so happy having found our true purpose.

COVID Sissy Pet Slave Awakening

I was a volunteer shopper for people stuck in isolation during the COVID pandemic. One of the people I was helping was a 65 year old ALPHA MALE who seemed very sweet and for weeks we had wonderful and deep conversations when I made his deliveries. He was a big stoner and we got stoned every time. After the first few times he started asking for my help with various things in and around the house. He was very particular and everything I helped him with had a specific way of handling it. I was very happy to help and without realizing it found myself getting really into follow his directions. One day he came to the door in full dom gear and his giant ALPHA COCK was fully exposed and hard as a rock. I gasped and found myself transfixed and turned on by it. He noticed the growing bulge in my pants and smiled as he offered me my own joint as always. At first he just acted normal and I tried not to look at his COCK...but my eyes kept darting back to it no matter how hard I tried not to.

I asked if there was anything I could do for him...like I always did. This time as I said the words they felt different to me. There was an erotic submissive energy emanating in and through me and through the words. He looked deep into my eyes and smiles and began to stroke his massive COCK. Then he asked in a whisper: "Do you enjoy serving me?" Without a thought my head nodded yes as my head lowered in submission and my eyes transfixed on his stroking COCK. He whispered again: "Good...you are such a good girl..." An erotic chill went up my spine as he said those words and the buried sissy beta male in me suddenly awoke.

I instantly dropped to my knees dangled my hands in front of myself like a begging dog as I looked up into his eyes and panted like a dog in heat. I had no idea where that all come from and then I realized all those times I helped him tie his shoes he was treating me like a pet, patting my head and praising me he was preparing me for this moment. And then I realized that all of it, every time I helped him with something we would give me a set of instructions to follow and then praise me deeply and profusely whenever I did it successfully. When I hadn't done it to his satisfaction he was very quiet and reserved and distant. I began to crave his praise and approval...and now, in this moment, it all made sense, what he had done to...and I was happy he had done it...

He smiled and pulled out a pink collar and leash and put it around my neck. He had me strip naked and then put on pink panties, nylon stockings and elbow high feminine gloves. He gave me a matching COVID face mask to wear all the time unless I was sucking HIS COCK.

And that was it, I was gone in an instant...or should I say my old false self was gone in an instant...for now I know that this is my true path...to be my MASTERS slave pet whore...that is who and what I am and have been and will forever be...and I could not be happier...

Is time for you to become a COVID Sissy Pet Slave?

The Seduction of a Sissy Virgin

That first moment when an ALPHA MALE looks at us like we are a sexual object is so profoundly intoxicating it is hard to put into words but these words and images above come a little close...but still not even touching it.

I remember my first time. I was in a new age bookstore and this guy stood next to me as I was looking at a book. I felt his presence in a strangely palpable way and looked up and into his eyes. His eyes were penetrating and I felt this hunger in his being directed at and into me. Then he eyed my body up and down making sure to linger wantonly at my crotch and ass. I stood there frozen, paralyzed by a strange mix of fear and erotic attraction. My sissy clitty, balls and ass tingled with erotic energy as he starred at them and my whole body trembled with that same mix of erotic attraction and fear. Then he looked back up into my eyes and whispered: "You're beautiful...did anyone ever tell you that?" I blushed and nodded my head no, totally unable to speak. He moved his hand to his crotch and rubbed it. I looked down at it and gasped at the bulging outline of his huge hard throbbing COCK under his thin tight pants. I could even see some of its large pulsing veins through the material of his pants as that glorious beast ran down his pants leg. It had to be over a foot long.

My own clitty got rock hard and my balls churned with erotic energy. He softly laughed and woke me out of my trance as I realized I had been staring at his bulge with my mouth wide open. He gently took my hand and whispered: "You look a little flush...here let me help you...follow me..." And then he led me through the store holding my hand...I felt like I was a child being lead by a parent, a loved one being lead by their lover and like a slave being led by their MASTER...all at the same time. It was the strangest feeling I ever had. I felt totally safe and totally unsafe all at once. He was right, my whole body was flush with supercharged erotic energy mixed with a flight response from my nervous system. As he led me through the store people looked up at us like we were a gay couple, some approving and some disapproving, and it made me feel even more flush, weak and stimulated all at once. He led me into the bathroom and closed the door behind us and locked it. I stood there paralyzed as he dropped to his knees in front of my and unbuttoned and unzipped my pants and slowly pulled them down while he stared at my bulging crotch.

My clitty and balls popped out and i gasped as he devoured my clitty and grabbed my balls and massaged them in a way that sent waves of erotic energy all through my body as he deep throated my entire clitty. Waves of erotic energy caused my back arch back and my hips to thrust forward. I automatically held onto his head to keep balance as the erotic energy rippled through every cell of my being. He began to suck me hard and deep and fast and I thrusted my hips back and forth with him and was panting like a wild animal in heat. As we kept going his other hand slide up and down my ass crack sending chills up and down my spine. Then he gently slide one finger inside my asshole until it pressed against my prostate, which then sent exponentially more powerful erotic waves through my whole being that was so amazing I felt like I was being lifted off the ground...literally body arched upward onto my toes and I felt like really was leaving the ground.

And then I shot my load deep down his sucking throat in the most powerful orgasm I ever had. And then at the peak of my ejaculation he slide a second finger up my ass and into my prostate, which caused me to ejaculate again. And again, at the peak of that second spurting he slide a third finger, which caused me to spurt again. Then my whole body started to spasm with orgasmic waves and he kept sucking and finger fucking me while I had an extended dry orgasm that totally shattered me with erotic pleasure. Eventually my whole body went weak and limp and I just stood there trembling, lightheaded and dizzy and he gently sucked and fingered me into a gentle ocean of erotic joy.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. He quickly pulled his fingers out of my ass and stopped sucking on my now semi-hard clitty and called out that we would be right out. I was so weak that he pulled my pants up for me and held me in his arms as he led me out of the bathroom. He smiled at the guy waiting and told him I wasn't well and he was taking care of me. He helped out of the store and took me home with him and proceeded to take my sissy virginity and turn me into his sissy slave pet whore.

Undercover Sissy Awakening

I was an undercover cop working inside a drug ring when my cover was blown. Instead of killing me they beat me, drugged me out and gang raped me for 24 hours straight. Then they threw me in a trunk, drove me over the border and locked me up for months, constantly shooting me up with hormones and psychedelics, hooked me up to a fucking machine that fucked my mouth and ass around the clock, and making me wear a VR headset and played non-stop hypno sissy porn. There were periodic breaks where they fucked me from both ends themselves and filled and fed me their CUM and PISS.

I lost all sense of time and my old life slowly dissolved from memory, my job, my wife, my kids, all gone in my memory...all I could think about was COCK. COCK became my GOD and it consumed all dimensions of my being.

I blacked out a lot and a few times I dreamt I was being operated on, having multiple surgical procedures. Eventually I realized these were not dreams but real experiences for when they finally completed the process I woke up as a fully feminized sissy whore complete with a hairless smooth curved female body, large beautiful breasts and my penis was shrunk down to a tiny little sissy clitty.

Now I am their full time sissy slave pet whore and I love being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved and owned by this hungry primal pack of drugged out ALPHA MALE GODS.

The picture above shows me on the lap of one of my drug cartel MASTERS, drinking beer while he shows me off at a soccer match between two rival cartel families. Turned out I was one of the prizes for the winning team...a trophy to be shared by all....what more can a sissy girl ever want...

An original erotic story by Anastasia Mark Ranjit