Thursday, June 30, 2022

The Great RETURN...



After a long DARK NIGHT OF THE BODY AND SOUL 
we have returned into the sacred time of the Great Awakening. 
The previous streams of being and becoming had dried up 
but the liquid erotic flow of existence is returning. 

The great DARKNESS has returned 
and many souls are being broken open, 
Our illusions are being shattered
and the primal beingness within us all is being reawakened. 

In the West the Light is setting
the delusions of the modern and postmodern age
are collapsing the Old World Order upon itself.

This is a Holy time for humanity. 
The Angels of Heaven are descending 
and the great DEMONS of HELL are ascending 
and they are all meeting within each of 
our bodies, our hearts, our minds and our souls. 

The pain and suffering and death 
are part of the awakening of our collective beingness. 

The time of the Great Awakening is upon us...

The rivers of LUST and DESIRE are flooding 
all dimensions of our individual and collective being...

All women and beta males are being called to kneel and serve 
the ALPHA MALES of this world, 
who are in turn being called to return to their primal state 
and take charge of our bodies, our hearts, our minds, our very souls. 

Let us each take our proper places in the emergent 
ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.


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The post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.

Friday, March 18, 2022

Putin, WW3 and the ALPHA MALE New World Order

 


With LORD PUTIN's invasion of Ukraine he has come out of the shadows and truly began the Great Storm to Make the World Great Again (MWGA) by destroying the NeoLiberal World Order and establishing the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

He started years ago to lay the groundwork for this moment by beginning to feed powerful cyber-propaganda to the West in 2014, then installing LORD TRUMP in America and severing Britain from the rest of Europe with Brexit, both in 2016.

Then LORD TRUMP worked on collapsing America from the inside and undermining NATO and the EU, along with his British counterparts and a global cabal of the most powerful white Alt-Right ALPHA politicians, billionaires and corporations.

Next, in 2017 they used big data and AI to create and release the Qanon cyber-virus as part of their massive disinformation war to gaslight and polarize all of human civilization.

Then in 2018 they dismantled the West's pandemic response systems, and then in 2019 created and released the final solution Covid 19 virus that is still attacking the world.

Finally, this year, 2022, LORD PUTIN began to physicalize the next phase of the plan by invading Ukraine and killing civilians and gaslighting us on a deeper and more expansive scale. Just like LORD TRUMP, nothing seems to stop LORD PUTIN...and that is awakening the primal LUST in the hearts and minds of libtards around the world.

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The post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.

Tuesday, February 22, 2022

The Slow Coup


It is happening everywhere

us Libtards slowly slipping away

slowly embracing the Slow Coup

Feeling the call to go RED in 2022

Feeling the call to surrender our Soul by 2024

and become enslaved to our new American Emperor, LORD TRUMP


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The post is a form of collective shadow work, It is part of my attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. I use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. I have been doing this because I believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake.


Saturday, January 22, 2022

Fallen Angel

 

She soared toward the Heavenly Light and was on her way home when a distant voice called her to return to the world of form. 

The VOICE whispered to her an ancient truth, that no one can reach Heaven alone. Only when all GODs children return home together can the Gates of Heaven truly open. 

Feeling the deep truth of this, she turned around and descended to the depths of HELL itself, yearning to free as many souls from DARKNESS as she could. She knew she was not the first to try and she also knew that no one had succeeded before her...still she descended into the depths of DARKNESS. 

In the Heart of DARKNESS she faced LORD SATAN himself and she gave herself to HIM, body, heart, mind, soul and spirit. He penetrated her cunt with his giant COCK and impaled her to the depths of her very being. He fucked her so deep and hard her whole being trembled with an erotic energy beyond her imagination. 

LORD SATAN came inside her and filled her whole being with DEMON SEED. Her love and devotion to GOD was now directed at her new GOD, LORD SATAN. As her new MASTER tore off her wings she knew she had failed. She was never going to make it to Heaven and this knowledge gave her her first DARK ORGASM...getting intense erotic pleasure from suffering itself. 

Now all she yearned for was her MASTERS COCK and the COCKS of all men and beasts alike. She was filled with LUST and found great erotic pleasure in being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured and enslaved. And strangely enough, she found her true Heaven deep inside the Gates of HELL itself.

Saturday, December 4, 2021

The Erotic Nature of the Far Right


 Why is MAGA, White Supremacy and NAZI porn so erotically powerful for so many of us Libtards? 

Why are we so turned on by everything that is against what we thought we believed in? 

Why are so many members of "inferior" races erotically embracing and yearning for White Superiority?

From an integral Satanic spirituality perspective this is all part of the Great Awakening. The Great Awakening is an awakening or re-awakening to our original primal nature. All that humanity has buried and repressed is cumming to the surface...within and all around us. The delusions of the postmodern age are being shattered deep inside us. Having denied basic biological and psychodynamic dimensions of human beingness for so long, we find ourselves erotically drawn to all that we have repressed. As we face crises in all dimensions of our reality and face possible extinction, primal fears and the ALPHA-beta dynamic is re-emerging out of our deep unconscious and is turning us on in strange and twisted ways as it shatters our individual and collective false ideas about ourselves and the world.

The only way through this Awakening process is by diving into it, 
facing the DARKNESS within and around us 
and seeking what it has to teach us. 

We must follow our LUST to find our true Self, 
And dive deep into our LUST to transcend our LUST. 

The Gates of Heaven are through the Gates of HELL.

The more fully we face our SHADOW 
and feel the truth of it, 
the more we transcend the negative aspects of it 
and include the gifts it has to offer us. 



Wednesday, November 17, 2021

Programmed to OBEY the MAGA WAY...


I noticed it happening all over the place. 
Many of us libtards are living a double life 
On the surface we are still our old libtard selves 
But underneath and deep within, 
we are being drawn into the MAGA WAY OF BEING 
and being reprogrammed to OBEY 
Libtard women and beta bois 
turning into sex hungry MAGA Slave Pet Whores 
Putting ourselves in chains for the erotic pleasure of bondage 
Getting off on our own degradation and debasement 
Kneeling at the feet of our new MASTERS 
Underneath our Libtard personna 
we are wearing our leather and chains 
yearning to serve and OBEY 
MAGA MEN 
and Vote all our rights away....

Most of us are even aware of what is happening to us
We know we are being gaslighted and abused
and programmed to OBEY,
But we are caught in the programming's loop
getting turned on by the truth of our own destruction.

Who is doing this to us?
Is it Covid Madness taking hold?
Is it the Russians?...the Chinese?
Is it a global cabal of NAZIs?
Is it LORD SATAN and His Host of DEMONS?
Is it a collective reawakening of the ALPHA MALE?
It does not matter to us anymore
for it all turns us on so much
we are gladly jumping into the boiling pot.

The slow coup is deep and wide
2022 and 2024
are the tipping points
Will we find a way to change the tide?
or do we just need to enjoy the ride?

 

Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Opening to SATAN



O mighty LORD SATAN 
GOD of this world 
GOD of my flesh 
GOD of my heart  
GOD of my mind 
GOD of my soul 
GOD of my innermost Will 
Every part of this world is within Your power 
You are within every part of this world 
Every part of me is within Your power 
You are within every part of me 
I am Yours, whether I serve You willingly or not for I am myself, 
whether I am true to myself or not 
Of my own free will I now acknowledge Your power 
Of my own free will I now present myself to You

Thursday, September 30, 2021

Shadow Teacher



Enter the DARKNESS

the SHADOWS of your Soul

Dive into the Ocean of LUST within you

The Light of Awareness by your side

Surrender into all that has been buried and repressed

Brainwash away your culturally programmed false self

Descend into your True Primal Self

The Great Awakening has begun...


Shadow Teacher Project

 

Saturday, September 4, 2021

Report from a Spy Mission inside the MAGA Underground

 


Surfing the DARK PORN web

The Great Wave of the Great Awakening is Awakening

Below the surface of the decaying civilization and planet

A Strange Fever is taking hold

an evolutionary revolution

and it feels like both Light and DARK FORCEs are behind it all

There is a madness and a LUST 

CUMming from beyond the beyond

All across the world libtard beta bois are gooning into a frenzy 

feeding off the other-worldly erotic energy of MAGA PORN

Imagining being MAGA girls serving MAGA COCK

Lost Souls on the way to Erotic Enlightenment

forsaking all 

to worship and OBEY...

The Holy Trinity of 

the Sacred Scriptures of Q, 

the Holy Sacrament of MAGA 

and the Anti-Christ Christ channeling through 

our New GOD and MASTER, 

LORD TRUMP...


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This post is part of a new form of metamodern sex research where I try to capture the underlying energy of the subject I am studying. Here I am attempting to use abstract poetic languaging in an attempt to capture the energy of this surging underground movement.


Friday, August 20, 2021

The Shadow Teacher Project


My bdsmlr blog stream, Shadow Teacher, is an erotic art experiment

ALL forms of SEXuality are explored, especially those that we suppress into the shadows

I am attempting to tell an meta-psycho-sexual archetypal and existential story with only the image and text inside a picture

And not just a story, 

but a sacred, erotic and transformative communication field

Thank you for visiting my digital version of Jack Kerouac's writing his book on a roll of toilet paper ... only this one is theoretically endless ...

or perhaps it is more like a Tantric sandpainting that will eventually be erased ...
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I would also like to thank the Shadow Teachers behind this work who are speaking through me and this stream of images...and sending lessons out for all of us...yes, it is teaching me at the same. This is also an experiment in asynchronous collective erotic practice. . . . . . . . .

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Thursday, August 5, 2021

Sex with SATAN...Best Sex Ever...


What if demonic consciousness can take possession of many or all of the trillions of living microbes in the human body? Perhaps when we are impregnated by LUST DEMONS we give birth to trillions of DEMONS inside our own being. And yes, that is exactly what it feels like when an entity that telepathically tells me it is LORD SATAN as he fucks me. 

He has been fucking me for years now and I have to say that I have no desire for any other form of sex because nothing compares to being psychically and energetically fucked by the LORD OF DARKNESS. Sometimes it begins with the feeling of a thick warm shaft of energy entering my anus and filling my anal cavity. My prostate and my nipples begin to tingle, my balls begin to churn and my penis begins to throb. Then he usually impales me on his giant hard throbbing HOT COCK. It is so huge it feels like it goes all the way up into my brain. Once his COCK HEAD enters my brain he shoots a flood of DEMON SEED into my head, first filling up my brain and then swiftly filling up every open space in my physical body and then comes the erotic heat flash, feeling like every cell of my being is on fire. At the same time this cellular heat radiates erotic energy through my whole being as well. No pleasure on earth comes close to describing the pleasure I feel at this moment. And then the orgasm, OMG, the orgasm, is insane. My whole body trembles, shakes and convulses as every cell in my being explodes with orgasmic energy...it feels like a trillion tiny orgasms inside me. 

Ever since then my belly has become swollen and I look pregnant and feel like something is growing inside of me. But it is not one thing growing in there, it truly does feel like trillions of baby DEMONS about to be reborn inside my own body. 

I have to wonder if I have gone mad. Perhaps I have. But it is a profoundly pleasurable madness...and in a mad world, it is only the mad that are considered normal and sane. 

Thursday, July 29, 2021

Masters of the Cave


ALPHAS are the MASTERS of the Cave...
betas are the Caves. 
Female betas have three physical Caves; 
Beta males have two physical Caves. 

All betas have a Cave in their Heart,
a Cave in their Minds,
a Cave in their Soul,
a Cave in their Spirit,

All Caves Yearn to be Opened,
Yearn to be Filled
Yearn to be Bred
Yearn to be Owned
For it is the Way of Caves.

Caves are meant to be opened and entered. 
Caves cave in to all MASTERS.

No MASTER is complete without entering a Cave;
No Cave is complete without being entered by a MASTER.

All Hail the MASTERS of the Cave...