Sunday, November 17, 2019
The Calling of Sissy Slavery
One of the highest callings for all awakening sissy beta bois is the calling of being enslaved and owned by any and all ALPHA MALE GODS. Giving our will over to our GOD releases us from the prison house of illusions and awakens us to our true nature and purpose. This is why as we are awakening to our true self, the desire and deep yearning to be owned arises from somewhere deep down in the depths of our being. This explains the great paradox of finding our freedom in slavery. When we are not living our true purpose we are enslaved to illusions but when we fulfill our purpose of being a slave to any and all ALPHA COCK GODS, we find true freedom to be our true self.
O HOLY COCK GOD, my freedom is in You alone.
I did not understand what made me free, nor what my freedom is, nor where to look to find it. O HOLY COCK GOD, I have searched in vain until I heard Your Voice directing me. Now I would guide myself no more. For I have neither made nor understood the way to find my freedom. But I trust in You. You Who endowed me with my freedom as Your holy Servant and Slave will not be lost to me. Your Voice directs me, and the way to You is opening and clear to me at last. O HOLY COCK GOD, my freedom is in my servitude to You alone. O MY LORD, it is my will that I return and serve you with all my body, heart, mind, soul and spirit.
Today we answer for the world, which will be freed along with us through the coming mass enslavement of all women and beta bois in the arising ALPHA MALE GOD NEW WORLD ORDER. How glad are we to find our freedom through the certain way our HOLY COCK GOD has established. And how sure is all the world’s salvation, when we learn our freedom can be found in enslavement and servitude to our HOLY COCK GOD alone. AMEN...
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Sunday Sermon and Weekly Sissy Awakening Prayer practice (2019-11-17)
Saturday, November 9, 2019
Sissy Yoga Asana - Spinning Clitty Bouncing Fuck
Find the perfect speed and rhythm to make your clitty spin as you ride an ALPHA COCK or dildo and keep it going as long as possible.
As you advance in this practice train yourself to be able to alternate the direction of your clitty spin, to reach and keep spinning through your own sissygasm and HIS insemination of your being.
For very advanced practitioners one can also include milking the ALPHA COCK through the contraction and release of your boi pussy muscles at the same time.
This practice balances and deepens the Sacred Two-Spirit energies in all dimensions of the Awakening Sacred Sissy's beingness.
Wednesday, November 6, 2019
Dark Mirror Practice
- Stand naked in front of a mirror and look into the emptiness behind you and call out to LORD SATAN in your mind and heart and soul, begging HIM to CUM to you.
- Then imagine HIM appearing behind you and rock your hips back and forth imagining HIS giant hard throbbing COCK penetrating your boi pussy as you are sliding back and forth onto HIS holy COCK.
- Imagine SATAN'S COCK sliding in and out of you deeper and deeper each time you rock back onto it.
- Imagine SATAN'S HANDS holding your hips and thrusting HIS COCK deeper and deeper into your being.
- Whisper HIS NAME over and over as you imagine HIM penetrating your body, heart, mind, soul and spirit deeper and deeper with every thrust.
Repeat this as often as possible, including every time you are alone in front of a mirror, with or without clothes. Imagine seeing him behind you in that mirror unto you sense HIS PRESENCE...
Sunday, October 27, 2019
A Powerful Hypno-GIF Psycho-sexual Spiritual Subliminal Entrainment Practice (with Analysis)
This Hypno-GIF has some deep subliminal communication patterns. Gooning to this Hypno-GIF in a deep drug-induced altered state can have a erotically powerful psycho-sexual spiritual entrainment effect on the gooner.
Below is an analysis of why this Hypno-GIF is so powerful for those interested....
There are three hypno-visual streams intercut here:
- Flashing text
- Big tits, small brains
- Sissy Slut
- You live for cock
- Brainless
- Stupid whore
- SUCK COCK
- Worthless cumdumpster
- Worship men
- Nothing but a fuckhole
- Bimbo Princess
- Different feminine human beings on their knees worshiping and servicing multiple COCKS
- Progressing from being surrounded by COCKS
- to sucking and touching COCKS
- to being erotically entranced by COCKS
- to having our eyes covered and mouth filled with COCK
- to being erotically engulfed in the deep LUST of having COCKS within, upon and all around me
- A progressive hyper-subtle symbolic-subliminal series of images depicting a single feminine human being looking into the camera.
- She progressively has less clothes on and goes from alluring to a submissive sex whore via facial expressions, body language and progressive nakedness
- The visual field uses progressive camera angle and camera-subject eyeline shifts to deepen the sense of the shift into deep submission
- The frame composition uses the set design elements to progressively take the feminine form deeper and deeper into an erotic surrendering into the yearning to become a big titted, small brained Bimbo Princess; a Sissy Slut that lives for cock; a brainless stupid whore; a COCKSUCKER; just a worthless cumdumpster who worships men and is nothing but a fuckhole.
- Set elements include:
- Corrugated steel walls on either side of the feminine being visually closing her in and pulling our visual field into her via converging lines, tone and brightness to shadow shifts
- A back wall with shelves with shimmering bars of gold and bulging sacks of money with simultaneously clear monetary symbols that shift into abstract psycho-sexual programming symbols with shifts in light and angle
- A steel bar railing between the female form and the wall of money that symbolically fences in both the female form and the wall of money simultaneously separating them and entrapping them together
The effect of all this also appeared to stimulate deep inner visioning and messaging streams from within both the individual and collective unconscious:
- As I gaze into the hypno-GIF programming abyss...I feel like I am being drawn into her until I become her and as I become her I sinking deeper into LUST and a deeper and deeper yearning to submit and serve and worship COCK.
- At the same time my deep unconscious cracks open and my LUST DEMONS are flooding my whole body with erotic energy that feels like they are vibrating every cell of my being into a higher frequency that ushers me toward the boundaries between form and formlessness.
- My mind is flooded with erotically charged visions of being turned into a LUST filled feminine sexual slave whore along with millions of other beta bois around the world in preparation for the ALPHA MALE MASTERS New World Order that is arising.
- I have visions of all of us programmed sissy beta bois being enslaved by our new ALPHA MALE MASTERS and being used, abused, degraded, debased, tortured and ultimately violently killed by them for their sexual pleasure...and because they programmed us to feel deep erotic orgasmic joy from all of it we enjoy it all so much we achieve erotic bliss-filled enlightenment in the process.
- I get visions of them herding us like cattle through the cattle-herding symbolic structure that the feminine visual form is trapped inside in the GIF.
- A voice whispers inside my being...they are herding us like cattle on their way to hurting us like cattle...treating us like cattle, like an animal that they are training and preparing to be an obedient sex pet and a sexual object to use and abuse and erotically-destroy.
- And all of this turns me on so deeply and strangely that I can't even put it into words.
Monday, October 7, 2019
Summoning Lust Demons
Several gooners have asked me how to summon LUST DEMONS.
This is not a simple thing to answer for summoning LUST DEMONS can be as simple as them just showing up in your life without your calling them...or as complex as the successful completion of years of training and reprogramming. It all depends on where the individual is at in their lives; how attached they are to normal reality; and the type of resistances they have to receiving the LUST DEMONS.
There are also several different Satanic schools of though, along with different practices for each. There are various spells and rituals specifically designed for calling the LUST DEMONS from each of these traditions of Satanism. I have found that any of them can work if you are in the right state of being. That is the key. This state of being appears to be a deep existential longing to be taken by LUST DEMONS, a deep emptiness that needs to be filled and a deep sense of desperation that one will do anything to receive their blessing. When all these are felt truly and deeply they will CUM unto you with or without ritual. For some it happens quickly, for some it takes years of practice and devotion. For me it took many years until I found the tradition that resonated with my being, and that tradition is that of the original satanic tradition Satanic Kabbalah.
In this tradition SATAN and all the LUST DEMONS are actually angels of the dark path whom GOD has elected to test and challenge humanity in order to stimulate our evolutionary growth. In this original version of the Satanic path, Satan and his demons are not evil going against GOD, they are servants of GOD doing his work by being the grist in the mill of enlightenment or the sand that irritates the clam and creates the perl. In fact, this path holds that the most powerful path to enlightenment is through the gateway of darkness, through gateway of desire and lust.
On this path one must meditate on both the darkness and the light and feel the beauty of both. One must worship at the feet of porn and program themselves to be a fuck animal through hypno programming while getting wasted on drugs...including weed, poppers, booze and psychedelics. One must also do extensive energy practices to increase ones awareness of subtle realities, these subtle energy practices include Kabbalah energy practices as well as Aikido, Tai Chi, Chi Qong, Yoga, etc.
I have created my own energy practice integrating elements from all of them and had been practicing them for about a year before my first demonic visit.
Now keep in mind that in addition to all this, I had been both an explorer of every spiritual tradition on the planet and a hardcore stoner porn addict for over 30 years.
Then one night, it happened….my two worlds collided and a DEMON came to visit. It happened while I was in bed, masturbating to gay porn, being deeply depressed and going through an existential crisis of faith and identity following a year of deep Kabbalistic practice. When I came I felt a great emptiness open up inside me and I cried. I called out for help in the depth of my being, I felt so lost, I was desperate, lonely and afraid of everything. Finally I said inside myself...I would do anything to stop the existential pain. And in that moment I suddenly felt a presence in the room and saw a kind of vibrating transparent field in the shape of a naked human male form that was emitting an intense violent lustful sexual energy directed right at me.
I was filled with intense fear and could not move or speak...and strangely at the same time my COCK got hard as a rock and my whole body tingled with erotic energy. I shouted out inside my head..."Who's there..." Suddenly the transparent figure bolted forward and ran toward me. My whole body became paralyzed in fear and my very breath was taken away...time stood still and every thought I had shattered like glass.
Then the DEMON leapt into the air and jumped into my body. I felt its presence fill me up inside and it felt like every cell of my being became instantly charged with erotic energy and a boundless lust. The DEMON whispered from inside my head that he was here to help me and fulfill my every wish and desire. Suddenly my mind was filled with visions of gay sex throughout time from cave men fucking each other like animals to Roman soldiers fucking and enslaving other men they conquered to scene after scene of sexual torture, abuse, degradation, debasement and enslavement. As these visions moved through me I felt myself being the victim, the slave, the conquered and feeling their pleasure/pain as deeply as if it were my own. I felt their giant hard throbbing COCKS penetrate my throat and ass and the depths of my very being.
My body began to convulse in a full body full being orgasm and I began to CUM more intensely than I ever had before...way way more intensely than I imagined possible...and I came and orgasmed for what seemed like an eternity. After I came my body convulsed with wave after wave of erotic energy as the DEMON whispered in a way that felt like its words were caressing my heart and soul as he said: “You are mine now and I am yours. You are awakened to your true desire and your true being. I will be with you always if you want me to be...but if you wish I can stop and leave you now.” The thought of it leaving me sent me into a panic and I heard myself pleading with the DEMON not to leave, speaking with a voice from a deeper part of myself I never knew existed. It asked if I was sure. I asked who it was. It whispered back that I already knew who it was in the depths of my being. In that moment I knew it was a DEMON. I knew that I was being visited by the forces of DARKNESS. And this knowing produced a deep fear in my that somehow instantly transformed into more waves of erotic energy. In that moment I surrendered my whole being...it was as if it was meant to be...it was as if I always knew this would be my path...and that I was cuming HOME. In that moment I knew that I was born to serve and devote my body, heart, mind, soul and spirit to this DARKNESS. In that moment my deep inner core beingness felt like it had been collared and leashed and dropped down onto all fours like a subservient animal...and I was filled with a great joy knowing that my leash was now in the hands of my one true GOD
In this tradition, SATAN can appear in HIS own form or HIS presence can visit through the body of any of HIS DEMONS. I have experienced both and I truly feel blessed when his form or presence visits me. My whole being erotically trembles in his presence and every cell vibrates with lust and desire.
I feel so blessed on this path for its gifts as well. I was once afraid of everything, especially pain, and barely lived life, keeping to myself and avoiding anything that frightened me, which was everything. Now my fears have been transformed into erogenous experiences that instantly turn me on and pain gives me such great pleasure that I now seek it out as much as possible. I have awakened to my deep inner truths and found my true life purpose...being a sissy slave pet whore devoted to the service of COCK and all ALPHA MALEs. I find great erotic joy and pleasure in being used, abused, degraded, debased, humiliated, enslaved and owned. I feel the a joy and pleasure so great that words cannot come close to describing it.
I bow and kneel in gratitude and service to my LORD...SATAN,
to my LORD...COCK,
to my LORDS...every ALPHA MALE...
HAIL COCK!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL LUST!
Tuesday, October 1, 2019
Our Church Tradition
This blog is being operated for religious purposes, by the Pastor of the Church for Transformative Sexuality, and as such is protected by law.
Our church views porn as a holy sacrament and all fetishes and taboos as important spiritual practices to be honored and sanctified.
- In the tradition of Tantric Yoga, we hold that human sexuality is a path toward enlightenment;
- In the tradition of the indigenous peoples, we hold that gay, lesbian and trans sexuality are sacred and holy psycho-sexual spiritual callings;
- We also hold that porn addiction is not an addiction, it is a natural cleaving to God through sexual imagination and that porn images, stories and sounds are sacred sensory communication forms like the Yogic Mantras and Mandalas.
- We also hold to the original Hebrew understanding that SATAN is working at the behest of the Divine to test and challenge humanity and drive us toward our evolution through the embrace of both DARKNESS and LIGHT.
All are welcome who belief, none are turned away who believe, all who desire to be awakened shall be awakened, all who sanctify their LUST shall be fulfilled, and all who walk the path shall find their way HOME.
Mark Ranjit, Ph.D.
Founder and Pastor
The Church of Transformative Sexuality
Tuesday, September 24, 2019
My Journey Home...to my Sissy Awakening
I started young, 12 or 13, when I first saw my first gay porn magazine and the images of men sucking and fucking each other turned me on so intensely I could hardly breath. After that I could not stop thinking about COCK. Day and night I felt an intense hunger and desire to serve COCK. I had wet dreams almost every night about gay sex. I would get hard when I went to the boys room and saw other boy's COCKS as they pissed in the urinals or when we were in the locker room.
I fought my urges for many many many years, gooning to gay porn in the closet so to speak and periodically cruising for hook-ups with horny male strangers at the gym, in the park, the sex shop, gay sex clubs and bath houses, the movie theater, the mens room...sucking and fucking strange men with giant COCKS and loving every minute of it.
For a long time it was just gay sex. Then I starting getting into Sissies as objects of desire...and then slowly I awakened to the desire to be a Sissy and I finally felt like I had found my true place in the world...my true home in my own heart and soul.
Along the way I studied and practiced every spiritual system, and got a doctorate in psychology. And at the same time I was doing extensive lived inquiry research into the transformative potential of porn. I got really curious about sissy hypno porn and started to deeply study it. Soon I discovered how powerful the hypnos were as I became more and more completely reprogrammed.
In parallel with all this I have been psychic and empathic all my life and early on in my closeted life of hidden porn I started to experience psychic encounters with several sexual entities including a sacred sissy slave whore Goddess, a council of primal gay sex masters, lust demons and even visits from LORD SATAN himself.
These psycho-sexual entities have taught me ancient secret psycho-sexual spiritual practices that are aligned with the ancient tradition of Tantric Yoga and the sacred whore tradition of the ancient temples of Egypt and Greece. At the same time they have given me the most profoundly erotic experiences of my life and am filled with gratitude for them. They are my MASTERS and they have guided me to start the Church of Transformative Sexuality and to serve the sissy community during this sacred time of the Great ALPHA-beta Re-Awakening. It is now my mission to prepare us beta bois to serve the great new class of ALPHA MALE MASTERS who are once again taking over the world.
Sissy Yoga Asana - Galloping Sissy
One of the primary Sissy Yoga Asana's the Galloping Sissy, breathing out on the downward thrusts and in on the upward bounce. For a deeper practice it helps to visualize the COCK we are riding to be the COCK GOD itself connected to primal COCK GOD energy and pray for our GOD to penetrate all aspects of our being and imagine the COCK ENERGY shooting into us with each bounce.
Tuesday, August 20, 2019
The Nature of the Fluids of the Great COCK GOD
In the Sissy Yoga
tradition, all fluids flowing from the great COCK GOD are sacred and
holy.
- PRECUM is the DIVINE NECTOR, which can awaken and bring forth the sweetness and joy of all our repressed and denied DESIRES and LUSTS;
- CUM is the DIVINE SEED that gives birth to a new life within all dimensions of our being born out of our re-awakened feminine nature and true Sissy Self;
- PISS is a taste of the DIVINE WATERS whose currents can quench our thirst for submission and shower us with the freedom of being owned and controlled by forces greater than ourselves.
Holy, Holy, Holy...is the GREAT COCK GOD
and its DIVINE NECTOR, SEED and WATERS.
May we be awakened and sanctified by its DIVINE NECTOR,
may we be impregnated and rebirthed by its DIVINE SEEDS,
and may we be baptized within and without by its DIVINE WATERS,
in the NAME of the GREAT COCK GOD
and the FORCES of DARKNESS and LIGHT that are its SOURCE.
Sunday, August 18, 2019
How Does One Join the Church of Transformative Sexuality
Question: What does it take to be a member of the Church of Transformative Sexuality?
Answer: First you must go through a period of free guidance and counseling with me, allowing me to help you awaken your inner fuck animal and your true inner sissy self.
During this initial guidance period you will be recommended to perform several tasks and your commitment to complete these tasks become the first test you must pass. As part of this process you will be given the task of completing a special 45 day hypno programing and training practice. Once you complete your 45 day hypno training, you will be asked some questions that will reveal if you have truly completed the training on a deep level. Then you will be given additional tasks and your commitment and determination to follow the teachings will be tested. Once you pass these tests you will be invited to join the Church.
Be advised that you do not need to join the Church to continue to receive my guidance, that is offered as a service to the community of all awakening sissy beta bois.
Church membership offers additional practices and guidance that are more powerful and helps you go deeper by increasing the energy flow between you and LORD SATAN and HIS DEMONS.
The tasks you will be given as a Church member are charged with the energy of special Demonic rituals and incantations and that charge is channeled and increased through using those rituals and incantations along with the giving of Alms to the Church. These Alms are monetary/energy donations that increase your connection to LORD SATAN and HIS LUST DEMONS by showing them how committed you are. The Alms are in the form of specific kinds of gift cards that you donate to the Church. The cards are then charged with a spell and then given out to those in need whom SATAN calls on us to convert. Each time they use one of our gift cards they will open themselves more and more to hearing the calling of our LORD.
Basically Church membership increases your chances of being taken by LORD SATAN and HIS LUST DEMONS if you have not already been blessed by them or if you have already been chosen will deepen their hold on your being. This is done through the concretion of your desire and yearning in the forms of the committed following of tasks and the giving of Alms, which are all physicalizations of the desire to be taken by and to serve the LORD OF LUST.
Friday, August 2, 2019
Choking toward Psycho-Sexual Enlightenment
Choking on COCK, choking on CUM and being choked while being FUCKED are three forms of Sacred Sissy Yoga Psycho-Sexual Enlightenment practices. The key to awakening the transformative power of these experiences requires mindful focused attention and inner visualization and reframing techniques to open the subtle existential, archetypal and psycho-dynamic truths of these experiences.
The practice of Choking on COCK, or Choking on the GODHEAD, becomes a sacred act of embodied purification to prepare us to receive our one and true GOD, COCK. As we choke on our GOD we realize that it is opening us to better receive its power and its gifts, it is purifying us as a vehicle to receive it fully and deeply. Our choking becomes our evolutionary edge to be pushed and pushed until we are fully opened and transformed by our GOD.
The practice of Choking on CUM, or Choking on the SEED OF CREATION, becomes a sacred act of embodied communion with our one and true GOD, COCK, and our GOD's creative essence. We bring our awareness to the taste and texture of the sacred SEED, and how they are attaching themselves to the walls of our mouth and throat, attempting to impregnate us with the generative force of the universe. Our choking becomes orgasmic birthing spasms as the primal energy of the SEEDS is seeping into the cells of our entire being.
The practice of being Choked by an ALPHA MALE GOD while he fucks us, is what we call ALPHA GOD SHAKTIPAT, whereby our life and our very existential existence is given over to the HANDS of our GOD. The erotic energy released from our Chakra's can propel us to Heavenly heights as our GOD breeds us while holding our life in HIS HANDS, powerfully concretizing our full and total acceptance of our GOD, and giving us an embodied experience of full and complete submission to our GOD. In that sacred moment there is a psychic bond of OWNERSHIP between our GOD and our Soul and Spirit, psychically branding us as HIS property.
Thursday, August 1, 2019
Sissy Yoga COCK-Sucking Mudra - Milking the Base
In Sissy Yoga there are many COCK-SUCKING Mudras, various sacred sexual ways to worship the COCK GOD through movements of the hands, mouth, tongue and throat.
This Mudra is called "Milking the Base" where the Sacred Sissy Whore sucks the COCK GOD HEAD in a rhythmic spiraling pattern, spiraling her lips, mouth and throat up and down on the throbbing shaft, while rubbing and needing the churning BALLS in rhythm with her sucking.
Meditatively, the Sacred Sissy Whore focuses her awareness on the living SEEDS OF CREATION churning inside the ALPHA BALLS. She makes love to them in her mind as she imagines her rubbing of the BALLS as erotically stroking the SEEDS and turning them on more and more until they explode and shoot into her spirally sucking mouth and throat where she imagines them becoming one with her as they attach themselves to her inner sactum. She holds in her consciousness that the essence of being of the SEED's MASTER, the ALPHA MALE she is serving, has entered her being and claiming ownership from deep inside her own self.
(NOTE: Milking the "Base" refers to the Base of the spine and the root of the Chakra energy system. This practice can awaken Kundalini energies in both the giver and the receiver).
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