Monday, November 30, 2020

Mail-in Voting MAGA Initiation


My first MAGA COCK was just before the election. I was filling out my mail-in ballot and my housemate and best friend for 30 years and I got into a heated debate about TRUMP. He is hard core MAGA and I was hard core SJW so we had these debates often, but this time he called me a libtard sissy faggot and my whole body trembled with erotic energy. I had been gooning to MAGA PORN for months and those words together somehow triggers this deep erotic reaction. I was speechless and my crotch was bulging and pulsing. He noticed it and laughed and smiled and said that he had found my MAGA sissy PORN collection and that he was no longer my friend. I gasped and started to cry like a girl. Then he pulled out his giant 12 inch MAGA COCK and said he was now my MAGA MASTER and I was his MAGA SLAVE and that I was gonna suck his MAGA COCK while he filled out my ballot for me, voting for all red and voting against everything I believe and old dear. I swear it was the most erotic orgasmic experience of my life...by leaps and bounds...and now my life is complete heaven, serving him and his COCK is the most profoundly rewarding experience of my life. 

I especially love when he brings over his MAGA friends and they individually and collectively use, abuse, humiliate, degrade, debase, rape, beat and torture me for hours on end. 

I also love when they bring me on their MAGA CARAVAN trips intimidating other libtards like me and they take turns passing me between the different cars, trucks and campers servicing them. Oh God, and I also love how they ravage me in a group after they beat up some libtards and get all pumped up and they channel that pumped energy into me. 

 

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Hypno Porn Becomes Us


Hypno Porn is revolutionary in many ways, with a whole new generation choosing to self hypnotize ourselves in wild fuck animals by diving deep into our own unconscious, deconstructed our culturally-programmed repressed false self personas and releasing our primal LUST and desires and awakening us to our true self and our true purpose and place in the world. This is a revolution of consciousness, both for ourselves and humanity. Repression of our true self and true natures has caused many great problems in the world and we are taking back control of our own minds and hearts and healing this repression and all its effects.

 

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

TRUMP Withdrawal


As the post-election drama proceeds and more and more of the media are saying LORD TRUMP has lost, we red-pilled libtard sissies are experiencing TRUMP Withdrawal. 

We are deeply yearning for LORD TRUMP to steal the election, we don't want him to stop fucking us and destroying everything we hold dear. 

We have become addicted to his ALPHA MALE anti-Christ energy, gaslighting and abuse. 

We want to keep being fucked by MAGA Porn while the Q infects our hearts and minds and LORD SATAN infects our souls. 

We hope and pray for a last minute win in our primal being...a win for LORD TRUMP, LORD SATAN and the Q...and a deep loss for our high beingness and ideals. 

We are lost in the madness within us and all around us, and we are so addicted to the madness we yearn for it to never end and to keep getting more insane...falling down the rabbit hole feels so good...

 

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Church Initiation Ritual




Pre-Initiation Prep

  1. Completed Preliminary Training
  2. Received Ministerial Approval
  3. Channeling Psycho-Sexual Energy Practice – Every morning for 18 days (6+6+6) prior to Ritual
  4. Additional practices may be assigned by the Pastor customized for your own journey.

Prep for Ritual


Psycho-Sexual Gear for Chakra and Subtle Energy System Binding 


The more of these you include the more powerful the ritual (For women and beta males). When putting on each binding, imagine SATAN and a host of LUST DEMONS are surrounding you and that you are consecrating the part of the body you are binding to SATAN, repeating his name over and over while you place the binding on your body.
  1. Root Chakra = Butt Plug 
  2. Genital Chakra = Chastity Cage or Cock Ring (depending of penis size) (beta male); Chastity Belt or Vaginal plug or wearable dildo/vibrator (cis female) 
  3. Waist Chakra – Garter Belt 
  4. Heart Chakra – Nipple Clamps 
  5. Throat Chakra – Collar and Leash 
  6. Third Eye and Head Crown Chakras – Head Harness (Must cover the spot between the eyes and at the crown of the head.
  7. Wrist and Ankle Chakras -- Wrist and Ankle Restrains


Altar Space


Prepare your altar space by creating a circle on the floor with candles and symbols (printed images or altar pieces). For instructions on creating the circle and altar space see: https://www.wikihow.com/Cast-a-Wiccan-Circle

For the symbols and color of the candles and their placement in the circle see the outline below:

Northern Hemisphere: 
  • North (white candle) – Pentagram (above the head when lying down) 
  • East (yellow candle) – Phallus symbol – right 
  • South (black candle) – Six-Pointed Star (below the feet when lying down) 
  • West (Red candle) – Yani symbol – left 
  • Center – Ankh symbol
Southern Hemisphere: 
  • South (white candle) – Pentagram (above the head when lying down) 
  • West (yellow candle) – Phallus symbol – Left 
  • North (black candle) – Six-Pointed Star (below the feet when lying down) 
  • East (Red candle) – Yani symbol – Right 
  • Center – Ankh symbol
As you create your altar space hold it as a sacred act and that with each component of the altar you put in place you are transforming your space into a vessel to receive forces from beyond this dimension of existence and that you are creating an opening in your physical, energetic, emotional, mental, soulful and spiritual realities to receive any and all non-corporal beings.


Sacraments


The following are the sacraments to be used prior to and during the ceremony:
  • Prior to the Ceremony - prepare your energy body and your consciousness with the following practice and if you are able to, at least one mind altering substance. 
  • During the Ceremony: 
    • Glass of Red Wine


Initiation Ritual


After confirming all preparations with the Pastor, perform the Initiation Ritual at midnight on a Saturday night.

Stand facing the Pentagram symbol in your circle and bow as you say out loud:
O Great COCK GOD, manifest channel of the SOURCE of all Creation, DIVINE HORN that delivereth the SEED OF CREATION into this world of form! 
O mighty Lord SATAN, God of this world, God of the Great COCK GOD, God of my flesh, God of my mind, God of my innermost Will! 
Every part of this world is within Your power. You are within every part of this world. 
Every part of me is within Your power. You are within every part of me.

I am Yours, and I serve You willingly, for my true self was born to be your servant. 

Of my own free will, I now acknowledge Your power. Of my own free will, I now present myself to You. I give you all dimensions of my being, my body, heart, mind, soul and spirit are yours, now and forever...take me oh LORD SATAN, penetrate my being and possess it and make me your own. 


*The rest of the ceremony will be customized to your particular callings during consultation with the Pastor.


Monday, November 23, 2020

The Paradox of Psycho-Sexual Trauma


There is a strange paradox to our experiencing being used and abused without our consent. I remember my first time being bound and gagged and raped and beaten. The fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and physical, emotional, mental and existential pain were the most intense of my whole life. The experience was intensely traumatic and triggered all sorts of psychological pathologies inside me. I felt totally broken and shattered in all dimensions of my being. Yet at the same time, the whole experience haunted me in a strangely erotic way. I began to erotically yearn to be raped again. I masturbated to the traumatic memories over and over. I finally ended up putting myself in situations where I could be raped. And was actually raped several more times. After awhile the fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and pain were no long sources of suffering but had become sources of erotic joy. Because of all this I reached a state of no longer being afraid of anything and everything in existence became an erotic experience...and I achieved a state of erotically blissful enlightenment...a state I call "Broken Bliss"...

 

Sunday, November 22, 2020

My First Stroke Buddy Experience


I remember my first stroke buddy experience. I was a freshman in college and my dorm mate caught me masturbating to gay porn. I stammering and blushed and looked away. I was ashamed and afraid and my COCK got even harder than it was before. He whispered that everything was okay and that it was no big deal as he knelt down before me and took hold of my hard throbbing COCK. I remember the charge of erotic that surged through my COCK and my whole being as he stroked me up and down. It felt like each stroke was building a powerful energy deep inside my being and that my beingness itself was being drawn into that building force of energy. And then I felt my whole beingness draw down into my balls and shoot up my COCK and out of my body and into his hungry mouth that was sucking my COCK HEAD as.his stroking hand milked my essence of being out of me. I grabbed his head and slammed it down on my spurting COCK and shot more of my essence of beingness down he gulping gagging milking throat. In that instant we were one essence of beingness and then I was inside him and he was mine and I was his. 

By the end of the week we were stroke and suck and fuck buddies having gay sex all over the campus 24/7 with only breaking for classes. We would often meet each other after each class and find a place to go wild...behind bushes, in empty stairwells, in the bathrooms, in the library stacks, in the locker rooms and under the bleachers. And sometimes we would stroke each other under the study tables in the library right out in the open. 

One time another male student saw us and he stroked himself while he watched us. We ended up having a threesome in one of the study rooms, stroking, sucking and fucking each other for hours. He told us about the lounge in the basement of the gay student union that was open 24 hours a day and had a lot of gangbang action late at night. 

Lets just leave it at this was the beginning of an amazing four years of college gay sex...and of course I ended up going to grad school and got four degrees, became a professor and continued to have college sex for many years to CUM.

 

Saturday, November 21, 2020

TRUMP Tweets Addicting the American Psyche


LORD TRUMP has addicted the American psyche with his daily barrage of tweets that gaslight the left and cult program the right. We are now so addicted to him that the thought of him leaving office feels like drug withdrawal. We can no longer live without his constant ALPHA MALE energy laced words and actions infecting our consciousness...we are hooked and yearn for him to be our GOD for all eternity.

 

Friday, November 20, 2020

Team TRUMP and the Breaking and Taming of the Electoral College


As we watch team TRUMP go after the electoral college to steal the election we are both terrified and turned on. We feel helpless and a deep sense of being the loser. We feel like nothing can stop LORD TRUMP from taking away our vote and our freedom. We feel like we are bound and gagged and being tortured and while our minds frantically try to figure out a way to stop him our bodies erotically tremble at the growing sense of the futility of resistance. We know in our hearts and souls that LORD TRUMP is ten steps ahead of our own capacities to recognize what he is doing and how to stop him. We are his victims, his captives, and after four years of psychological abuse we hooked in and trapped and bound and gagged without a safe word...and all we can do know is goon to our own destruction and prepare ourselves for further abuses and torturing.

 

Thursday, November 19, 2020

The MAGA Coup


LORD TRUMP has a 95% chance of overturning the election because he has corrupted the system enough to have multiple avenues of manipulation and control. He has installed enough MAGA and Q corrupted judges in the system to find a route to his MAGA controlled Supreme Court to overturn the election. He also has an army of MAGA enforcers that have been infiltrating and corrupting the electoral college system to manipulate a shift there. He has also installed new MAGA oriented military leadership and has an army of MAGA WARRIORS armed and ready to fight in the streets for a forced coup. It will take a miracle to stop LORD TRUMP at this point.

 

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

The DARKNESS of the Shadows of Heart and Mind


Within hidden dimensions, inside esoteric and metaphysical patterns of being and becoming...


Beneath the surface of the faithful... 

there in the DARKNESS of the shadows of heart and mind, 
the buried LUST and desires of the human soul and spirit lie dormant, 
awaiting the awakening...


the awakening to worship COCK, 
the awakening to worship LORD SATAN...
and the awakening to our true selves 
and our true purpose 
and place in the world of form.
 

Monday, November 16, 2020

Initiation of a Gay Movie Star Slave Boi


I was house sitting for a movie star who was secretly gay. His entourage were all gorgeous gay hunks. He asked me to house sit for him while he was overseas shooting a movie. I said sure. Every morning I would swim naked in the pool and one day one of the guys from his entourage showed up. He asked if he could join me and I said sure. He stripped down and his giant hard throbbing COCK sprung to attention as he stepped into the pool at the shallow end. I was transfixed on his COCK for a long moment before he was fully in the water. He caught me gawking at his COCK and smiled. I blushed and sheepishly looked away and tried to hide my erection. 

We had hung out before and knew each other well and had many deep conversations in the past. So he swam up to me and started a conversation about the nature of eros and love as he slowly circled around me. Then he came up behind me and held me and spooned me. With one hand he held me around my waist and began to stroke my COCK with his other hand. At the same time he slide his massive COCK HEAD between my ass crack and rubbed my anus and gently began to press open my asshole. I gasped and shuddered and tried to swim away but he had me totally pinned. He nibbled on my ear and whispered: "It's okay. Don't be afraid. Everyone but you knows it's who you really are. Let me help you find your true self...let go...let me inside you..." 

With that he slide his entire COCK HEAD inside my boi pussy and I gasped and trembled with a strangely pleasurable pain. I kept whispering Oh God, Oh God, Oh God... as he slide his massive COCK further and further inside me under the water. Then he was fully inside me and held it there while he whispered: "Feel me deep inside you. It feels so good to have someone else inside you doesn't it." All I could do was whimper and nod my head yes. Before I knew it he was fucking slow and deep as we treaded water and floated in a circle. 

The other guys in the entourage came out of hiding, all of them naked with giant hard ons. They climbed in the pool and joined in. We had an orgy all day and all night. It was amazing. By the time the movie star came home I was all broken in for him and became a member of his entourage...which was actually his harem of slave boys. 

The night he came home he took me into his room and fucked me all night long. After that it was non-stop orgies at his homes in LA, New York and London, in his studio trailers and on location around the world.

 

Sunday, November 15, 2020

My First COCK Crush


I remember my first COCK crush. Well my first live COCK crush. I have been crushing after COCK in porn since I started puberty. But my first living breathing reality-based COCK crush was when I was in a psychic channeling seminar with a famous Hollywood psychic and he took a shinning to me and asked me to have lunch with him. He took me to this super gym in West Hollywood where they had a restaurant in the middle of the gym. He must have been some kind of VIP because they seated us by ourselves in one of there private dinning rooms. He told me I had the gift to be a psychic and he offered to train me personally. 

He touched my thigh and I got instantly turned on and blushed. The hot muscle bound hunk of a waiter showed up to take our order. He was only dressed in a pair of tight spandex shorts that was not hiding his giant COCK at all. He stood right next to me and his throbbing crotch was right in front of my face. I could barely breath it was so amazingly beautiful. The shape, the lines, the pattern of the throbbing veins, totally entranced me. 

The psychic softly whispered in my ear that he sensed I was a COCK slave whore in many past lifetimes and that in order to begin my special training I had to reconnect with those past lives. His voice was lyrical and it entranced me even more. I started having flashbacks from past lives where I was a COCK slave whore and got so turned on. Then the waiter pulled down his shorts and his COCK as glorious and I went COCK CRAZY for it. 

That week I had COCK for breakfast, lunch and dinner with my psychic and the waiter who I soon realized was the psychic's special COCK slave whore. I was so crushing on that waiter's COCK that I became obsessed and addicted to it so deep and so fast, all dimensions of my being were spinning. GOD that was a great COCK!