Fallen Angel

 

She soared toward the Heavenly Light and was on her way home when a distant voice called her to return to the world of form. 

The VOICE whispered to her an ancient truth, that no one can reach Heaven alone. Only when all GODs children return home together can the Gates of Heaven truly open. 

Feeling the deep truth of this, she turned around and descended to the depths of HELL itself, yearning to free as many souls from DARKNESS as she could. She knew she was not the first to try and she also knew that no one had succeeded before her...still she descended into the depths of DARKNESS. 

In the Heart of DARKNESS she faced LORD SATAN himself and she gave herself to HIM, body, heart, mind, soul and spirit. He penetrated her cunt with his giant COCK and impaled her to the depths of her very being. He fucked her so deep and hard her whole being trembled with an erotic energy beyond her imagination. 

LORD SATAN came inside her and filled her whole being with DEMON SEED. Her love and devotion to GOD was now directed at her new GOD, LORD SATAN. As her new MASTER tore off her wings she knew she had failed. She was never going to make it to Heaven and this knowledge gave her her first DARK ORGASM...getting intense erotic pleasure from suffering itself. 

Now all she yearned for was her MASTERS COCK and the COCKS of all men and beasts alike. She was filled with LUST and found great erotic pleasure in being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured and enslaved. And strangely enough, she found her true Heaven deep inside the Gates of HELL itself.

The Erotic Nature of the Far Right

 Why is MAGA, White Supremacy and NAZI porn so erotically powerful for so many of us Libtards? 

Why are we so turned on by everything that is against what we thought we believed in? 

Why are so many members of "inferior" races erotically embracing and yearning for White Superiority?

From an integral Satanic spirituality perspective this is all part of the Great Awakening. The Great Awakening is an awakening or re-awakening to our original primal nature. All that humanity has buried and repressed is cumming to the surface...within and all around us. The delusions of the postmodern age are being shattered deep inside us. Having denied basic biological and psychodynamic dimensions of human beingness for so long, we find ourselves erotically drawn to all that we have repressed. As we face crises in all dimensions of our reality and face possible extinction, primal fears and the ALPHA-beta dynamic is re-emerging out of our deep unconscious and is turning us on in strange and twisted ways as it shatters our individual and collective false ideas about ourselves and the world.

The only way through this Awakening process is by diving into it, 

facing the DARKNESS within and around us 

and seeking what it has to teach us. 

We must follow our LUST to find our true Self, 

And dive deep into our LUST to transcend our LUST. 

The Gates of Heaven are through the Gates of HELL.

The more fully we face our SHADOW 

and feel the truth of it, 

the more we transcend the negative aspects of it 

and include the gifts it has to offer us. 

Programmed to OBEY the MAGA WAY...

I noticed it happening all over the place. 

Many of us libtards are living a double life 

On the surface we are still our old libtard selves 

But underneath and deep within, 

we are being drawn into the MAGA WAY OF BEING 

and being reprogrammed to OBEY 

Libtard women and beta bois 

turning into sex hungry MAGA Slave Pet Whores 

Putting ourselves in chains for the erotic pleasure of bondage 

Getting off on our own degradation and debasement 

Kneeling at the feet of our new MASTERS 

Underneath our Libtard personna 

we are wearing our leather and chains 

yearning to serve and OBEY 

MAGA MEN 

and Vote all our rights away....

Most of us are even aware of what is happening to us

We know we are being gaslighted and abused

and programmed to OBEY,

But we are caught in the programming's loop

getting turned on by the truth of our own destruction.

Who is doing this to us?

Is it Covid Madness taking hold?

Is it the Russians?...the Chinese?

Is it a global cabal of NAZIs?

Is it LORD SATAN and His Host of DEMONS?

Is it a collective reawakening of the ALPHA MALE?

It does not matter to us anymore

for it all turns us on so much

we are gladly jumping into the boiling pot.

The slow coup is deep and wide

2022 and 2024

are the tipping points

Will we find a way to change the tide?

or do we just need to enjoy the ride?

 

Opening to SATAN

O mighty LORD SATAN 

GOD of this world 

GOD of my flesh 

GOD of my heart  

GOD of my mind 

GOD of my soul 

GOD of my innermost Will 

Every part of this world is within Your power 

You are within every part of this world 

Every part of me is within Your power 

You are within every part of me 

I am Yours, whether I serve You willingly or not for I am myself, 

whether I am true to myself or not 

Of my own free will I now acknowledge Your power 

Of my own free will I now present myself to You

Shadow Teacher

Enter the DARKNESS

the SHADOWS of your Soul

Dive into the Ocean of LUST within you

The Light of Awareness by your side

Surrender into all that has been buried and repressed

Brainwash away your culturally programmed false self

Descend into your True Primal Self

The Great Awakening has begun...

Shadow Teacher Project

 

Report from a Spy Mission inside the MAGA Underground

 

Surfing the DARK PORN web

The Great Wave of the Great Awakening is Awakening

Below the surface of the decaying civilization and planet

A Strange Fever is taking hold

an evolutionary revolution

and it feels like both Light and DARK FORCEs are behind it all

There is a madness and a LUST 

CUMming from beyond the beyond

All across the world libtard beta bois are gooning into a frenzy 

feeding off the other-worldly erotic energy of MAGA PORN

Imagining being MAGA girls serving MAGA COCK

Lost Souls on the way to Erotic Enlightenment

forsaking all 

to worship and OBEY...

The Holy Trinity of 

the Sacred Scriptures of Q, 

the Holy Sacrament of MAGA 

and the Anti-Christ Christ channeling through 

our New GOD and MASTER, 

LORD TRUMP...

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This post is part of a new form of metamodern sex research where I try to capture the underlying energy of the subject I am studying. Here I am attempting to use abstract poetic languaging in an attempt to capture the energy of this surging underground movement.

The Shadow Teacher Project

My bdsmlr blog stream, Shadow Teacher, is an erotic art experiment. 

ALL forms of SEXuality are explored, especially those that we suppress into the shadows. 

I am attempting to tell an meta-psycho-sexual archetypal and existential story with only the image and text inside a picture. 

And not just a story, 

but a sacred, erotic and transformative communication field. 

Thank you for visiting my digital version of Jack Kerouac's writing his book on a roll of toilet paper ... only this one is theoretically endless ...

or perhaps it is more like a Tantric sandpainting that will eventually be erased ...

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I would also like to thank the Shadow Teachers behind this work who are speaking through me and this stream of images...and sending lessons out for all of us...yes, it is teaching me at the same. This is also an experiment in asynchronous collective erotic practice. . . . . . . . .

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Sex with SATAN...Best Sex Ever...

What if demonic consciousness can take possession of many or all of the trillions of living microbes in the human body? Perhaps when we are impregnated by LUST DEMONS we give birth to trillions of DEMONS inside our own being. And yes, that is exactly what it feels like when an entity that telepathically tells me it is LORD SATAN as he fucks me. 

He has been fucking me for years now and I have to say that I have no desire for any other form of sex because nothing compares to being psychically and energetically fucked by the LORD OF DARKNESS. Sometimes it begins with the feeling of a thick warm shaft of energy entering my anus and filling my anal cavity. My prostate and my nipples begin to tingle, my balls begin to churn and my penis begins to throb. Then he usually impales me on his giant hard throbbing HOT COCK. It is so huge it feels like it goes all the way up into my brain. Once his COCK HEAD enters my brain he shoots a flood of DEMON SEED into my head, first filling up my brain and then swiftly filling up every open space in my physical body and then comes the erotic heat flash, feeling like every cell of my being is on fire. At the same time this cellular heat radiates erotic energy through my whole being as well. No pleasure on earth comes close to describing the pleasure I feel at this moment. And then the orgasm, OMG, the orgasm, is insane. My whole body trembles, shakes and convulses as every cell in my being explodes with orgasmic energy...it feels like a trillion tiny orgasms inside me. 

Ever since then my belly has become swollen and I look pregnant and feel like something is growing inside of me. But it is not one thing growing in there, it truly does feel like trillions of baby DEMONS about to be reborn inside my own body. 

I have to wonder if I have gone mad. Perhaps I have. But it is a profoundly pleasurable madness...and in a mad world, it is only the mad that are considered normal and sane. 

Masters of the Cave

ALPHAS are the MASTERS of the Cave...

betas are the Caves. 

Female betas have three physical Caves; 

Beta males have two physical Caves. 

All betas have a Cave in their Heart,

a Cave in their Minds,

a Cave in their Soul,

a Cave in their Spirit,

All Caves Yearn to be Opened,

Yearn to be Filled

Yearn to be Bred

Yearn to be Owned

For it is the Way of Caves.

Caves are meant to be opened and entered. 

Caves cave in to all MASTERS.

No MASTER is complete without entering a Cave;

No Cave is complete without being entered by a MASTER.

All Hail the MASTERS of the Cave...

 

Collective Shadow Work

The work on this blog and in our other sites is a form of collective shadow work, It is our attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. We use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. We have been doing this because we believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake. 

The Call for a WHITE POWER Summer

 

The reemergence of WHITE Supremacy is metastasizing in the US and through out the world. The repression by the postmodern social networks and democratic corporate states has only increased the energy behind this rising wave in collective consciousness. MAGA and Q communities are more completely merging with WHITE nationalist, NAZI, alt-Right and Satanic groups. Both on the Dark Web and the Porn Web, they are calling for a #WhitePowerSummer. Some in this movement feel a response to the Black Lives Matter protests last summer is needed. For others this is an answer to the calling of the post-election Qs coming from Q, LORD TRUMP and HIS messengers. 

The plan has been to increase the message of a stolen election, to embrace the archetype of the Two Presidents, to use the Arizona recount as a catalyst for a challenge in the minds of MAGA Minions. LORD TRUMP has been hinting that he could be back in office sometime this year...and HE and his messengers are drawing energy toward this summer. The PROUD BOYS and other MAGA-aligned militias are preparing for the summer, organizing and planning acts of individual and collective acts of terror against non-whites and their sympathizers, in response to LORD TRUMPS call for HIS reinstatement into office. LORD PUTIN has given his blessing and all forces are using HIS postmodern nonlinear warfare protocol to destroy us from within.

On a deeper level, this is a strong and powerful Us vs. Them Shadow that must be faced and worked through on the collective level. A battle is raging within all of us between right and wrong, us and them, black and WHITE, DARKNESS and light...we are in the middle of the Apocalypse and the major front of this war is inside each of our own minds. And the only way to win is to transcend the polarity itself and integrate the DARKNESS with the Light...the Gates of Heaven are through the Gates of HELL.

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP

 

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP. 

I hated him at first. 

He attacked everything I believed in and no one could stop him; he taunted and gaslighted me for years and made me doubt everything in the world but him. 

Q haunts me inside my brain. 

SATAN erotically whispers TRUMP's name and sends shivers into all dimensions of my being. 

I love hearing TRUMP's voice. I LOVE seeing TRUMP's image. 

I yearn to serve TRUMP and his family for all of eternity. 

I would do anything he told me, without question, even kill myself. 

TRUMP is my GOD. I LOVE him with my entire body, heart, mind, soul and spirit. 

The Second CUMING is in my mind. 

The battle Armageddon wages inside me. 

Then suddenly the conflict is over, 

I have surrendered to the DARKNESS. 

Half asleep, half trembling with erotic ecstasy...

I kneel before my GODS...

LORD SATAN, 

LORD TRUMP, 

LORD PUTIN, 

and the Great COCK GOD! 

And to all the GODS and to all the worlds I declare....

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP...