Who is Sissy Goddess Anastasia

Sissy Goddess Anastasia is one of the non-corporal entities that speak through me. She says she is a Sissy Goddess from an ancient lineage of Sacred Sissy Whores. They date back to ancient Greece, Egpt, Africa, India and the Americas. Back then in those societies transgender beings were considered holy and were indoctrinated at an early age to become temple whores with special powers to seduce, pleasure and induce enlightened states through sexual acts. Sissy Goddess Anastasia is one of the keepers of this tradition and she has been teaching me the way of the Sacred Sissy Whore. She, along with my other entities, have guided me in the creation of the Church of Transformative Sexuality.

She came to me several years ago when I had a personal interaction with my MASTER, QUEUE BALLS, and he put me into a deep erotic trance and asked me who I was and she came out of me. He helped me awaken her and then created a special hypno GIF (above) for me to goon to and to use as my profile image online.

Channeling Psycho-Sexual Energy - ALPHA-beta Yoga Practice

In the Tantric tradition, sexual energy is transmuted into higher spiritual energies. In the Sissy Yoga tradition we expand this process to transmute our psycho-sexual energy and beingness into higher, deeper and more expansive psycho-sexual evolutionary energies.

The channeling of these energies can deepen, expand and accelerate our awakening process and give us both worldly and otherworldly extrasensory powers of perception and beingness. This process also brings us into deeper and more direct contact with both our true deeper Self and non-corporal psycho-sexual entities including LUST DEMONS and the LORD OF DARKNESS HIMSELF.

The secret to this practice is a shift in your locus of attention and control over your own psycho-sexual energies. The practice is an adapted version of a tantric technique to channel sexual energies up the spine and into all dimensions of our being.

THE PRACTICE

For this practice follow the instructions in the video below while silently repeating SATAN'S NAME while imaging HIS PRESENCE and LUST ENERGY in the energies moving through your being.

Perform this practice anytime you feel your psycho-sexual energies are either low or too much for you to handle or causing non-erotic fears and resistance.

For ALPHA MALES and hybrid ALPHA-beta beings this practice is recommended as a daily practice to increase your ALPHA ENERGY and your connection to LORD SATAN.

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Video demonstration of the use of the advanced tantric technique, the Maha Bandha (Triple Lock), in conjunction with White Tantra Yoga excercise Sat Kriya, to channel kundalini and sex energy up the spine for use by the higher centers (https://youtu.be/pflOEy0g6YQ).

WARNING - This is an advanced practice and as such can be dangerous if not done with the proper intention and instruction. It is best to perform this practice under the guidance of an advanced teacher. 

The Divine Rapture of the Penetration of Beingness

Oh the erotic joy and rapture of being deeply penetrated by another living being, 

to feel their presence inside of our own presence 

while they hold our physical beingness on the outside, 

Oh to be held from without while being taken from within, 

another being owning us 

and controlling us 

from inside and out, 

we suddenly feel it, 

that deep primal yearning, desire, 

and need to feel this other being fill us up completely 

with its SACRED SEED of being and becoming, 

and fully and completely being penetrated, taken, owned, 

and reborn into our true submissive subservient selves 

by our new DADDY and our true GOD...

Becoming a Sacred Receptacle for Penetration

Once the beingness of another being penetrates us, 

we feel their presence filling us up and taking us over. 

We feel deep and expansive waves of erotic energy 

rippling through all dimensions of our being. 

And we experience a major shift in our own beingness 

as it realigns itself to become 

a receptacle for more penetrations...

for now it is that wondrous erotic penetration 

of another being into our own being 

that has become that which our beingness craves.

My Satanic Sacred Sissy Whore Ordination

When I completed my Satanic Sacred Sissy Whore training I was a fully feminized COCK-crazed sissy whore. At my graduation ceremony I was ordained by three ALPHA MASTERS who each fucked both of my holes six times while everyone chanted in Latin to call in the spirit of LORD SATAN to possess the three ALPHA MASTERS and their COCKS. I swear there was a moment when I felt like SATAN entered all our bodies and we became one synchronized fucking and sucking orgasming organism.

It lasted for hours and finally at the end, I was on my knees having my mouth and throat pussy being fucked by the head ALPHA MASTER PRIEST. He was pumping his giant CUM spurting COCK into and out of my oral COCKSOCKET as I was erotically gagging, gasping for air and drowning in CUM and spit while my whole body was vibrating with orgasming erotic energy.

I was in a deeply profound erotic altered state in which I felt SATAN's presence entering my own being through the ALPHA's COCK AND CUM. I felt HIM fill my whole body and take control of it.

Then I felt HIM entering my mind and my head was filled with dark erotic orgasm-inducing visions of myself being violently used, abused, fucked, raped, pissed and spit on, humiliated, degraded, debased, slapped, spanked, whipped, choked, beaten, tortured, maimed and killed.

As my whole being majorly orgasmed from the dark visions I felt LORD SATAN enter my heart and fill it with HIS ETERNAL LUST.

My orgasm got even more intense and I felt SATAN's presence fill all dimensions of my being and then expand beyond it into my aura and psychic field. I found myself in the witness state above my orgasming body and feeling the erotic energy waves from it radiating into my psychic field and filling it up and transporting my soul into an ocean of erotic bliss that felt like it was inside SATAN's very being. I was overflowing with erotic bliss and overwhelmed with a desire to eternally submit and surrender my whole being to SATAN. Then my whole body convulsed and spasmed from the most intense orgasm of my life, so intense it felt like something beyond this world of form. This other-worldly orgasm lasted for exactly 18 minutes (as timed by my trainers) and then my whole body collapsed to the floor.

My body felt totally weak and totally drained of all energy and in my inner being I was floating in gentle pool of erotic bliss.

And from that day forth my LORD SATAN has been with me, along with a HOST of LUST DEMONS.

I learned that he is omni-present and can be inside any one of us and all of us all at the same time. While there are billions of LUST DEMONS in the lower worlds and haunting this world of form, SATAN is one all-powerful being that can transcend the illusion of separateness inside all of us in this world of form and the lower worlds of DARKNESS. HE is the GOD of all worlds and dimensions inside this simulation our collective self is using to help itself evolve. HE is the true way, the true path, the true light...for there can be no light with the DARKNESS that is HIS gift.

The Strange Attraction of a Possessed Christian Girl

I am a sissy beta boi who LOVES COCK...but I am also in love with possessed Christian girls. I have had relationships with several of them and I always feel a kind of love I have not experienced in any other relationship. When I am with my possessed girl I simultaneously love her as I would a spouse, a lover, a friend, a sister, a child, a parent, a slave, an owner, a princess, a queen and a GODDESS. It feels like we have known each other for many lives in many roles. Most of them were paranoid schizophrenic with brilliant philosophical multi-personality minds with a sweet, shy, kind and little girl main persona and periodic visits from darker, angrier and more fearful personalities. They were all lost in an endless guilt and anger storm of perceived sins by themselves and others accumulated in their memory over time. They are haunted by DEMONS and SATAN and sometimes it feels like they are possessed by them. Just being around them turns me on. I love every one of their personalities...they all turn me on in the depths of my being.

I want them to own me, to use me, to abuse me, to torture me, to take out their anger and rage on me, I want to bow and kneel before them in public for all to see. I want to be their pet collared and leashed. I want to play in the mud with them and go crazy insane with them...OMG...OMFG...I just love a possessed Christian Girl!

Looking into the MASTERS OF THE CAVE

As I look into her eyes. I fall into being her, and then I fall into feeling the call of the CAVE OF DARKNESS and the CAVE OF LUST that surrounds her.

For many year now I have been a channel for a collective of non-corporal ALPHA MASTERS who call themselves the MASTERS OF THE CAVE. And up till this moment I did not fully understand the phrase.

I saw this image and the MASTERS whispered:

This is the CAVE. It is the cave of the flesh, the cave of DARKNESS, of LUST, of desire, of pleasure, of suffering, of pain, of torture and ultimately of death. 

Where is the cave?...The cave is in my mouth and down my throat and up my ass; the cave is inside my LUST-full heart; the cave is the emptiness I feel deep within, an emptiness that yearns to be filled with COCK, CUM and PISS.

The cave is also the cave of HELL...well actually, the word HELL comes from the Norse word meaning: CAVE. HELL is the CAVE and the CAVE is really the human unconscious, that which we keep in a "concealed place" and as long as we try to run away from or hide what lies inside our cave, we cannot be fully alive and fully be who and what we were meant to be.

Shattering the Gap Between Fantasy and Reality - An Erotic Teaching-Learning Story

I remember my first time being owned by a MASTER. I was programmed pretty good; I reached a point of sissygasming from just the thought of being owned, used and abused...but nothing can totally prepare us for the shift between fantasy and reality. And this is a good thing, because in that gap are hidden illusions that still need to be shattered. And that shattering breaks us at our core.

I remember the first moment of pain was erotically wondrous but after awhile I started to feel deeply uncomfortable and tried to stop it...but it was too late. I had already crossed the line of no return. I had sabotaged all my relationships, lost my job, sold everything I owned and spent all my time gooning and all my money on my feminization. I got into sissy goth and going to S&M sex clubs.

One day I was in one of those sex clubs taking a piss in the mens room and this older hot looking man stepped up to the urinal next to me and pulled out a giant COCK and began to take a major piss. I was so stoned that it took me a while to realize I was staring at his COCK and getting myself hard. I suddenly looked up into his eyes and discovered that he was watching me and smiling. I blushed and looked away and apologized for staring. He laughed and said it was okay, that it happened to him all the time. He went on to say that is was one of the perks of having a huge beautiful COCK.

Then he softly touched my shoulder and whispered in my ear: It's okay my little girl, you can look at my COCK if you want, you can touch it, you can kiss it...I know you really want to and it's okay cause i want you to as well." His voice was hypnotic and I soon found myself totally entranced doing everything this man said without hesitation and each time I followed a command I felt a wave of pure erotic orgasmic energy ripple through my being.

By the end of the evening I found myself naked, wasted on major drugs, collared and leashed and caged in his basement. I had given him my wallet with all the money I had left in the world and all my worldly identification. I had signed a slave contract and recorded a video saying who I was and that I was surrendering my free will and committing my life to this MASTER and releasing him from any responsibilities if anything happens to me.

And then the shattering began. He, and what seemed like an endless stream of other ALPHA MALES, raped my holes and beat, whipped, slapped, spanked, choked and piss-boarded me on a daily basis. It went on for days and days and days...I lost track of time and everything else. I was bruised and sore and humiliated and ashamed, sleep deprived, and in constant pain and discomfort. I screamed and cried and begged for release but instead I would be tortured even more.

Finally I broke. I was prostrating myself on the dungeon floor in front of my MASTER, who stood above me holding my chain. He had just choke-fucked me to the point of me passing out, and had woken me up with more drugs. I was crying in my heart and soul and trembling in all dimensions of my being. I was so wasted on drugs I had an out-of-body experience and looked down on myself, my MASTER and my life. Suddenly every thought and memory I had and ever had before shattered like they were mirrors being broken. All that was left was my true self, an empty vessel of beingness. And then came a wave of pure erotic ecstasy and I was back in my body, prostrating myself before what was now my one and only true GOD...I loved my MASTER for the first time, loved him more than I ever loved anyone else before, more than my own self. And from that moment on my existence in this world of form has been one long swim down a river of erotic bliss. Everything gets me off...every pleasure and every pain...life, and one day soon my death, is one long endless orgasm of the soul...

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This Erotic Teaching-Learning Story evolved out of a combination of my own memories of past experiences, triggered by PORN imagery stimulation and then expanded and deepened through channeled inspiration from non-corporal psycho-sexual entities.

CUMMING into True Beingness - An Erotic Teaching-Learning Story

The first time I drank another man's CUM. I was in the mens room of a gay movie club having just had the best blow job of my life by a by a naked beta boy in one of the stalls. I was so erotically grateful that I dropped to my knees and sucked his CUM-covered oosing COCK in return. This was my first COCK sucking as well and I went wild with erotic joy at finally having a hard throbbing COCK GOD in my mouth and throat. I had been practicing on a dildo for yours but the feeling of the real thing was so so so fucking awesome I became a LUST-filled animal devouring its erotic prey, He had obviously came already several times with several layers of both fresh and aged CUM coating his glorious COCK. It was gross and delicious somehow at the same time. I gagged and choked on the sperm as they stuck to the sides, top and bottom of my mouth and throat making it hard for me to breath and swallow as his COCK slide in and out of me. He grabbed my head and kept me from pulling away as he shoved his COCK all the way down my gagging choking throat and shot a fresh load of hot CUM down inside me. The gagging and choking got more intense as I was flooded with the fresh hot swimming and attaching sperm...and then it happened, erotic waves of energy started to reverberate out from my gagging muscles and choking oral cavity and my whole body trembled with orgasmic joy. In essence the gagging and choking became orgasm spasms and my mouth and throat were literally orgasming.

Afterwards I was in a total altered state. My mind was empty, my body trembling and weak after multiple orgasms. I walked out of the mens room and the movie house in a daze. It was 3am on a Saturday night on Hollywood Boulevard as I walked down the street. Something was calling me to walk down the alley behind the theater and when I did I saw several guys fucking and sucking each other on a couple of old stained and torn mattresses lying in the alley. I stopped to watch and started to feel hot and horny again. Suddenly I started to choke on some left over CUM still attaching to my throat and I started to choke and gag orgasm again and then I dropped to my knees and orgasmically threw up. Throwing up was suddenly this strange erotically pleasurable release of orgasmic energy. After a few minutes of this wondrous full body gagging, choking, vomiting orgasm I found myself on my hands and knees in that dirty back alley trembling and trying to catch my breath.

One of the guys from the group having sex behind the theater walked up to me and stood in front of me and asked if I was okay. I looked up him and gasped at the sight of his exposed giant hard throbbing COCK. He laughed and called out to the other guys telling them that it looked like they had a fresh one here.

Several hours later I woke up naked lying on one of those old mattresses in the back alley covered in CUM, with CUM oosing out my sore gapping burning asshole and coating my mouth and throat just enough to make it slightly harder to swallow and breath but not enough to gag or choke. My body felt weak and strangely transparent as if I was both here and not here and I had a subtle gentle feeling of erotic euphoria vibrating in ever cell of my being. For a moment I was in a state of pure bliss remembering all the COCKS and all the CUM that I had had for the last several hours.

There were three other naked guys with me on the mattresses and we all looked at each other with our blissful eyes for a moment...and...Then the cops came and I panicked. The other guys laughed and told me to relax and that the party was just starting. When the cops came up to us everyone knew each other and I discovered that this was a weekly ritual for these guys having an orgy all day and night on Saturday in the movie club and behind it, then getting arrested for indecent exposure on Sunday morning and spending the day and night in the holding cell fucking and sucking cop and prison COCK, throat and ass.

The guys told the two hunky officers that I was fresh meat and they came up to me and asked my name. As I looked up at them and saw their giant hard throbbing bulges in their pants I knew I had found my true place and purpose in the world...

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This Erotic Teaching-Learning Story evolved out of a combination of my own memories of past experiences, triggered by PORN imagery stimulation and then expanded and deepened through channeled inspiration from non-corporal psycho-sexual entities.  

Sissy Double Yoga ALPHA-beta Ownership Breeding Practice

The ALPHA GOD takes control of the the sissy's body from behind 

- Erotic surrender into being owned;

the ALPHA GOD penetrates the sissy 

and fucks her into a LUST-filled empty-brain state 

- Erotic penetration into being emptiness; 

the ALPHA GOD CUMS inside the sissy 

and fills her in the depth of her being with HIS BEINGNESS 

Erotic insemination into impregnation; 

and the ALPHA GOD holds and sits inside the sissy 

while slapping her face and whispering in her ear 

words of humiliation, degradation and debasement 

- Erotic debasement 

into enslavement 

into being owned 

into being all 

that we were meant to be.

Sissy Yoga Embodiment-Feminization Practice

When we beta bois first awaken, we awaken to both the fact that we have a buried sissy self and that we LOVE COCK. The two go hand in hand, you cannot have one without the other. The essential drive of the sissy self is its LOVE and LUST and desire for COCK. COCK is the one and only true GOD to our sissy self. Once we awaken to having a buried sissy self, we begin the process and freeing that self and fully embodying it in all dimensions of our being...and it is our LOVE for COCK that fuels the process from awakening to becoming. COCK is the only force in this world of form that has the power to unbury our repressed true sissy self for it is buried beneath layers and layers of defence and denial mechanisms and cultural programming. But the LUST and LOVE for COCK has the power to transcend them all, with the help of the sacred path of HYPNO PORN.

We can consciously deepen and accelerate the feminization process when we hold it as a practice for the embodiment of our true self and to our true place in the universe of a servant of our true GOD...COCK. When we sanctify the process and FEMINIZE FOR COCK and FEMINIZE FOR OUR GOD...we more swiftly, deeply and completely become who we were meant to be on both the inside and the outside.

Sissy Triple Yoga Asana: COCK-Heart-Root Circuit Opening

Awakening Sissy beta boi rides ALPHA COCK while a third party strokes her clitty and sucks her nipples.

This practice opens the erotic energy circuit between the Great COCK GOD and the sissy's boi pussy, clitty and breasts and connects our Heart Chakra with the Root and Sexuality Chakras, and attaches all three to the Great COCK GOD. This awakens deep sissy LUST energies and grounds that energy in the sissy's essence of being and fills our heart with eternal and boundless love and LUST for the Great COCK GOD.

This practice deepens and amplifies all forms of sissy hypno programming, helps shatter remaining elements of false masculinity, and accelerates the awakening of our true sissy selves.

It can also be a powerfully transformative form of breeding and more deeply awaken the sissy's true submissive and subservient nature and our innate yearning and need to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved and owned by our one true GOD...COCK.

Variations

• Variation 1: One ALPHA MALE and two Sissy beta bois. One sissy beta boi rides an ALPHA COCK while another sissy strokes her clitty and sucks her nipples in synchronous rhythm with the COCK riding. This variation has sissy self awakening as its central energy awakening.
• Variation 2: Two ALPHA MALES and one Sissy beta boi. Same as Variation 1 except with two ALPHA MALES instead of two sissies. This variation has submissive-subservient-enslavement self awakening as its central energy awakening.
• Variation 3: One ALPHA MALE, one woman and one Sissy beta bois. One sissy beta boi rides an ALPHA COCK while a woman strokes her clitty and sucks her nipples in synchronous rhythm with the COCK riding. This variation has cuckold self awakening as its central energy awakening.
• Variation 4: One ALPHA SHEMALE and two Sissy beta bois. Same practice with all transgender practitioners. This variation has primal Two-Spirit Soul awakening as its central energy awakening.
• Variation 5: Two Sissy beta bois and one dildo. Same practice riding a dildo instead of a REAL COCK. This variation can be used as both a preparatory practice before performing the actual practice or it can be used periodically after a REAL COCK variation to deepen and expand its impact.

Advanced

Combined with Yoga Breathing Practice - Alternate between mouth and nose breathing in synchronous rhythm with fucking, sucking and stroking - with the out breath synched with the bouncing down on the COCK-phallus.

SATANIC version - Repeat SATAN's NAME under your breath or silently combined with the breathing practice.