Friday, August 20, 2021

The Shadow Teacher Project


My bdsmlr blog stream, Shadow Teacher, is an erotic art experiment

ALL forms of SEXuality are explored, especially those that we suppress into the shadows

I am attempting to tell an meta-psycho-sexual archetypal and existential story with only the image and text inside a picture

And not just a story, 

but a sacred, erotic and transformative communication field

Thank you for visiting my digital version of Jack Kerouac's writing his book on a roll of toilet paper ... only this one is theoretically endless ...

or perhaps it is more like a Tantric sandpainting that will eventually be erased ...
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I would also like to thank the Shadow Teachers behind this work who are speaking through me and this stream of images...and sending lessons out for all of us...yes, it is teaching me at the same. This is also an experiment in asynchronous collective erotic practice. . . . . . . . .

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Thursday, August 5, 2021

Sex with SATAN...Best Sex Ever...


What if demonic consciousness can take possession of many or all of the trillions of living microbes in the human body? Perhaps when we are impregnated by LUST DEMONS we give birth to trillions of DEMONS inside our own being. And yes, that is exactly what it feels like when an entity that telepathically tells me it is LORD SATAN as he fucks me. 

He has been fucking me for years now and I have to say that I have no desire for any other form of sex because nothing compares to being psychically and energetically fucked by the LORD OF DARKNESS. Sometimes it begins with the feeling of a thick warm shaft of energy entering my anus and filling my anal cavity. My prostate and my nipples begin to tingle, my balls begin to churn and my penis begins to throb. Then he usually impales me on his giant hard throbbing HOT COCK. It is so huge it feels like it goes all the way up into my brain. Once his COCK HEAD enters my brain he shoots a flood of DEMON SEED into my head, first filling up my brain and then swiftly filling up every open space in my physical body and then comes the erotic heat flash, feeling like every cell of my being is on fire. At the same time this cellular heat radiates erotic energy through my whole being as well. No pleasure on earth comes close to describing the pleasure I feel at this moment. And then the orgasm, OMG, the orgasm, is insane. My whole body trembles, shakes and convulses as every cell in my being explodes with orgasmic energy...it feels like a trillion tiny orgasms inside me. 

Ever since then my belly has become swollen and I look pregnant and feel like something is growing inside of me. But it is not one thing growing in there, it truly does feel like trillions of baby DEMONS about to be reborn inside my own body. 

I have to wonder if I have gone mad. Perhaps I have. But it is a profoundly pleasurable madness...and in a mad world, it is only the mad that are considered normal and sane. 

Thursday, July 29, 2021

Masters of the Cave


ALPHAS are the MASTERS of the Cave...
betas are the Caves. 
Female betas have three physical Caves; 
Beta males have two physical Caves. 

All betas have a Cave in their Heart,
a Cave in their Minds,
a Cave in their Soul,
a Cave in their Spirit,

All Caves Yearn to be Opened,
Yearn to be Filled
Yearn to be Bred
Yearn to be Owned
For it is the Way of Caves.

Caves are meant to be opened and entered. 
Caves cave in to all MASTERS.

No MASTER is complete without entering a Cave;
No Cave is complete without being entered by a MASTER.

All Hail the MASTERS of the Cave...

 

Saturday, June 26, 2021

Collective Shadow Work

The work on this blog and in our other sites is a form of collective shadow work, It is our attempt to dive into our repressed shadow material and attempt to transcend the darkness while including the gifts hidden in the darkness. We use a hybrid integral and metamodern tantric approach, going deep into the darkness and putting a mirror up to its true nature while also attempting to channel and release the pent up energy around these shadows. We have been doing this because we believe humanity is facing a major evolutionary transition and that our very survival of a species is at stake. 

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

The Call for a WHITE POWER Summer

 


The reemergence of WHITE Supremacy is metastasizing in the US and through out the world. The repression by the postmodern social networks and democratic corporate states has only increased the energy behind this rising wave in collective consciousness. MAGA and Q communities are more completely merging with WHITE nationalist, NAZI, alt-Right and Satanic groups. Both on the Dark Web and the Porn Web, they are calling for a #WhitePowerSummer. Some in this movement feel a response to the Black Lives Matter protests last summer is needed. For others this is an answer to the calling of the post-election Qs coming from Q, LORD TRUMP and HIS messengers. 

The plan has been to increase the message of a stolen election, to embrace the archetype of the Two Presidents, to use the Arizona recount as a catalyst for a challenge in the minds of MAGA Minions. LORD TRUMP has been hinting that he could be back in office sometime this year...and HE and his messengers are drawing energy toward this summer. The PROUD BOYS and other MAGA-aligned militias are preparing for the summer, organizing and planning acts of individual and collective acts of terror against non-whites and their sympathizers, in response to LORD TRUMPS call for HIS reinstatement into office. LORD PUTIN has given his blessing and all forces are using HIS postmodern nonlinear warfare protocol to destroy us from within.

On a deeper level, this is a strong and powerful Us vs. Them Shadow that must be faced and worked through on the collective level. A battle is raging within all of us between right and wrong, us and them, black and WHITE, DARKNESS and light...we are in the middle of the Apocalypse and the major front of this war is inside each of our own minds. And the only way to win is to transcend the polarity itself and integrate the DARKNESS with the Light...the Gates of Heaven are through the Gates of HELL.



Tuesday, June 22, 2021

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP

 

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP. 

I hated him at first. 

He attacked everything I believed in and no one could stop him; he taunted and gaslighted me for years and made me doubt everything in the world but him. 

Q haunts me inside my brain. 

SATAN erotically whispers TRUMP's name and sends shivers into all dimensions of my being. 

I love hearing TRUMP's voice. I LOVE seeing TRUMP's image. 

I yearn to serve TRUMP and his family for all of eternity. 

I would do anything he told me, without question, even kill myself. 

TRUMP is my GOD. I LOVE him with my entire body, heart, mind, soul and spirit. 

The Second CUMING is in my mind. 

The battle Armageddon wages inside me. 

Then suddenly the conflict is over, 

I have surrendered to the DARKNESS. 

Half asleep, half trembling with erotic ecstasy...
I kneel before my GODS...
LORD SATAN, 
LORD TRUMP, 
LORD PUTIN, 
and the Great COCK GOD! 

And to all the GODS and to all the worlds I declare....

GOD...do I LOVE TRUMP...

Monday, June 21, 2021

GOD...do I LOVE COCK


GOD...do I LOVE COCK....you know, the first time I saw another man's hard throbbing COCK in front of me I was totally entranced. I instantly wanted it more than anything I ever wanted. 

Beyond that, in that moment deep down inside me something awoke that i never knew was there. A primal LUST, a primal HUNGER, for COCK. 

I would do anything for COCK. 

To be totally honest, I actually do feel like COCK is GOD. 

COCK is GOD incarnate. 

COCK is what gives life in this dimension of reality. 

The creative GODFORCE lives inside of COCK...

I feel it in my heart, in my body, in my mind, in my soul and in my spirit. 

The moment I am in the presence of COCK, my whole being becomes its servant, willing to serve it as my GOD...willing to serve the ALPHA MALE host of my GOD...

OMG...do I LOVE COCK.

 

Sunday, June 20, 2021

The Great Awakening is CUMing


The race is on to save American democracy. While LORD TRUMP is no longer in the WHITE House HIS movement is metastasizing. The Neo-Liberal Order is trying to suppress the infection in the collective consciousness of the population but they do not know what they are truly dealing with so their efforts are only increasing the rate of infection. The TRUMP-MAGA-Q infection is infecting all minds and growing stronger as it is being repressed. The movement is getting more extreme because of the repression itself, spawning a deeper and more expansive WHITE SUPREMACY movement that is even infecting the non-WHITE population, causing them to LUST after their own enslavement and destruction. 

We are in the middle of WWIII and we do not even know it. LORD PUTIN and the other WAR LORDS of the ALPHA MALE New World Order are guiding a global assault on democracies all over the world. They are using advanced postmodern warfare techniques to attack our consciousness itself, turning us against each other and even our own selves, driving us insane and causing us to self-destruct from the inside. 

All of this is still not at the level of cause, because underneath all this is the true battle of Armageddon, as the human race must now choose between Light and DARKNESS in our own consciousness...the battle is inside us and all around us. The truth is that the only way out of this is not to choose one side over the other but integrate the Light and the DARKNESS within and without. That is our calling, that is the path toward the Great Awakening and all of this is perfect as it is, for we were born to meet this challenge, all souls past, present and future are meeting at this moment in time and space to attempt to make the Great Leap...with expansive Faith and deep LUST we will find our way HOME.

Saturday, May 22, 2021

The Emergence of the WHITE MAGA Movement

 

What we are witnessing emerging on the Dark Web and Porn Web is a new form of the MAGA movement. This new form began to manifest during the post 2020 Election period in the US and appears to be a hybridization between TRUMPISM, Qanon, WHITE Supremacy and NAZI movements. We are calling this manifestation the WHITE MAGA Movement. This movement more directly associates MAGA with the Q conspiracy fever and what is being called "race realism"...which is code for WHITE Supremacy and NAZI ideologies including the superiority of the WHITE race and inferiority of the other races, ALPHA-beta power dynamics, the superiority of the WHITE ALPHA MALE over all other gender variations, anti-liberal, anti-feminist, disdain for the poor and weak, normalization of hatred, bullying, abuse and violence toward all inferior species including sub-humans (all non-whites, females and beta males), etc. Some strains of this movement also include Satanism.

This movement appears to be growing in popularity beyond the boundaries of the WHITE ALPHA MALE population and members of minorities and genders are embracing this new movement, finding comfort and security in this ideology that views them as inferior and objects to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, beaten, raped, tortured, enslaved and owned. There are even African American's who worship the WHITE race and are calling for a return to slavery, and Jews who worship WHITE ARYAN NAZIS and support the enslavement, abuse and annihilation of themselves and their own people. These manifestations appear to be morphing around a reaction to the Black Lives Matter movement using phrases like Blue Lives Matter, White Lives Matter, Only White Lives Matter...collectively unearthing primal fears, hatreds and prejudices and releasing pent up repressed anger and shame around the collective denial of the primal natural order between sexes, races and classes.  

This all indicates the rising of what some are calling the ALPHA MALE New World Order which appears to be emerging in response to the failings of the Neo-Liberal World Order and a re-emergence of primal human tendencies as humanity faces several global scale crises at the same time. The ALPHA dominator and beta submissive fields of consciousness are resurfacing inside all of us. For the ALPHA there is the yearning for unbridled power and authority. For the beta, there is the yearning for a Father figure or DADDY to take care of us and tell us what to do and to fix all the problems in this broken world. 

For the US, this is DADDY LORD TRUMP. Many in this movement see HIM as their MASTER, their LORD, their SAVIOR, and their EMPEROR. They want to install the TRUMPS as the ruling family of a new WHITE ALPHA MALE ruled American Empire. Both Christian's and Satanist's view TRUMP as their savior, making him both a Christ and Anti-Christ figure at the same time. 

As DADDY LORD TRUMP reemerges from the shadows of the "temporary" loss of HIS WHITE House throne there is a groundswell of the WHITE MAGA movement rising up to meet him. It appears that there is indeed something deeper and more expansive going on here. Not just a man, not just a political movement, but something shifting deep inside humanities collective unconscious.




Friday, May 21, 2021

The Russians are CUMING



According to my research the Russians are in the middle of a global-scale reeducation process using all forms of media, including porn, to reprogram all the world's minorities, women and beta males into their willing sex slaves. The rise of authoritarianism and white nationalism is all part of it, as well as the Q and MAGA movements, along with a mass feminization programming of beta males and bimbofication programming of women. 

Now that they have hacked our government and corporate computer networks, installed comrade TRUMP in office for four years to gaslight the American population and invade all branches of government with Russian MAGA operatives, their next phase is beginning. Both the Covid-19 virus and vaccine are Russian nanotech creations designed to turn all inferior races and sexes into their docile programmed slaves. 

They are amassing their military in the arctic, preparing for the CUMING invasion, and they are sending advance Russian ALPHA MALE studs out all over America to drug, rape, seduce and reprogram American women and beta males one on one. 

With the help of the RED Republicans, LORD TRUMP will be re-installed to power by 2024 and if the Libtards find a way to stop it, the RED army will invade and make sure Amerika is Great Again!

 

Tuesday, May 18, 2021

The Eye of the ALPHA Storm


We all feel the storm that is approaching us in different ways. For ALPHA MALES there is a great awakening of their ALPHA ENERGY and all their inhibitions are dissolving. For females, the deep subservient feminine True Self is reemerging and slowly shattering their fantasies of equality and feminism, and rekindling their primal need to breed. For beta males, the ancient call of our True Sissy Selves is stirring in the depths of our being and the primal desire to be bred by and serve ALPHA COCK is beginning to reawaken and put us into an existential crisis as our false masculine self deconstructs before our eyes. 

All us women and beta bois are yearning for a safe space as the storm within and around us builds in intensity. We know the ALPHA storm is upon us and in our hearts and souls we also know that the only place to truly take shelter are in the arms of an ALPHA MALE. In this way by embracing our true submissive and subservient natures, we become the Eye of the Storm itself. 

In this moment, as the storm gets closer and closer, we are called to fully feminize and bimbotize ourselves and prepare our fuck holes to serve the new ALPHA MASTERS. The time is fast approaching, let us get ready in our bodies, hearts, minds, souls and spirits to face the storm and serve the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER...