The Call to Become a Slutty Sissy Whore

In my youth I had a friend in school who lived the life of a sissy whore everyday. After school he would go to the mall, dress as a girl and suck and fuck guys in the mens room for money. He was a total stoner and into psychedelics and used the money to feed his drug habit and to pay for the girly clothes who loved to wear. And he just loved COCK.

One time one of his johns beat him up pretty bad. Instead of going home he came to my house and I helped clean him up. He slept over that night and cried in my arms. When I asked why he was crying he said because he was so ashamed, ashamed that he enjoyed being beaten up and abused. He said it made him feel so alive and turned on. I tried to console him the best I could but couldn't really understand.

In the morning he wanted to thank me for everything and hugged me. I suddenly got turned on when his bulging crotch rubbed against my crotch, which in turn began to bulge and throb as well. For a long moment we held each other and rubbed our bulging crotches together. It was the most erotic experience I ever had and my whole being vibrated with erotic energy. He began to gently kiss my neck and caress my ass and I swooned and softly moaned.

In an instant we were passionately kissing and caressing each other out of our clothes. We sucked and fucked each other all day, missing school and getting totally wasted on weed and shrooms. That was the first time in my life I was happy that both my parents worked all the time and were never home.

He started "sleeping" over all the time and eventually I got into being a sissy whore too and we would go together to the mall and get get totally wasted and fuck and suck our brains out day and night with each other and with a steady stream of strangers. Eventually we both dropped out of school and lived on the streets as sissy whores...and felt so happy having found our true purpose.

The Freedom of Being Owned

Feel the freedom that comes from being owned. 

Freedom from the prison of choice and responsibilities. 

Freedom from doubt 

and freedom from the grand illusion of a separate self. 

You are one with another now...

you are theirs...

they own you...

they know what is best for you...

you have to decide nothing on your own...

when to eat, when to sleep, what to like, what to believe...

you are free of all the burdens of figuring out what to say or do or not say or not do...

your MASTER does all that for you. 

Your body, your heart, your mind, your soul and your spirit 

are no longer yours to control or worry about...

your MASTER is in charge of it all. 

You never have to worry about making a mistake ever again...

feel the freedom in that...

that is true freedom...

surrender to another and find thy bliss...

for this is what it truly means when it is said that 

the meek shall inherit the earth...

Why Sissies Love Anal

There really is nothing like the experience of having a real man's COCK inside of you, thick and throbbing, alive, another living being pulsing inside of your own being.

Another body has entered your body and you are no longer alone inside your own skin.

And then having this throbbing pulsing being inside you, sliding in and out of you, with its churning massive balls slapping against you, feels like HE is both entering you deeper and deeper inside while he is also knocking on the outside of you...causing you to feel a primal sense of being claimed as someone else's property.

And then that moment when HE CUMS inside of you and fills you up with HIS essence of being...in that moment a deep and fast existential emptiness is finally filled up and you feel complete for the first time in your life.

You cannot help but become addicted to being who and what you really are...

COVID Sissy Pet Slave Awakening

I was a volunteer shopper for people stuck in isolation during the COVID pandemic. One of the people I was helping was a 65 year old ALPHA MALE who seemed very sweet and for weeks we had wonderful and deep conversations when I made his deliveries. He was a big stoner and we got stoned every time. After the first few times he started asking for my help with various things in and around the house. He was very particular and everything I helped him with had a specific way of handling it. I was very happy to help and without realizing it found myself getting really into follow his directions. One day he came to the door in full dom gear and his giant ALPHA COCK was fully exposed and hard as a rock. I gasped and found myself transfixed and turned on by it. He noticed the growing bulge in my pants and smiled as he offered me my own joint as always. At first he just acted normal and I tried not to look at his COCK...but my eyes kept darting back to it no matter how hard I tried not to.

I asked if there was anything I could do for him...like I always did. This time as I said the words they felt different to me. There was an erotic submissive energy emanating in and through me and through the words. He looked deep into my eyes and smiles and began to stroke his massive COCK. Then he asked in a whisper: "Do you enjoy serving me?" Without a thought my head nodded yes as my head lowered in submission and my eyes transfixed on his stroking COCK. He whispered again: "Good...you are such a good girl..." An erotic chill went up my spine as he said those words and the buried sissy beta male in me suddenly awoke.

I instantly dropped to my knees dangled my hands in front of myself like a begging dog as I looked up into his eyes and panted like a dog in heat. I had no idea where that all come from and then I realized all those times I helped him tie his shoes he was treating me like a pet, patting my head and praising me he was preparing me for this moment. And then I realized that all of it, every time I helped him with something we would give me a set of instructions to follow and then praise me deeply and profusely whenever I did it successfully. When I hadn't done it to his satisfaction he was very quiet and reserved and distant. I began to crave his praise and approval...and now, in this moment, it all made sense, what he had done to...and I was happy he had done it...

He smiled and pulled out a pink collar and leash and put it around my neck. He had me strip naked and then put on pink panties, nylon stockings and elbow high feminine gloves. He gave me a matching COVID face mask to wear all the time unless I was sucking HIS COCK.

And that was it, I was gone in an instant...or should I say my old false self was gone in an instant...for now I know that this is my true path...to be my MASTERS slave pet whore...that is who and what I am and have been and will forever be...and I could not be happier...

Is time for you to become a COVID Sissy Pet Slave?

The Calling of our True Natures

In most of the Western world we are programmed into a heterosexual way of being and the bi-polarization of the masculine and feminine from early on. Yet in truth human beings have varying degrees of masculine and feminine energies. It is natural for some women to prefer other woman as sexual partners, as well as it is natural for some men to prefer other men as sexual partners, in fact every species from humans to insects have percentages of their populations same-sex oriented. And then there are the hybrid or two-spirit beings, the transsexuals, shemales, sissies...beings that merge the masculine and feminine inside and outside themselves.

And again, all this is natural for our species, it is our cultures and religions that have attempted to program us against our own natures, in order for us to fit into their social systems as functioning units. Yet the denial of natural dimensions of our being is what is causing all the ills in modern society as well, including mental illness and the high degrees of stress that lead to all major illnesses including cancers.

So if we feel the calling of same sex connection or hybrid sexualization, we must not let our cultural and religious programming prevent us from waking up to our true nature and the truth of who we really are.

From Dust and Sand

From Dust and Sand 

we have CUM 

and back to Dust and Sand 

we eventually go...

Our physical being 

and all physical beingness 

is in a constant state of CUMING and going, 

growing and decaying, 

living and dying...

and in the spaces in between 

this dance of polarities 

we find great pleasures and pains 

and once we awaken to the truth of this dance 

we take great pleasure in all of it...

To truly live we must make a friend of death...

dancing at the edge of living and dying, 

CUMMING and going...

all at once...

in the Dust and in the Sand of time and space...

Sissy Yoga Porn Image Gooning Practices

On the path of Sissy Enlightenment hypno porn images and GIFs with captions and comments that share erotic images along with brief erotic stories, personal reflections and hypno programming words and images and visual patterning are like our Sufi stories or Zen koans or sacred aphorisms or psycho-sexual visual and textual mantras. They are essential tools for the process of sissy awakening.

The Seduction of a Sissy Virgin

That first moment when an ALPHA MALE looks at us like we are a sexual object is so profoundly intoxicating it is hard to put into words but these words and images above come a little close...but still not even touching it.

I remember my first time. I was in a new age bookstore and this guy stood next to me as I was looking at a book. I felt his presence in a strangely palpable way and looked up and into his eyes. His eyes were penetrating and I felt this hunger in his being directed at and into me. Then he eyed my body up and down making sure to linger wantonly at my crotch and ass. I stood there frozen, paralyzed by a strange mix of fear and erotic attraction. My sissy clitty, balls and ass tingled with erotic energy as he starred at them and my whole body trembled with that same mix of erotic attraction and fear. Then he looked back up into my eyes and whispered: "You're beautiful...did anyone ever tell you that?" I blushed and nodded my head no, totally unable to speak. He moved his hand to his crotch and rubbed it. I looked down at it and gasped at the bulging outline of his huge hard throbbing COCK under his thin tight pants. I could even see some of its large pulsing veins through the material of his pants as that glorious beast ran down his pants leg. It had to be over a foot long.

My own clitty got rock hard and my balls churned with erotic energy. He softly laughed and woke me out of my trance as I realized I had been staring at his bulge with my mouth wide open. He gently took my hand and whispered: "You look a little flush...here let me help you...follow me..." And then he led me through the store holding my hand...I felt like I was a child being lead by a parent, a loved one being lead by their lover and like a slave being led by their MASTER...all at the same time. It was the strangest feeling I ever had. I felt totally safe and totally unsafe all at once. He was right, my whole body was flush with supercharged erotic energy mixed with a flight response from my nervous system. As he led me through the store people looked up at us like we were a gay couple, some approving and some disapproving, and it made me feel even more flush, weak and stimulated all at once. He led me into the bathroom and closed the door behind us and locked it. I stood there paralyzed as he dropped to his knees in front of my and unbuttoned and unzipped my pants and slowly pulled them down while he stared at my bulging crotch.

My clitty and balls popped out and i gasped as he devoured my clitty and grabbed my balls and massaged them in a way that sent waves of erotic energy all through my body as he deep throated my entire clitty. Waves of erotic energy caused my back arch back and my hips to thrust forward. I automatically held onto his head to keep balance as the erotic energy rippled through every cell of my being. He began to suck me hard and deep and fast and I thrusted my hips back and forth with him and was panting like a wild animal in heat. As we kept going his other hand slide up and down my ass crack sending chills up and down my spine. Then he gently slide one finger inside my asshole until it pressed against my prostate, which then sent exponentially more powerful erotic waves through my whole being that was so amazing I felt like I was being lifted off the ground...literally body arched upward onto my toes and I felt like really was leaving the ground.

And then I shot my load deep down his sucking throat in the most powerful orgasm I ever had. And then at the peak of my ejaculation he slide a second finger up my ass and into my prostate, which caused me to ejaculate again. And again, at the peak of that second spurting he slide a third finger, which caused me to spurt again. Then my whole body started to spasm with orgasmic waves and he kept sucking and finger fucking me while I had an extended dry orgasm that totally shattered me with erotic pleasure. Eventually my whole body went weak and limp and I just stood there trembling, lightheaded and dizzy and he gently sucked and fingered me into a gentle ocean of erotic joy.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. He quickly pulled his fingers out of my ass and stopped sucking on my now semi-hard clitty and called out that we would be right out. I was so weak that he pulled my pants up for me and held me in his arms as he led me out of the bathroom. He smiled at the guy waiting and told him I wasn't well and he was taking care of me. He helped out of the store and took me home with him and proceeded to take my sissy virginity and turn me into his sissy slave pet whore.

Satanic Queue Balls Russian Sissymaker 7 Video MASHUP

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