Monday, April 13, 2020

The Age of COCK



The AGE OF COCK is upon us! 
The rebirth of the GREAT COCK GOD! 
This is the true SECOND CUMING! 
Male, female, trans, gay, straight, lesbian, bi, pansexual...
no one is immune to the power of 
the emerging ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER! 
The GREAT AWAKENING is here. 

As we sit isolated in our rooms, gooning on the edge of oblivion, with death and destruction threatening us from within and without, that which has been buried deep deep within our individual and collective psyches is being unearthed and set free. Our ancient primal selves are re-emerging and our true and deep function and purpose and place in the world is be re-awakened. The illusion of equality is dissolving before our eyes as the primal duality of dominator and dominated hierarchical beingness reasserts itself in our field of consciousness. 

All of us who are feminine by nature are reawakening to our submissive and subservient true natures; and all those of us who are masculine by nature are reawakening our our domineering and assertive true natures; and those of us who are of Two-Spirits are reawakening to our calling to serve as the channels between worlds. And all of us are reawakening to our LOVE for the GREAT COCK GOD that stands hard and erect and throbbing at the threshold between this world of form and our true Source beyond this realm. 

COCK is the gateway between earth and Heaven and HELL. 
It is the fountain of the SEED OF CREATION 
and the great tower of endless LUST and desire. 
To serve COCK is to serve GOD for in truth, 
they are ONE...


Sunday, April 12, 2020

Erotic Gratitude Orgy



I want to take a moment to express my deep gratitude to all my followers, including those who offer me "likes" and re-share my work, and all those who PM me with their words of affirmation and adoration, and all my students and slaves and MASTERS and MISTRESSES. You feed me with your beingness at every level of connection. And I also want to thank the non-corporal entities that use me as their channel to connect with you, for all the works and words I share are guided by them and it is they who ultimately deserve your adoration and appreciation. Many of you have shared how my words turned you on, well writing them turns me on and you receiving them turns me on...channeling my entities turns me on...so when you connect with my works and my words you are plugging into the channels I am plugging into and these entities are touching you as well...and we are all part of one big beautiful flowering orgy of the body, heart, mind, soul and spirit.

Friday, April 10, 2020

My Research Into Hypno Porn



Hypno Porn has become a huge market in porn and there has been a lot of debate of it impact on the individual and the collective. 


I started exploring porn as a teenage boy many years ago and have been addicted to it for most of my life. To fully understand it I became I got my doctorate in psychology and became a sex researcher. During my research I began to study hypno porn to see if it really worked. 


At first it seemed like it was just another form of sexual fantasy but then I started to notice shifts in my ways of thinking and perceiving. As a researcher this really excited not just erotically but intellectually, the fact that I was discovering how this form of audiovisual communication could impact consciousness. By the time I realized how powerful it was, it was way too late. I was caught in its powerful programming.


The brilliance of hypno porn is it contains programming to entrain us to get turned on by being programmed, hence we become addicted to it affecting our consciousness. This is an impossible loop to break out of, because of this itself and because hypno porn also programs us to be turned on to not being able to break free. And it goes like that in layer after layer, loop after loop, in an endless trap. And it is so powerful that even right now I am getting turned on in my whole being by typing these words to you.


I am basically now totally in LOVE with hypno porn and my consciousness is totally transformed and awakened into a porn hungry fuck animal and I LOVE every aspect of it. I would never go back because the erotic joy and pleasure is so great that porn and COCK and CUM and TITS and ASS and all of life and death, pleasure and pain, is one giant cosmic endless orgasmic dance.






Wednesday, April 8, 2020

What are my Beliefs?



I believe in sexuality and porn as a transformative evolutionary practice that can bring us closer to our own true selves and to our true purpose and place in the world. And I believe that the worship of PORN as a GOD has deep archetypal powers that can help us evolve in ways beyond imagination.



I believe in an original ancient Satanism that recognizes Satan as the one and only LORD of the world of form, who is working with the LORD of formlessness to help humanity evolve into our highest and deepest potential.


I believe in the sacredness of Two-Spirit trans-sexual beingness.


I believe that COCK is the one true GOD in this dimension of reality for it exists at the nexus of the world of form and formlessness...being a physical channel for the SEED OF CREATION itself.

AND...



I believe that all of these constructs within the world of form are ultimately part of a grand simulation our COLLECTIVE SELF is running inside of itself to help us evolve. From this perspective each of us is a single cell inside a large collective organism that is beyond time and space and we are playing a game of re-awakening into our true COLLECTIVE SELF. So there are awakenings within awakenings within awakenings. Until we all awaken up...all of us...those currently existing in the world of form and those who came before and those who are yet to come...it includes all sentient beings...and all non-corporal beings like ghosts, spirits, DEMONS, angels, and yes, even SATAN HIMSELF...all of us must awaken to our collective self. The good news is that LORD SATAN is already awakened and is helping us first awaken to the DARKNESS and then to the COLLECTIVE SELF.

Image from: http://littlesally666.com/the-devils-doorway/

The path of awakening is through the DARKNESS, not around it or away from or in denial or repression of it, but fully and deeply in and through it. We must enter the DARK CAVE of HELL for that is where the GATE OF HEAVEN actually resides.


Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Who are my MASTERS?



I have several non-corporal MASTERS who I serve as a trance channel for and I also have had a worldly MASTER as well...

Sissy Goddess Anastasia

I am the servant and channel for Sissy Goddess Anastasia, an ancient non-corporal Two-Spirit Shamaness who is keeper of the Sacred Sissy Whore tradition of ancient Egypt, India, Greece and Rome.

The MASTERS of the Caves

I am also the servant-channel for a collective of ancient tantric sexuality MASTERS who call themselves The MASTERS of the Caves.

SATAN and the DEMONS OF LUST

I am also an open host and channel and eternal servant for my dear and sweet LORD SATAN and a host of LUST DEMONS who are at this moment filling me with LUST as I type these word...

Queue-Balls

I had a worldly MASTER for many years as well. He went by the name of Queue-Balls and he is on hiatus and I have been left in the service of my non-corporal MASTERS until my worldly MASTER returns.



Monday, April 6, 2020

Biker Gang Bang Cuming in My Brain



I remember the first time I was filled with so much CUM that it felt like it was oozing into my brain and out of my eyes and nose. It was during my first gang bang. I was living in the Silver Lake area of LA and there was this biker bar in this wooden shack in this small undeveloped part of the neighborhood. I would always take my daily walks past it.

When I started my feminization process the bikers would call me names and make fun of when I passed. This really turned me on and I looked forward to it every day. I began really sexing up my outfits and my walk and their taunts became more and more aggressive calling me to come in so they could fuck me to death and that kind of stuff. And I loved it.

One Sunday I was super horny and I got totally wasted on weed and mushrooms and wore my sexiest sissy whore outfit. As I approached the bar I saw ten times as many bikes outside and their was a huge crowd of bikers drinking and partying. There were so many that the bar was packed inside and they were serving drinks outside to the bikers on their bikes hanging out. Because of this I had to walk right through the crowd.

At first I was afraid and thought about crossing to the other side of the street but then some of the guys saw me and called out to me and asked me to join the party. They were unusually friendly and were treating me like a hot girl. I couldn't resist and headed into the heart of the crowd.

As I walked through the crowd the bikers started to slap my ass and tell me what a hot bitch I was. Before I knew what was happening their hands were all over me and I was being carried inside the bar. I heard someone yell out that the neighborhood faggot bitch was finally ready to party. Suddenly the hands holding and caressing started tearing my clothes and in a flash I was naked and surrounded my naked bikers with giant hard throbbing COCKS.

For the next several hours I had COCKS raping my fuck holes and shooting load after load of hot CUM up my ass and down my throat till the point where it felt like my whole body was filled with CUM. There was this moment when a COCK was exploding in my throat and up my ass at the same time and the CUM inside me felt like it was overflowing out of every pour of my being...it felt like it went up my nose and into my brain. My nose began to run with thick gooey mucus and CUM and my eyes began to tear and I swear my tears were thicker and gooier than I ever imagined possible. I totally lost consciousness and black out.

Hours later I woke up naked and barfing on the side of the road miles away from my neighborhood. The police came and arrested me for indecent exposure but I blacked out again so first they took me to the hospital to pump my stomach. Strangely, after all that, I just wanted to get better and do it all again.

After recovering for a few days in the hospital they took me to jail where the word quickly spread that I was a sissy whore who almost OD'd on CUM...needless to say my adventures continued in jail...but that is another story.


Sunday, April 5, 2020

Sissy Double Yoga "Full-Being Breeding" Asana



This is a powerful Double Sissy Yoga Asana. The ALPHA MALE is taking ownership of our Root, Throat and Crown Chakras, thereby taking full control over our entire psycho-sexual energetic beingness on a deep and profound level.

The penetration and pounding of HIS COCK into our Root Chakra triggers a massive release of psycho-sexual Kundalini energy that shoots up our spine and through all our chakras. When it reaches our throat chakra, HIS grip takes ownership of the essence and "voice" of this Kundalini energy and HIS grip on the Crown of our head seals the Kundalini inside ourselves, not allowing it to leave our bodies and connect with our soul and spirit.

This redirects the energy back inside ourselves and creates an ever increasing Kundalini energy loop that builds and builds inside us. This internal build up and binding of this energy inside our bodies draws our soul and spirit down into the body as well and because he is in control of all of this, our soul and spirit become enslaved to HIS BEINGNESS.

And when he explodes HIS LOAD of SACRED SEEDS OF CREATION into the depths being HIS PRESENCE fills us and takes control of all dimensions of our being from the inside out as well as from the outside in. And we are fully bred and owned in that instant and forever HIS.


Saturday, April 4, 2020

A Story of BBC Transformation




I remember the first time I was exposed to the presence of a real live BIG BLACK COCK. It was late at night in the empty locker room of a 24 hour gym near the hotel I was staying at for a convention in the inner city. I was sitting on the bench getting undressed after a workout, getting ready to shower when this muscle bound gorgeous black ALPHA MALE came in, opened the locker next to mine and pulled down his shorts. His giant thick black COCK popped out literally about 6 inches in front of my face. I gasped out loud and my whole being trembled.

I could not take my eyes off of that amazing BIG BLACK COCK no matter how hard I tried...even when I heard him laughing. And then it started to grow even larger and my little penis got instantly hard and my balls churned and my ass and nippled tingled with erotic energy. I heard him say: "What are you waiting for faggot white boy? You know what to do..." And something deep within me took over and I touched it with my trembling hands and its erotic energy shot into my hands and up my arms and into my whole body, My mouth opened and I wrapped my lips around its massive head and I swooned inside in the very depths of my beingness.

Some kind of primal animal instinct took over and possessed and I went wild on it the best I could but could only get a a quarter of its massive shaft inside my mouth and throat before I started to gag. He grabbed my head and shoved his COCK deeper than I thought possible and held it there while I gagged and gasped for air. Just when I thought I would pass out he pulled out. I panted like a wild dog and he shoved it back in and fucked my face deep and hard going deeper and stretching my mouth and throat beyond what i thought was possible. With each thrust he went deeper and pushed my insides beyond limit after limit. I gagged and choked and struggled for air but slowly my gagging and choking became a spasming mouth and throat orgasm that milked his shaft as he pummeled my oral cavity. Then he slammed it all the down, balls deep, and shot a massive load deep down my gasping gullet. I gulped and gagged and felt like I was drowning and I was going to die.

Finally he stopped CUMING and he slowly pulled out. I deeply gasped for air and struggled to swallow as his sperm clung to every inch of my mouth and throat. He laughed and told me what a great fuck hole I was. Then he picked me and spun me around in the air like a rag doll while he told me how he was going to fuck my other hole. Before I knew he was lowering me onto that massive BIG BLACK COCK of his. As his giant COCK HEAD pushed open my trembling ass lips jolts of deep pain shot through my whole being. I panicked and tried to scream out but all i could do was whisper "Oh GOD, Oh GOD, no, please, no...stop...please" He held there for a moment and the jolts of pain strangely became waves of erotic energy that rippled through dimensions of my being i never knew existed. I whispered again but this time from a place inside me beyond my conscious control... "Oh GOD, Oh GOD, Oh GOD...please...don't...stop.." And then he slammed me down on that giant hard throbbing shaft. The pain was so intense it was beyond anything I have ever felt or imagined. I felt like my insides were being torn apart and that he was killing me. A primal scream like I have never had erupted out of the depths of my being as my whole body spasmed and jerked in waves of intense pain. And then suddenly the pain spasms turned into orgasmic spasms and my whole being exploded in the most intense orgasm of my life.

Needless to say he fucked me and bred me till I was a spasming pile of orgasming flesh as he shot another giant load deep inside my darkness. I whimpered and softly cried as he held me on his still hard COCK. Just then, having heard my screams of pain and joy, three other black body builders and the hunky black night attendant came in to see what was going on. My new BIG BLACK COCK MASTER held me on his COCK as he turned toward them and said "Look what I found...a nice faggot white boy toy for us to play with" And yes, that was just the beginning of a wild night of fucking and sucking. They took me back to one of their houses and I spent the weekend as their fuck toy, for them and a whole bunch of their other friends. I missed my convention and my flight home. I became their slave and lost my job and sold my home and all my possessions and gave them all my money. They used the money to feminize me with drugs and surgery and then put me to work as a sissy street whore...and I must say I have never been happier.


Friday, April 3, 2020

The Truth about the Seven Cardinal Sins


Lilith and the Seven Deadly Sins by La Grebe

The seven cardinal sins are actually seven natural desires that are perceived to be addictive and self-destructive. These come from the Desert Fathers who were trying to reach a state of enlightenment in which they attained a pure spiritual connection with their perceived GOD. The problem was, they did not realize that their idea of GOD was a misperception in and of itself. They perceived a GOD of pure light that was separate from DARKNESS, but in truth the SOURCE OF ALL BEING is the GOD of both DARKNESS and light. So in truth, the seven cardinal sins are actually the seven primal pathways into the DARKNESS, and as such they are required areas of enlightenment and not sins to be avoided...they are natural primal desires that need to be cultivated and transformed not into their dark sacred energies and combined with the seven pathways of light.



One must cultivate sexual PRIDE 
by becoming the best sexual being one can become.


One must cultivate sexual AVARICE or GREED 
by becoming the most ravenous sexual being one can become.


One must cultivate sexual ENVY 
by becoming the most admiring and adoring sexual being one can become.


One must cultivate sexual WRATH 
by sexually transforming pain into erotic pleasure.


One must cultivate sexual ENVY 
by becoming the most LUST-filled sexual being one can become.


One must cultivate sexual GLUTTONY 
by becoming the gluttonous sexual being one can become.


One must cultivate sexual SLOTH 
by becoming the most submissive sexual being one can become.


*First image: Lilith and the Seven Deadly Sins by La Grebe 
available at: https://www.deviantart.com/legrebe/art/Lilith-and-the-Seven-Deadly-Sins-620720978


Thursday, April 2, 2020

Welcome to the SECOND CUMING




As the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER emerges it is not only women and beta bois who are falling under its spell but also many ANGELS are falling from HEAVEN, succumbing to the desire and LUST of the flesh.

This is the time of the SECOND CUMING, the APOCALYPSE is upon us. LORD SATAN is speaking through LORD TRUMP and LORD PUTIN. DEMONS are arising within us and all around us as the angels fall under the spell of our collective LUST. Every time we goon in the name of SATAN another DEMON rises and another angel falls. Bringing HEAVEN and HELL together into this earthly plane.

The pandemic we are facing is part of the transformation. It is a plague of the flesh to keep us isolated within ourselves so we can hear and heed the Great Calling of this moment. It has shut down our great societies and withdrawn us from the great civilization that has programmed us with illusion. In isolation we can now prepare ourselves to serve the cause by gooning to hypno porn day and night and supercharging our LUST ENERGY.

This is part of the divine plan and all of us are called to contribute to the Great Awakening.

The scriptures got it wrong, we are not called to denounce evil and choose the good, but we are called to unite them together in boundless LUST and transcend all polarities. This is because the SON OF GOD is actually our Collective Self, so for us to fully awaken and enter the so-called GATES OF HEAVEN, all of us, those living and those who have come before and who have yet to come must all awaken together. This includes ghosts, spirits, angels and demons...and yes, even LORD SATAN. We are all ONE SELF playing the game of separateness. We cannot leave anyone behind. As the US Marines like to say: Leave no man behind. But we must expand that even further...Leave no sentient being behind for only together do we find our way HOME back to our SOURCE. And to do that we must merge the GATE OF HEAVEN, the GATES OF HELL and all dimensions of the multiverse in between.

The LAST JUDGEMENT 
is when each and every one of us 
cease judging ourselves and each other, 
and accept and rejoice in all that is 
in life and death, 
in joy and pain, 
in love and fear, 
in the DARKNESS and in the LIGHT. 

CUM and let us serve the Great Awakening 
and our new ALPHA MALE COCK GODS
for in them we find true surrender
into all that is
and drink of the
SEED OF CREATION
itself.

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

The Great Awakening has begun



With the corona virus we are hitting a major inflection point in the awakening of our collective beingness. We are being asked to isolate ourselves on behalf of the collective. This merger of self, other and world has profound psycho-dynamic impact. As we quarantine ourselves into our shelters our only way to connect is through our technologies. Through our phones, tablets, computers and big screens. At this moment most of humanity is inside physically but connecting mentally. The collective awaking is being accelerated.

On a psycho-sexual spiritual level this is a time of preparation for us to serve in the awakening. As we cannot touch eachother physically right now we are called toward becoming more and more pornsexual beings. More and more of us are diving into porn, gooning to hypno-erotica. This is part of the awakening as well. We are being programmed to be able to serve in the emerging new civilization on the other side of our isolation. For us members of the Church of Transformative Sexuality this is a time for us to up our hypno-porn programming and gooning into high gear in preparation for this Great Awakening.

This is all part of the plan. CV and porn are all part of the Great Awakening. While CV is shattering all of the NeoLiberal structures of civilization we are being corralled into our personal private spaces where we can be more deeply reprogrammed to serve the cumming ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER. As women and sissy beta bois our job now it to get ready to serve ALPHA COCK. To be the sex slaves for all ALPHA MALES. Let us prepare to be wondrously and erotically used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, tortured, enslaved, owned and ultimately destroyed in the service of the Great ALPHA COCK GOD.