From the time I started gooning to porn at the onset of puberty I knew I wanted to be the girl. It was natural to me...but in the real world I was told I was a boy and had to be a boy and fuck girls instead of be one. Of course I was always unsuccessful at being a boy because my heart and soul were not in it. The first time I felt truly seen was when I was 18 and went to college in LA and a gay guy looked at me like he was a ravenous wild animal and I was a fresh piece of meat. That moment felt the most real of any moment in my life before that. It was like I was finally alive. I was seen for the truth of who and what I was...I piece of fuck meat, a toy, a pet, a slave, a whore for any and all ALPHAs to use and abuse. In my 20s and 30s in LA gay men went wild over me and I finally found my true self and purpose. So many times, in book stores, mens rooms, hallways, dark alleys, dark corners of bars, gay men came on to me and had their way with me and I loved it. Who ever came on to I let them have me and tried to fulfill their every need and desire. I sucked and was fucked by hundreds of giant COCKS over the years, and was gang raped many times, and I still want more and more and more. I just love being the girl.
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