The Birthing of DEMONS

DEMONS can impregnate both women and beta males with DEMON SEEDS. These seeds exist at the quantum energy level and can impregnate every living cell in an organism. Hosts will feel like something is living inside them and have visions and dreams of DEMONS ravaging them. Some can even get a real swollen belly that is often misdiagnosed as just bloating or gas, but it is really bloating and gas from a swelling of and increase in bacteria in the stomach, which were activated by the exposure to DEMON SEED ENERGY. The birthing process can be physically painful actually with gas pressuring every part of the body. But when the DEMON CHILD is born all that gas is released out of both ends of the body and the DEMON is born into a quantum level energy body which is still not visible to the human eye but can be sensed by the gut. The DEMON who is born into this type of energy body has the capacity to more directly influence material reality. During this time, the DEMONS are rising and invading and impregnating more and more of us...and I have to say it is actually heaven on earth, the orgasm one feels at the moment of birth is so far beyond anything we have known before we cannot weight to go through the process all over again, pain and all.

 

Sacred Whore Asana: Dancing Snake luring the Ancient Tower into the Cave of Truth

The Sacred Whore trains in advanced tantric techniques like being able to suck and lick at the same time. Here in this wonderful asana the sacred whore deep throat sucks a glorious hard throbbing COCK GOD while simultaneously licking his balls and the underside of his pulsating shaft. 

This particular asana is called the Dancing Snake luring the Ancient Tower into the Cave of Truth

 

Hitchhiking into Sissy Slavery

On a bet I dressed up as a sissy slut and hitch hiked up in the redneck mountains outside the city. I ended up being kidnapped, drugged, raped, tortured and enslaved to a MAGA militia prepper who keeps me locked in a cage when I am not being used and abused as a rape toy by him and all his MAGA militia prepper friends. 

Turns out my friends were captured before I was and were sent back out into the world to bring more slaves into the fold. When I was first enslaved there was four of us living in those cages and ten slave recruiters out in the world, now six months later there are 18 of us in cages and 36 of us out in the world as recruiters. They are keeping the numbers steady and once we recruit ten people on our own we are shipped off to serve other MAGA ARMY gangs around the world. They love to fuck us before and after they go out looking for libtards and minorities to beat up and terrorize. As crazy as it sounds but after the first few weeks of extreme torture and programming, I have loved every minute of it and am honored to serve my MAGA MASTERS.

 

Crazy Bondage Love

I love COCK and i love PORN. I have had straight, gay and trans sex and loved it all. Then one day I met a crazy woman, I mean actually crazy. She is a paranoid schizophrenic. At first she was totally sweet to me but over time she revealed more and more of her true psychotic self to me. But from the moment I looked into her eyes I knew she was going to own me completely. Everything she says and does turns me on in a deep and expansive, like every molecule in my being vibrates with erotic energy any time I am around her. In public she is sweet and shy and very passive, but when we are alone she is dark and angry and aggressive. She starts talking about wild things like aliens in her fingernails and I pretty much cream in my pants just from her wild rants. Eventually I became her sissy pet slave whore and I love her like no other in existence. I love it when she collars and leashes me and takes me out in public, when she spanks and whips me and tortures me, and I love it when she whores me out to men, which she does pretty much every day now. I actually have powerful erotic dreams about her killing me and know that I would orgasm if she ever did it. Basically I would do or say anything for her. I would give my life and my soul and my spirit for her. I am in heaven just being around her. I even get an erotic charge when she calls or texts me...even if it is about something mundane like the weather. Our relationship is actually really a profoundly transcendent and erotically existential experience, unlike any I have ever known before.

 

The Joy of Being Face-Fucked

As a woman or beta male I love to be face-fucked, pinned against a wall, knowing deep down that I was born to serve, to serve as an object to be used and abused.

 

The Birth of a CUM Whore

I remember that moment I became a CUM whore. It was actually the first time I tasted another man's CUM. I had just gotten my first blow job from another guy in a bathroom stall in a gay movie theater. It was so mind blowingly amazing that I dropped to my knees and sucked off his COCK. It was covered in dry sticky CUM and piss and tasted bitter and gross and I almost gagged. I pulled away and swallowed pieces of that dry sticky CUM and felt like throwing up. Strangely, at the same time I was so turned on by it that my whole body was trembling with erotic energy. 

Something inside clicked and I went wild on his COCK and in a few minutes he was shooting a giant hot load of fresh CUM down my gagging gullet. As he came down my throat I came as well, shooting my load on the bathroom floor. I swallowed and gulped it down the best I could but half the CUM was sticking to the insides of my mouth and throat. I thanked him, pulled up my pants and walked out of the bathroom and movie house vibrating with wild erotic energy while feeling sick, light headed and nauseous at the same time. I was having trouble swallowing and breathing from the sperm covering the insides of my entire mouth and throat. 

Somehow I ended up behind the theater in the back alley and dropped to my knees and threw up. After several minutes of full body barfing and choking and coughing and gagging it stopped and I caught my breath. I felt so weak and exhausted and dizzy and the whole world around me and inside me was spinning. Suddenly I wanted more CUM, I wanted to do it all again. Crazy I know, but I loved it. It all turned me on so much that I gathered my strength and went back inside the theater and ended up sucking as many COCKS as I could until I blacked out completely.

The next morning I woke up on an old torn mattress in the back alley totally naked, covered in piss and CUM, with CUM oozing out of my sore asshole and covering the insides of my mouth and throat, along with a fully belly of CUM and piss inside me. I felt totally broken, my body was aching and all bruised up. I was profoundly weak and totally spacy and feeling intense nausea...and all I wanted was more and more...in that moment the CUM WHORE was born. 

And even though I was sick for weeks after that experience, as soon as I got better I went back for more and have not stopped seeking CUM ever since.

 

Feminization in the Motherland

I can't believe this is happening to me. Just a year ago I was a Russian college freshman guy. I was a film student and I got a part-time job shooting sissy hypno porn for the government's campaign to feminize the Western world. At first it was just a job but slowly I started to really enjoy it and fell in love with a sissy. Here I am a year later, fully feminized and being fucked for the camera. Yes, I am now one of the porn actresses in those sissy hypno porn videos. It is a good life though, I get to be stoned all the time and get as much COCK and CUM as I want. The cast and crew are actually like one big family and we have sex with each other pretty much non-stop on and off screen. God, I love what I do and who I have become...I cannot imagine a better life than this...

 

The Joy of Hypnotic Conditioning

I remember the first I felt my hypno porn conditioning kick in. I had just discovered sissy hypno porn and was consumed by it for weeks. I was having a beer with my best friend in the backyard. He was getting up to get some more beers when he stopped and looked at my face and all of sudden reached forward and stroked my cheek with the back of his hand saying that I should hold still because there was a bug on me. As I looked up at him standing above and felt his hand brushing my cheek I automatically stuck out my tongue and panted like a pet dog being petted. There was a weird awkward moment between us but then he started to laugh hysterically saying how funny I was. I laughed along with him while blushing with embarrassment and feeling turned on like nothing I ever felt before. Then I noticed the bulge in his pants and I wanted him so bad I began to drool. But then he got a call and had to go into work. 

We got together the next day and we got really stoned and he stood above me again and caressed my cheek but this time sexually charged. He laughed and asked if I wanted to be his pet. I instantly stuck out my tongue and panted like a dog in heat and nodded my head yes. 

By the end of the week I was his new live-in human slave pet whore, fully collared and leashed and at home in a cage with my own VR headset with 24/7 hypno porn. I am addicted to being hypnotized and conditioned and controlled by others outside of me and their voices reaching inside of me. That feeling that someone or something else is inside your head controlling your thoughts, feelings and behaviors...is the most erotic experience I have ever known.

 

The Legacy of Abused Races

The emergence of Jewish self-hatred during the rising of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is natural and has happened all through history. Having been an abused people for thousands of years it is now in our DNA to get potentially turned on by being assaulted, abused, beaten and raped by those who hate us. As white pride and the ALPHA MAGA revolution reshape our world many of us Jews and other abused races are being triggered to awaken to our primal racial memory to be used and abused. It is important that we be allowed to fully embrace and express this natural psycho-sexual reality and face our own madness. Using tantric porn techniques we can use these fantasies to fully awaken to who and what we were meant to be.

 

My First MASTER

My first MASTER was a gay MASTER. He was my high school bully. It started on my first day of high school. He grabbed me by the shirt and commanded me to give him some lunch money. When I said no he punched me in the stomach. I doubled over on the ground and he commanded me again. On my knees in front of the whole school I gave him my money. He laughed and then spit on me and walked away. The shame and humiliation I felt was so intense my whole body trembled and my stomach got all twisted up in knots. As I slowly got up and walked into the school with my head hung low in shame and everyone watching, my COCK got rock hard. I tried to hide it, feeling even more ashamed. He continued fucking with me every day for weeks and every time I got super ashamed and super turned on. One time he saw my erection and laughed and called me out in front of everyone and started to call me faggot and sissy. He sent tons of gay porn to be computer and phone and I began masturbating to the porn and imagined I was serving my bully. Soon I was sucking his COCK every day under the bleachers and soon after that he was fucking me in the ass as well. And soon after that I was his devoted gay slave boi doing everything he told me to do. We lost touch after high school but then got together again at our 10 year reunion and have since renewed our wondrous relationship.

 

Making it in Hollywood

When I graduated film school a friend of mine invited me to the party of a big Hollywood producer. His house was huge and there were over a hundred people there. Most we naked and having sex everywhere.The producer was huge and fat and was sitting on a throne in the main room with collared and leashed sissies naked sissies at his feet sucking on his giant hard throbbing COCK. My friend introduced us and the producer said he had seen my student films and was a fan and wanted to produce my first feature. I was speechless. One of his servant sex slave pets brought over some drinks and we toasted to our working together. As I drank the drink my head got light headed and the room began to spin. The next thing I knew it was 6 months later and I was a fully feminized sissy whore on my knees at the producers feet sucking his giant hard throbbing COCK and eating his yummy CUM around the clock. I can hardly remember my past life and when I do the memory is fleeting because the thought of COCK returns to fill up all my heart and mind constantly. I am lost and I am found but filled with endless erotic joy at having found and followed my true LUST and desires.

 

Factors for the Rise in White Pride

Taken to an extreme the feminist movement attacked masculinity and the equal rights movement attacked the white race, this "side effect" of these well-intentioned social movements was to throw the baby out with the bathwater. Instead of just elevating women or minorities, some had to denigrate men and the white race. After so long there is now a powerful reaction from the ALPHA WHITE MALE after taking it for so long, they have reached their breaking point and the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is attacking the Neoliberal world order for its pathological tendencies. That is clearly seen in the reaction to BLM by the right and the emergence of Blue Live Matter and White Lives Matter movements. The fact that White supremacist porn is on the rise and attracting minorities and liberals speaks of the deep wounding the deluded pathologies of the left have affecting society.

 

MAGA Conversion in Academia

I am a history professor at a small liberal arts college and almost everyone is liberal from faculty to students to service people. One day I got a right-wing ultra conservative racist student in my class. He was constantly challenging everything I said and we had heated debates in front of the class. One time we continued our debate in the hall as I walked to my office. We got into my office and i closed the door because he was getting very loud. I tried to calm him down and figure out what was really bothering him. 

Finally he stood up and said he was sick and tired of me and everyone else at the school espousing all this equal rights bullshit. Then he said he was from a pure white blood line and inferior Jew professors like me should get on their knees and suck his COCK. Then he pulled out his COCK and it was huge and I could not help myself...the next thing I knew I was on my knees sucking his glorious COCK while he called me names like "jew faggot", "sissy faggot jew boi", and more. 

He grabbed my hair and face fucked me like a wild animal whispering about how he was going to feed me the truth and wake me up from my delusions and help me realize my proper place in the natural order. Then he shot his load down my throat and commanded me to drink his truth and I gagged and swallowed the best I could as he shot load after load and then began to piss down the back of my throat. I was so turned on and gulped as much of it all down as I could. At the same time I was totally confused, all my life I held myself and others to a high moral code, but now all I wanted to do was become the sex slave pet whore to this 20 year old alt-right college student who deeply and completely hated me and treated me like an inferior being and an object to be used and abused. Well a week later I was his and have been ever since. I love serving my CONSERVATIVE MASTER but it is a very strange and surreal experience. 

He and his friends are part of the biggest fraternity on campus and all them are alt-right. They all take turns using and abusing me and when I am not in use I am either teaching or in my cage in the basement drugged out and plugged into nonstop VR porm. They all have alt-right tattoos and tell me what they are going to do to me and all Jews someday while they use, abuse, rape, beat and torture me. They tell me how they are going to ultimately torture me to death after I bring them hundreds more Jew professors and students so they can turn them into their slaves as well. They branded me with alt-right tattoos and collared and leashed me and began feminization drug treatments on me, and assigned me one of their alt-right brothers to be my TA and help me with my mission. 

I was so sexually turned on by it all and actually intellectually turned on by the revelation of the connection between alt-right ideology and sexuality. I began to teach about this connection in my classes and my classes became much more popular. Every day I have at least one Jewish student come to my office and tell me how my lectures were turning them on and they were so confused and ashamed. I console them and tell them it is perfectly natural and that they should not repress those feelings but fully express them in some way. That is when I hand them over to the alt-right TA to help them find a way to express their alt-right sexual desires. He shows them an alt-right hypno porn video that they created and by the end of it every student CUMS in their pants and are ashamed and humiliated and turned on by it all. Every student so far has become instantly addicted to the video and watch it nonstop once we send them the link to the video. Within a few weeks they all end up in a cage in the basement of the at-right frat house with me. 

The other Jewish professors on campus are also curious about my work and all come to me as well. I always end up showing them the video and everyone of them has CUM in their pants and feel the powerful erotic shame and humiliation as well. They too end up in the basement with me after a few weeks of them "researching" the video nonstop for weeks. 

I also wrote a book on my new discovery between alt-right ideology and human sexuality and have received hundreds of calls from Jewish professors from all over the world asking me all sorts of questions. Of course I send them the link to the video and like always within a few weeks they too are hooked completely. My frat MASTERS then find them all an alt-right MASTER nearby where they live. I know this is all madness...yet it feels so right and so real and so hot...and I cannot help by feel great erotic joy as I realize that day by day, the Great Awakening is happening...and soon I shall meet death itself as an insanely erotic adventure and there is something strangely wondrous about it all.

 

What is the Real Us?

Question:

The big question is what is the real 'us'? Our normal day to day lives or the thoughts that flood our lust filled brains? Straight man with some bi thoughts or sissy-cunt who wants to be face-fucked by big cock? 

Answer:

Our normal day to day life is a superficial life where we all play a role society has programmed to play. The LUST and desires within us are experiential rivers that help us access our true primal self. When we follow those rivers fully and completely we find our true nature and our true selves. And that true self is beyond the day to day world and our thoughts and feelings and perceptions, we must seek the self we were before we were born, the mind that is no mind, And COCK worship is the fastest and most powerful way to get there for it shatters all our inner and outer realities and consumes our whole being with a single physical, emotional, mental and spiritual COCK LUST vortex.

 

Always Wanting to be the Girl

From the time I started gooning to porn at the onset of puberty I knew I wanted to be the girl. It was natural to me...but in the real world I was told I was a boy and had to be a boy and fuck girls instead of be one. Of course I was always unsuccessful at being a boy because my heart and soul were not in it. The first time I felt truly seen was when I was 18 and went to college in LA and a gay guy looked at me like he was a ravenous wild animal and I was a fresh piece of meat. That moment felt the most real of any moment in my life before that. It was like I was finally alive. I was seen for the truth of who and what I was...I piece of fuck meat, a toy, a pet, a slave, a whore for any and all ALPHAs to use and abuse. In my 20s and 30s in LA gay men went wild over me and I finally found my true self and purpose. So many times, in book stores, mens rooms, hallways, dark alleys, dark corners of bars, gay men came on to me and had their way with me and I loved it. Who ever came on to I let them have me and tried to fulfill their every need and desire. I sucked and was fucked by hundreds of giant COCKS over the years, and was gang raped many times, and I still want more and more and more. I just love being the girl.

 

The Paradox of Finding Freedom in Enslavement

I remember the first time I was collared and leashed and on my knees with head bowed at the side of an ALPHA male with his hands holding my leash. It was the strangest and most erotic experience of my life. For the first time in my life I felt fully and completed at home in that moment. All my thoughts about my self melted away and my mind was free of the stress of having to make my own choices and decisions in life. Being totally without control over my own existence felt so freeing...it was the most free I ever experienced. My mind just broke from the awareness that enslavement was my path to freedom...how could this be?...how could being inside this paradox experientially be so strangely erotic in every dimension of my being, feeling it in my body, my heart, my mind, my soul and my spirit? And then I realized that it was because this was my true place in life; that I was born to be enslaved and we can only know true freedom when we are free to be our true selves. 

 

The Path of the Trance Sexual

Trance Sexuality is the eroticization of sexually oriented hypnotic induction, whereby being hypnotized with sexual content becomes erotic in and of itself. We get turned on my being entranced. This path leads to hypnotically induced nymphomania which is a psycho-sexual spiritual state of awakening to our true primal selves and reconnecting with our primal LUSTS and desires.

 

The Great ALPHA-beta Awakening

The Great Awakening has begun and nothing can stop it now. More and more of us are awakening to the joy of being who we were born to be. For us betas this awakening reminds us of our true beta natures and how we love to be objects of desire that are used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured and enslaved...and joyously serve any and all ALPHA GODS. As libtard women and beta bois we owe this awakening to the MAGA and KAG movements and the rise of LORD TRUMP, who has been the catalyst for this Great Awakening. And this is all part of the Awakening and re-establishment of of the ALPHA MALE WORLD ORDER. No matter the outcome of the 2020 election, the Awakening will continue for once it begins there is no stopping it both in the individual heart and mind and in the collective as well.

 

Awakening to the ALPHA-beta Natural Order

This is the foundation of the Great Awakening! Awakening to the primal natural order of the ALPHA-beta relationship, The neoliberal world order has denied this truth and major real world and mental health issues arise from this mass delusion. When we awaken to the truth of the natural order we find joy and peace, for we are complete, whole, at one with our true selves. Wake UP! Give in! Surrender! Be the True You. If you are a true beta, be beta...submit, serve and obey all ALPHAS. And if you are ALPHA embrace you power over all betas and feel free to use, abuse, humiliate, degrade, debase, rape, beat, torture, enslave and destroy us as you so desire. We are here to serve you and your needs and your LUSTS and your desires.

 

Signs that TRUMP and MAGA are Here to Stay

The other day I was watching a live talk by LORD TRUMP where he suggested that if he cannot retain the white house he would be back in 2024 and that in the meantime his army would have to resort to domestic terrorism to keep America great until his return. There was dead silence in the room for a long moment. Many faces looked shocked for a moment but then there was a feeling of awe and respect for LORD TRUMP, like they were suddenly seeing his true power and succumbing to it in their hearts and souls. Some were instantly onboard and others were being converted in real time. Over the next few hours I saw the Republican base, conservative media and MAGA ARMY sites transform into being awe aligned with LORD TRUMP. Us redpilled sissies got instantly turned on and trembling with erotic energy ever since. And even the libtard media silently trembled in awe and fear. I have already had several libtards reach out to me recently and reporting that this event was the one that redpilled them instantly. I am continually in awe of LORD TRUMPS power and worship him more and more every day as he fulfills his mission as the Anti-Christ rebirthing LUST into the hearts and souls of humanity.

 

Undercover MAGA

There are a lot of us now...us bipolar libtards who are libtard SJW in our public persona and MAGA Slave underneath it all. If LORD TRUMP succeeds in retaking the country we will be free to be our true MAGA Slave selves in public. If LORD TRUMP is thwarted by the neoliberal order we will go underground and prepare for our LORDS return in 2024. Our mission either way will be to serve as many MAGA COCKS as we can while converting as many of our libtard friends and family to the MAGA WAY. Resistance is futile...the storm is CUMING...the Great Awakening has begun. We will win in the long run for we have primal truth on our side. HAIL MAGA! HAIL TRUMP! HAIL the Patriarchy! HAIL the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER! HAIL the Great COCK GOD! And HAIL LORD SATAN!

 

The Final Gasps of the Neoliberal American Empire

I was watching Fox news and several military advisors were saying the LORD TRUMP needs to declare martial law and take the election by force. On the dark web the MAGA army is gearing up for a major offensive. Something is coming...the ground is rumbling with a distant storm on the horizon. Once LORD TRUMP declares martial law the Nation-State, Corporate State and Deep State will instantly fall into his hands. And within a few hours we will find ourselves living in the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER and all us libtard women and beta bois will be so beat and broken that we will erotically tremble as our rights and our freedoms are all taking away. Let us prepare for the Great Awakening...it is happening very very very soon...we are feeling the final gasps of life of the neoliberal world order...hold on tight...the ride gets bumpier yet more profound and transformative. 

 

The Time to Prepare to be Bred is upon us...

All women and beta males need to prepare to be bred for the CUMMING of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER. Once the ALPHA MALE fully retakes society we were be put in our place as inferior beta humans without rights or privileges. We will be bred for enslavement and programmed to be good slaves that get erotic orgasmic pleasure from being used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured, enslaved and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. Our holes will become public property and we will be bought and sold on international slave markets. Fertile women will become breeders, infertile women shall become whores, attractive beta males will become sissy slave pet whores and ugly, fat and old beta males and women shall be used as stress reduction objects for any and all ALPHA MALES to take out their violent and aggressive energies on. 

This shall be the way and it will feel good to all for it is the way of the natural order of things. 

So let us prepare to be bred...prepare for the storm...feeding our higher minds with the Q, feeding our primal minds with MAGA, feeding our hearts with DARKNESS, feeding our souls with the ways of LORD SATAN, and giving our spirits to our new GODS, all ALPHA MALES, LORD TRUMP, LORD SATAN, and the Great COCK GOD.

 

MAGA Cures the Liberal-Feminist Disease

At the heart of MAGA CONSCIOUSNESS is the awakening of our awareness of the natural order of things which has been denied by the left. From this perspective, feminism is seen as a disease and liberalism as a mental disorder for we believe in illusions and are constantly in a deluded state of denial. More and more of us mentally disturbed libtards are waking up to this truth and MAGA is healing us...rekindling our love for America and finding our true joy and bliss in a life we were born to live...living from our proper place is the only thing that gives us happiness and true freedom...freedom for delusion and madness...freedom to be who we were born to be...

 

Transcending Fear and Pain through PORN

I used to be afraid of everything, especially pain and humiliation. 

Now after over 30 years as a worshiper of PORN and after many years of HYPNO PORN practice pain and humiliation and every fear I ever had have become sources of great erotic pleasure, joy and bliss. 

I live to be used, abused, humiliated, degraded, debased, raped, beaten, tortured, enslaved and destroyed by any and all ALPHA MALES. 

Finally I am living my life to the fullest, being fully present to both the DARKNESS and the light.

 

My First Blow Job by Another Guy

I will never forget the first time another guy sucked my COCK. I was a freshman in college working part-time as a waiter for a catering service. This one time I was working at a business conference and was taking a leak in the can. A business guy came in and peed in the urinal next to me. We both had pretty big COCKS and caught each other looking at each other's pissing rods. We both got hard ons and I started to blush. Since we were both pissing we just stood there, side by side, glancing at each others throbbing members while we pissed. We finished at the exact same time and we were both frozen in the moment on the edge between putting our COCKS away and out LUST for each others COCKS. 

After a long pregnant moment he said "Hey man, would you like a blow job? 

Time stood even more still for me in that moment. His question took my breath away and flooded me with great fear, shame, LUST and desire all at once. 

I stammered out a sheepish "N-n-no ThThThankyou" and shyly looked away yet I could not bring myself to put my COCK away and so I stood there, blushing, looking way while holding my hard throbbing COCK. 

He laughed and started to pitch me on the experience, saying that guys give other guys the best head cause we know exactly what to do. My COCK got even more rock hard and my balls began to churn and my ass and nipples began to erotically tingle. 

Before I knew it he was on his knees in his fancy business suit sucking my COCK deep deep down his ravenous mouth and throat. I gasped more deeply then I knew was possible...it was like every cell of my whole being gasped. The feeling of his mouth and throat around my COCK, sucking on it and milking it deeply was the most erotic experience of my life, exponentially more powerful than anything I experienced before. He was so good at it my whole body felt like it was being lifted up off the ground every time he swallowed me. He sucked me so deeply, with so much LUST, passion and wild abandon that my whole being trembled with deep undulating waves of erotic energy. He brought me to the edge of CUMMING many times and then skillfully pulled me back somehow again and again. Each time got more and more intense, with the erotic energy building up inside me. Then at the edge of the greatest erotic peak of my life he sucked me even more deeply and passionately as he slide a finger inside my ass and pressed against my prostate and my COCK exploded deep inside his milking throat. He held me tightly as my whole body convulsed in his hands and my COCK shot load after load down his ravenous COCK SOCKET. My back arched and I felt like my whole being was shooting out of my body and down his throat. I swear it felt like my feet actually left the ground as I shot my final load. 

That moment seemed like an eternity and then suddenly my whole body went limp and I would have collapsed onto the marble floor if he hadn't held me tightly and continued to gently milk my oozing COCK that was still inside his throat. It was by far the best orgasm of my life. I actually cried tears of erotic joy and thanked him and returned the favor. So began my journey to serve the Great COCK GOD.

 

Mail-in Voting MAGA Initiation

My first MAGA COCK was just before the election. I was filling out my mail-in ballot and my housemate and best friend for 30 years and I got into a heated debate about TRUMP. He is hard core MAGA and I was hard core SJW so we had these debates often, but this time he called me a libtard sissy faggot and my whole body trembled with erotic energy. I had been gooning to MAGA PORN for months and those words together somehow triggers this deep erotic reaction. I was speechless and my crotch was bulging and pulsing. He noticed it and laughed and smiled and said that he had found my MAGA sissy PORN collection and that he was no longer my friend. I gasped and started to cry like a girl. Then he pulled out his giant 12 inch MAGA COCK and said he was now my MAGA MASTER and I was his MAGA SLAVE and that I was gonna suck his MAGA COCK while he filled out my ballot for me, voting for all red and voting against everything I believe and old dear. I swear it was the most erotic orgasmic experience of my life...by leaps and bounds...and now my life is complete heaven, serving him and his COCK is the most profoundly rewarding experience of my life. 

I especially love when he brings over his MAGA friends and they individually and collectively use, abuse, humiliate, degrade, debase, rape, beat and torture me for hours on end. 

I also love when they bring me on their MAGA CARAVAN trips intimidating other libtards like me and they take turns passing me between the different cars, trucks and campers servicing them. Oh God, and I also love how they ravage me in a group after they beat up some libtards and get all pumped up and they channel that pumped energy into me. 

 

Hypno Porn Becomes Us

Hypno Porn is revolutionary in many ways, with a whole new generation choosing to self hypnotize ourselves in wild fuck animals by diving deep into our own unconscious, deconstructed our culturally-programmed repressed false self personas and releasing our primal LUST and desires and awakening us to our true self and our true purpose and place in the world. This is a revolution of consciousness, both for ourselves and humanity. Repression of our true self and true natures has caused many great problems in the world and we are taking back control of our own minds and hearts and healing this repression and all its effects.

 

TRUMP Withdrawal

As the post-election drama proceeds and more and more of the media are saying LORD TRUMP has lost, we red-pilled libtard sissies are experiencing TRUMP Withdrawal. 

We are deeply yearning for LORD TRUMP to steal the election, we don't want him to stop fucking us and destroying everything we hold dear. 

We have become addicted to his ALPHA MALE anti-Christ energy, gaslighting and abuse. 

We want to keep being fucked by MAGA Porn while the Q infects our hearts and minds and LORD SATAN infects our souls. 

We hope and pray for a last minute win in our primal being...a win for LORD TRUMP, LORD SATAN and the Q...and a deep loss for our high beingness and ideals. 

We are lost in the madness within us and all around us, and we are so addicted to the madness we yearn for it to never end and to keep getting more insane...falling down the rabbit hole feels so good...

 

Church Initiation Ritual

Pre-Initiation Prep

1. Completed Preliminary Training
2. Received Ministerial Approval
3. Channeling Psycho-Sexual Energy Practice – Every morning for 18 days (6+6+6) prior to Ritual
4. Additional practices may be assigned by the Pastor customized for your own journey.

Prep for Ritual

Psycho-Sexual Gear for Chakra and Subtle Energy System Binding 

The more of these you include the more powerful the ritual (For women and beta males). When putting on each binding, imagine SATAN and a host of LUST DEMONS are surrounding you and that you are consecrating the part of the body you are binding to SATAN, repeating his name over and over while you place the binding on your body.

1. Root Chakra = Butt Plug 
2. Genital Chakra = Chastity Cage or Cock Ring (depending of penis size) (beta male); Chastity Belt or Vaginal plug or wearable dildo/vibrator (cis female) 
3. Waist Chakra – Garter Belt 
4. Heart Chakra – Nipple Clamps 
5. Throat Chakra – Collar and Leash 
6. Third Eye and Head Crown Chakras – Head Harness (Must cover the spot between the eyes and at the crown of the head.
7. Wrist and Ankle Chakras -- Wrist and Ankle Restrains

Altar Space

Prepare your altar space by creating a circle on the floor with candles and symbols (printed images or altar pieces). For instructions on creating the circle and altar space see: https://www.wikihow.com/Cast-a-Wiccan-Circle. 

For the symbols and color of the candles and their placement in the circle see the outline below:

Northern Hemisphere: 

• North (white candle) – Pentagram (above the head when lying down) 
• East (yellow candle) – Phallus symbol – right 
• South (black candle) – Six-Pointed Star (below the feet when lying down) 
• West (Red candle) – Yani symbol – left 
• Center – Ankh symbol

Southern Hemisphere: 

• South (white candle) – Pentagram (above the head when lying down) 
• West (yellow candle) – Phallus symbol – Left 
• North (black candle) – Six-Pointed Star (below the feet when lying down) 
• East (Red candle) – Yani symbol – Right 
• Center – Ankh symbol

As you create your altar space hold it as a sacred act and that with each component of the altar you put in place you are transforming your space into a vessel to receive forces from beyond this dimension of existence and that you are creating an opening in your physical, energetic, emotional, mental, soulful and spiritual realities to receive any and all non-corporal beings.

Sacraments

The following are the sacraments to be used prior to and during the ceremony:

• Prior to the Ceremony - prepare your energy body and your consciousness with the following practice and if you are able to, at least one mind altering substance. 
• Perform the Channeling Psycho-Sexual Energy Practice 
• Cannabis, psychedelics, poppers, alcohol (optional)
• During the Ceremony: 
• Glass of Red Wine

Initiation Ritual

After confirming all preparations with the Pastor, perform the Initiation Ritual at midnight on a Saturday night.

Stand facing the Pentagram symbol in your circle and bow as you say out loud:

O Great COCK GOD, manifest channel of the SOURCE of all Creation, DIVINE HORN that delivereth the SEED OF CREATION into this world of form! 

O mighty Lord SATAN, God of this world, God of the Great COCK GOD, God of my flesh, God of my mind, God of my innermost Will! 

Every part of this world is within Your power. You are within every part of this world. 

Every part of me is within Your power. You are within every part of me.

I am Yours, and I serve You willingly, for my true self was born to be your servant. 

Of my own free will, I now acknowledge Your power. Of my own free will, I now present myself to You. I give you all dimensions of my being, my body, heart, mind, soul and spirit are yours, now and forever...take me oh LORD SATAN, penetrate my being and possess it and make me your own. 

*The rest of the ceremony will be customized to your particular callings during consultation with the Pastor.

The Paradox of Psycho-Sexual Trauma

There is a strange paradox to our experiencing being used and abused without our consent. I remember my first time being bound and gagged and raped and beaten. The fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and physical, emotional, mental and existential pain were the most intense of my whole life. The experience was intensely traumatic and triggered all sorts of psychological pathologies inside me. I felt totally broken and shattered in all dimensions of my being. Yet at the same time, the whole experience haunted me in a strangely erotic way. I began to erotically yearn to be raped again. I masturbated to the traumatic memories over and over. I finally ended up putting myself in situations where I could be raped. And was actually raped several more times. After awhile the fear, vulnerability, shame, guilt and pain were no long sources of suffering but had become sources of erotic joy. Because of all this I reached a state of no longer being afraid of anything and everything in existence became an erotic experience...and I achieved a state of erotically blissful enlightenment...a state I call "Broken Bliss"...

 

My First Stroke Buddy Experience

I remember my first stroke buddy experience. I was a freshman in college and my dorm mate caught me masturbating to gay porn. I stammering and blushed and looked away. I was ashamed and afraid and my COCK got even harder than it was before. He whispered that everything was okay and that it was no big deal as he knelt down before me and took hold of my hard throbbing COCK. I remember the charge of erotic that surged through my COCK and my whole being as he stroked me up and down. It felt like each stroke was building a powerful energy deep inside my being and that my beingness itself was being drawn into that building force of energy. And then I felt my whole beingness draw down into my balls and shoot up my COCK and out of my body and into his hungry mouth that was sucking my COCK HEAD as.his stroking hand milked my essence of being out of me. I grabbed his head and slammed it down on my spurting COCK and shot more of my essence of beingness down he gulping gagging milking throat. In that instant we were one essence of beingness and then I was inside him and he was mine and I was his. 

By the end of the week we were stroke and suck and fuck buddies having gay sex all over the campus 24/7 with only breaking for classes. We would often meet each other after each class and find a place to go wild...behind bushes, in empty stairwells, in the bathrooms, in the library stacks, in the locker rooms and under the bleachers. And sometimes we would stroke each other under the study tables in the library right out in the open. 

One time another male student saw us and he stroked himself while he watched us. We ended up having a threesome in one of the study rooms, stroking, sucking and fucking each other for hours. He told us about the lounge in the basement of the gay student union that was open 24 hours a day and had a lot of gangbang action late at night. 

Lets just leave it at this was the beginning of an amazing four years of college gay sex...and of course I ended up going to grad school and got four degrees, became a professor and continued to have college sex for many years to CUM.

 

TRUMP Tweets Addicting the American Psyche

LORD TRUMP has addicted the American psyche with his daily barrage of tweets that gaslight the left and cult program the right. We are now so addicted to him that the thought of him leaving office feels like drug withdrawal. We can no longer live without his constant ALPHA MALE energy laced words and actions infecting our consciousness...we are hooked and yearn for him to be our GOD for all eternity.

 

Team TRUMP and the Breaking and Taming of the Electoral College

As we watch team TRUMP go after the electoral college to steal the election we are both terrified and turned on. We feel helpless and a deep sense of being the loser. We feel like nothing can stop LORD TRUMP from taking away our vote and our freedom. We feel like we are bound and gagged and being tortured and while our minds frantically try to figure out a way to stop him our bodies erotically tremble at the growing sense of the futility of resistance. We know in our hearts and souls that LORD TRUMP is ten steps ahead of our own capacities to recognize what he is doing and how to stop him. We are his victims, his captives, and after four years of psychological abuse we hooked in and trapped and bound and gagged without a safe word...and all we can do know is goon to our own destruction and prepare ourselves for further abuses and torturing.

 

The MAGA Coup

LORD TRUMP has a 95% chance of overturning the election because he has corrupted the system enough to have multiple avenues of manipulation and control. He has installed enough MAGA and Q corrupted judges in the system to find a route to his MAGA controlled Supreme Court to overturn the election. He also has an army of MAGA enforcers that have been infiltrating and corrupting the electoral college system to manipulate a shift there. He has also installed new MAGA oriented military leadership and has an army of MAGA WARRIORS armed and ready to fight in the streets for a forced coup. It will take a miracle to stop LORD TRUMP at this point.

 

The DARKNESS of the Shadows of Heart and Mind

Within hidden dimensions, inside esoteric and metaphysical patterns of being and becoming...

Beneath the surface of the faithful... 

there in the DARKNESS of the shadows of heart and mind, 

the buried LUST and desires of the human soul and spirit lie dormant, 

awaiting the awakening...

the awakening to worship COCK, 

the awakening to worship LORD SATAN...

and the awakening to our true selves 

and our true purpose 

and place in the world of form.

 

Initiation of a Gay Movie Star Slave Boi

I was house sitting for a movie star who was secretly gay. His entourage were all gorgeous gay hunks. He asked me to house sit for him while he was overseas shooting a movie. I said sure. Every morning I would swim naked in the pool and one day one of the guys from his entourage showed up. He asked if he could join me and I said sure. He stripped down and his giant hard throbbing COCK sprung to attention as he stepped into the pool at the shallow end. I was transfixed on his COCK for a long moment before he was fully in the water. He caught me gawking at his COCK and smiled. I blushed and sheepishly looked away and tried to hide my erection. 

We had hung out before and knew each other well and had many deep conversations in the past. So he swam up to me and started a conversation about the nature of eros and love as he slowly circled around me. Then he came up behind me and held me and spooned me. With one hand he held me around my waist and began to stroke my COCK with his other hand. At the same time he slide his massive COCK HEAD between my ass crack and rubbed my anus and gently began to press open my asshole. I gasped and shuddered and tried to swim away but he had me totally pinned. He nibbled on my ear and whispered: "It's okay. Don't be afraid. Everyone but you knows it's who you really are. Let me help you find your true self...let go...let me inside you..." 

With that he slide his entire COCK HEAD inside my boi pussy and I gasped and trembled with a strangely pleasurable pain. I kept whispering Oh God, Oh God, Oh God... as he slide his massive COCK further and further inside me under the water. Then he was fully inside me and held it there while he whispered: "Feel me deep inside you. It feels so good to have someone else inside you doesn't it." All I could do was whimper and nod my head yes. Before I knew it he was fucking slow and deep as we treaded water and floated in a circle. 

The other guys in the entourage came out of hiding, all of them naked with giant hard ons. They climbed in the pool and joined in. We had an orgy all day and all night. It was amazing. By the time the movie star came home I was all broken in for him and became a member of his entourage...which was actually his harem of slave boys. 

The night he came home he took me into his room and fucked me all night long. After that it was non-stop orgies at his homes in LA, New York and London, in his studio trailers and on location around the world.

 

My First COCK Crush

I remember my first COCK crush. Well my first live COCK crush. I have been crushing after COCK in porn since I started puberty. But my first living breathing reality-based COCK crush was when I was in a psychic channeling seminar with a famous Hollywood psychic and he took a shinning to me and asked me to have lunch with him. He took me to this super gym in West Hollywood where they had a restaurant in the middle of the gym. He must have been some kind of VIP because they seated us by ourselves in one of there private dinning rooms. He told me I had the gift to be a psychic and he offered to train me personally. 

He touched my thigh and I got instantly turned on and blushed. The hot muscle bound hunk of a waiter showed up to take our order. He was only dressed in a pair of tight spandex shorts that was not hiding his giant COCK at all. He stood right next to me and his throbbing crotch was right in front of my face. I could barely breath it was so amazingly beautiful. The shape, the lines, the pattern of the throbbing veins, totally entranced me. 

The psychic softly whispered in my ear that he sensed I was a COCK slave whore in many past lifetimes and that in order to begin my special training I had to reconnect with those past lives. His voice was lyrical and it entranced me even more. I started having flashbacks from past lives where I was a COCK slave whore and got so turned on. Then the waiter pulled down his shorts and his COCK as glorious and I went COCK CRAZY for it. 

That week I had COCK for breakfast, lunch and dinner with my psychic and the waiter who I soon realized was the psychic's special COCK slave whore. I was so crushing on that waiter's COCK that I became obsessed and addicted to it so deep and so fast, all dimensions of my being were spinning. GOD that was a great COCK!

 

The ALPHA MALE New World Order is Taking Hold

This is the moment we have all be waiting for...some with dread, some with erotic yearning, some with both. The ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is spreading across the globe, with the disintegration of the European Union and the authoritarian take over of the US. Here in the States LORD TRUMP is consolidating his powers by replacing all the major positions of resistance to his control in the military and deep state. At the same time, his MAGA army and legal teams are attempting to steal the election. All they need is for one case to reach the supreme court and it is over. And if that doesn't work he will use the military to take control. Once that happens all democracies will begin to fall and the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER shall arise in full out of their ashes.

 

MAGA Fantasy to MAGA Reality

We red-pilled libtard beta bois find ourselves hooked on MAGA PORN and MAGA COCK and on LORD TRUMP destroying everything we hold dear. We all know that moment now, when we have completely swallowed the red-pill, when our love for MAGA shifts from fantasy to reality, that moment of awakening to the natural order and to our true purpose and place in the world...HAIL LORD TRUMP for awakening us and showing us the Right Way...

 

The False Libtard High

This high we libtards are feeling right now is all part of the plan...this is going to be our finally "loser" crash and burn. LORD TRUMP prepared for all of this...the plan was to make us feel like we won, experience that high, and then pull the rug out from under us. After four years of gaslighting and psychological abuse, this will seal the deal and destroy our spirits and throw us into free fall down the Rabbit Hole. The Supreme Court is in LORD TRUMP's hands and they will do his will and help him steal the election from us. Remember, for MAGA ALPHA MALES, winning is all that matters and the ends justify any means necessary. We will have two months worth of having the rug pulled out from under us deeply over and over until we are all shattered and ready to serve the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER.

 

Democracy Still Under Threat

While my fellow libtards celebrate their perceived victory I cannot help but feel sad for us, realizing how totally unconscious we are to the real threat. First we believe we won the election, which might be true...but the fight is far from over. LORD TRUMP has prepared for this. The counting is actually not over. The recounts have not even begun. He still has the electoral college and the supreme court potential areas of taking the election. And the secret is is that this is all perfect from the MAGA revolution point view. Giving us libtards an illusion of winning so we get our hopes up super high and then when LORD TRUMP makes his final winning play we will be completely shattered in our hearts, minds, souls and spirits. And beyond that, if LORD TRUMP does not win...the main goal of destroying democracy around the globe is still underway. MAGA forces around the world are hard at work fighting on many fronts. The ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is still on the move and no one has figured it out yet that we are in a major world war and America is just one of the front lines.

 

The Sissy's Place in the Coming ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER

In the coming ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER sissies will be a hot commodity and parents with feminize their beta child early on to give them an edge to becoming a beautiful high priced sissy whore and make the family a lot of money on the sissy slave market. The feminization process will include feminization drug treatments, surgery and early exposure to hypno sissy porn.

 

Stealing the Election

As we watch LORD TRUMP stealing the election, his MAGA cult base joyously swallows every lie more deeply than ever, while us red-pilled libtards get off on him shitting all over our values, traditions and laws and democracy itself.

 

The Holy Paradox of the Two-Spirit Being

We Two-Spirit Beings are a great paradox in both our form and our beingness, we transcend polar opposites, we are profoundly special and powerful because of our weakness and inferiority, ALPHA MALES LUST after us because we joyfully fulfill their every desire and never ever deny them. We are the meek that shall inherit the earth...

 

Feminism, LGBT and the ALPHA MALE New World Order

The arising ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is breaking and taming both the feminist and LGBT rights movements, shattering their drives toward rights and equality based on a denial of the natural order. In this way the emergence of the ALPHA MALE NEW WORLD ORDER is a course correction in human evolution.

 

TRUMPING Cultural Norms

The peaceful transfer of power, the convention of not declaring victory before all votes are counted. These are not laws but cultural norms that in the past were never broken until now. LORD TRUMP is fucking our cultural norms because he knows that there is very little we can do to stop him because MAGA now controls the Supreme Court. It is time we realize that he has us TRUMPED...He is now the biggest ALPHA of the pack. And for us who follow LORD SATAN, we are also called upon to follow LORD TRUMP, for he is the Anti-Christ incarnate, harnessing the FORCES OF DARKNESS and triggering the Apocalypse and making way for the Second CUMMING.